My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

CHAPTER 24: NO GOODBYE

JACE POV

I just about lost control with Ella. I can never do that with her, especially after what happened to her. I’m glad I was able to come to my senses before it was too late, but I can no longer be around her at the moment. I need to go back to my training, get it all hammered into my head again, because it’s been too long. Once I’ve taken the three-week refresher course, then I will allow myself to pursue my girl again, but not until then.

Thad texted Jude while I waited for Ella to dress. He went ahead and made the arrangement for me to go stay at the facility for the three weeks, that way I wouldn’t be tempted to go see her. I still go to school, but then straight back to the dorms they have over there. My parents think I’m house sitting for a friend who went on vacation, so they don’t flip shit when I don’t come home during the duration of the refresher course.

I feel bad for how I left things with Ella. I didn’t even acknowledge her when she told me she was sorry. Instead, I was a dick and took off like a bat out of hell, as though I couldn’t get away from her fast enough. Even though I still plan on having her submit, because deep down, I know that not only does she want it, but she needs it, I’m still trying to be a better man for her. I have two years to make up for; I didn’t realize how hard it would be to stop being the bully and start being the one that she wants.

I’m a week into the course, working with one of the training subs when Jude walks in. He stands back against the wall and observes as I swing my arm, bringing the flogger down onto the sub’s chest. Her breasts are small with perky nipples, nothing like Ella’s, whose are big and firm, enough to fit in my hand perfectly. I can’t wait to flog those beauties.

“Please, Master Jace, harder!” The sub cries out, and I stop all together.

*I decide how hard, not you. Now you’ve earned a punishment for trying to tell your Master what to do.” I have the sub restrained against the St. Andrews cross, so I grab a set of straps and wrap them around her thighs. Then I take a wand and attach it to the

to Master Jude for more punishment.” Her eyes go wide, none of the subs want to visit Jude for punishments, because he is ruthless.

“Yes, Master Jace…”

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I leave her to her punishment as I turn and walk over to where Jude is watching from, “Is there something you need or are you just wanting to learn pointers?” I joke.

“Gee, I forgot how funny you are Lil D!” I meet his fist bump as he chuckles, “I just wanted to check in with you on how your mind space is. You seem to be getting better from when you came in here a week ago.”

“Yeah, well, I think it was just because it had been so long since I actually came to a class, and it was long before things changed with my situation with Ella, that I was mixing my Dom side with my bully side,” I glance back at the sub whose biting her lip, trying hard not to come, “I’m feeling much better and a lot more in the right mind set than when I came in.”

“That’s good to hear. You are a good Dom, and I would hate to see your talent go to waste. You’re lucky that we like you here, because had we not, the second we found out that you used a fake ID to enroll, we would have busted your ass big time!” Jude grins now, but he was livid when he found out that I was only seventeen when I enrolled. They could have gotten their license pulled for having a minor enrolled.

I scratch the back of my head, “Yeah, I’m sorry about that, and you know it, but I’d do it again if I had to. I needed this, Jude. You and I both know that’s the truth.”

“I know, Lil’ D, and I’m proud of how far you’ve come. Believe in yourself, because the rest of us do.” He slaps me on the shoulder and then leans in, “How about you go turn that baby up a notch, I’m bored, and I love torturing this sub. She’s so much fun and she a squirter!” he wiggles his brows at me.

I shake my head and chuckle, “I’m wanting to turn in early anyway.” I walk over to the poor distraught sub and turn the wand up two notches, “Does someone want to come?”

“Yes, please, Master Jace!”

have permission yet,” I grab some lube from the nearby table and lube up a vibrating anal plug as well,

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hold out. This will teach you not to top from the bottom.” I circle around the wooden structure and separate her ass cheeks. Everything is slick with the sub’s arousal, and she hasn’t even come yet. I line the plug up to her asshole, and slowly work it in until it’s firmly in place. Giving her a little pat on the bottom, I lean in, “There, that should make you feel really good,” she moans dropping her head to her chest, “Oh, wait a sec! I almost forgot…” I switch it on and then head back over to Jude, smirking, “Give her a minute and she’s all yours, my friend.” I shut the

hanging from a ceiling with the soft rope wrapped around her delicious body. I wonder what it would be like to fuck her senseless, to make her come over and over as she hangs there helpless while I play with every inch of her body. My dick gets hard every time I think about it. One of the instructors here is a Master in Shibari and has tried getting me to play once he

you come to my class! It took you long enough!” I love his Japanese accent when

and then put my hands together in front of me, and bow, “I am honored to have

my feet and then dropping me back down again. Riku is a man in his early thirties but looks like he could be in his mid-twenties still. His long, black hair

I’m here to learn how to place a sub within the ropes, not fuck them afterwards,” I chuckle, “I have my own sub for that

up, “I can respect that, no pressure

where do we

sense at all. The one in this class goes by the name Mistress Skye, but she is also a Mommy Domme, meaning that she likes her submissive to act like a little kid, called a Little. That’s not for me at all. Ella

the ropes together before moving on to the different bondage positions and rope placement for those positions. By the end of my last week here I am practicing my rope play skills on a willing sub. Since I passed at the top of the three-person class, I was given permission to tie the sub up, but not suspend them yet. I understand the

knowledge. I will continue my Shibari classes with Riku after I leave here tomorrow, because it is a very relaxing feeling, for me anyway. As much as I want to have Ella

weeks, but I don’t say goodbye, because I know I will be back for more. Even Jude and Riku continue their education and refresh their knowledge every so often. Being a Dom means continuously learning and growing in order for you to be the best at what you do. You have others that are dependent on you, and who are putting their complete trust in you, the least

at home. All I can think about is showering and then going over to see Ella. I have to apologize for my behavior the last time we were together, and hope that

lean over the chair she’s sitting in

son! I was beginning to wonder since I haven’t heard from you in almost two weeks!” She glares at me, but I see the smile that she’s trying hard to

flush with embarrassment, knowing that I ignored my mom all this time just so I could get

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up the girl next door, “Sorry, mom, I’ve been focusing on my schoolwork and filling out

up before my mom’s words halt my movement, “Speaking of college, why didn’t you tell me that Ella got into Yale and was leaving? Eliane just told me a couple of days ago when I asked about Ella, since

turned to ice as chills wrack my whole body,

yes. Apparently, she left about a week and a half ago. I guess she wanted to find herself a job and save up some money before her summer classes started up.” She looks at me with concern, “You mean to tell

my eyes and bow my head as I shake it, “No, she never told me about college, and she never told

wasn’t very nice of her to leave you behind without telling you anything. Here I thought you