My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

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CHAPTER 31: EXPLANATIONS

JACE POV

I was too busy enjoying the feel of Ella’s sweet pussy wrapped around my cock to realize her headspace. It isn’t until I tell her how hard she is gripping my cock that I notice her state, “Oh shit!” I curse and pull out of her, automatically releasing her from the restraints. I can’t tell for sure if she’s in subspace or sub drop, because she’s passed out.

In my haste to punish her, I forgot all about letting her eat her lunch first, and I don’t know if she’s had breakfast. I place her on the bed correctly and pull the covers over her before I try waking her; I need to get some water into her at the very least. I lightly tap her face as I call out her name. It takes a few tries, but she finally opens her eyes, and then smiles before trying to fall back to sleep. I quickly pull her up into my arms and grab the bottle of water that I have sitting on my nightstand.

“Ella, baby, I need you to try and drink a little bit for me.”

“Mm.-kay…” she mumbles.

“No, no, no, Ella. I need you to wake up, babe,” I bring the water bottle up to her lips, “Here, drink this.” I carefully tip it up when she opens her mouth. I’m only able to get a little bit down, but it’s better than nothing. Those few seconds of her being awake, though, made me feel a bit better because I’m pretty sure she didn’t sub drop. I’ll let her sleep an hour, tops, before I try to wake her and make her eat.

That scared the shit out of me. I need to be more careful when I’m with Ella; it’s not like it is when I’m training a sub at the facility, because I don’t fuck them, so I’m able to keep my attention on them at all times. Hopefully, this is just a one-time failure because have been waiting for so long to be with Ella, that I threw everything out the window. Speaking of which, I grab the soothing cream that I have yet to apply, and then flip back the covers. I only gaze at her naked form for a moment before I gently roll her over, so I can massage the cream onto her ass. Laying her on her back once more, I pull the covers up and place a kiss on her forehead before grabbing a pair of shorts and my phone and leaving the room.

T head out to my jeep to grab our food that we left in the back seat, and then go back inside to wait for Ella to wake up. In the meantime, I jump into the shower to wash Ella’s virgin blood from my cock and groin area and giving myself a mental note to clean Ella up as well, as soon as she wakes up. I’m standing in the shower, with my palm against the wall, thinking back to our time together. It wasn’t exactly how I had planned Ella’s first time; there weren’t supposed to be any restraints involved, and definitely no spanking, but we both got carried away in desires that we couldn’t hold back.

What I had originally imagined for her first time is more of a lover’s tryst, you know, roses, maybe a little dinner, and a little romancing, not any kinky shit. I can do both, with Ella… I want both. I wanted to show her that I can be both her Dom and her boyfriend, I can do kinky, and I can do vanilla, as long as it’s with her. The way she pleaded with me to take her, though. I close my eyes as I take in her gorgeous tear-stained face as she begs for me to let her come. My free hand comes up to wrap around my growing cock. Jesus, I’m going to get off again just by thinking back on my time with Ella. I wish I could have seen her face as made that last thrust into her, claiming her as mine, once and for all. Not that holding her in place and fucking the shit out of her from behind wasn’t hot, but I can do that any other time, no, her first time should have been more special, and I hope she doesn’t regret giving herself to me.

After getting myself off again, I turn the water off and grab a towel from a nearby rack, wrapping it around my waist. I have a deep need to be near Ella, so I go back to my room and crawl into bed, bringing her into my arms. I don’t plan on falling asleep, but my body decides otherwise, taking me into a deep slumber that I didn’t know I needed.

I feel movement in my arms, waking me from the best dream I’ve had in a long time. Of course, the main star is the same as the one who has woken me. I glance down and see blue eyes staring back at me, “Hey, baby, how are you feeling?” I scrub the sleep from my face.

“Very sore,” she giggles, “but otherwise, good.”

“I’m happy to hear that; you gave me a little scare earlier.”

“I did?” she leans back so she can see me better, “What did I do?”

“You passed out right after we came,” I grin, “I was bragging about how much I filled you with my seed, and how much your tight pussy gripped my cock, and then you were out.”

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“How did me passing out scare you, though?” she asks, confused.

“Because I thought you had sub dropped on me,” I hold my hand up, knowing exactly what her next question is going to be, “During an intense scene or punishment, whichever one you and your partner are doing, your system can flood with endorphins, overwhelming your body and causing depression, irritability, etc. You’re still not out of the woods yet, because it can take hours, or even days before it hits, so I will have to watch you closely. You must have hit what we call subspace, where you feel high or like you’re floating. The two can get confused, and by the way you had responded to me, you must have been in subspace at the time.”

“I did feel like I was floating, and it felt as though you and I were the only two in the universe,” she smiles, “I felt like that one time during our freshman year when you shared that joint with me. Remember how spaced out I was? That’s how I felt right after ! climaxed.”

I throw my head back and laugh, “I can’t believe I had forgotten about high Ella, but yeah, subspace is like that.”

it like that all the time?” There is a light in her

wanting it to be like that every time?” I

shrugs, “Maybe not every time, because I don’t want to pass out

that all the time, because I don’t want it to be. I didn’t plan for your first time to happen this way, either. I’m

bound and used, just like you did to me today.” She traces circles on my chest with her

of yours, but first, I’m going to clean you up.” I climb out of the bed, and

“I’m fine, Jace, really!”

another word. Grabbing a wet washcloth from the bathroom, I go back to the bed and throw back the covers. I climb up and spread her legs nice and wide, eyeing her cum and blood-stained thighs. I grin and glance up at her, but her eyes are shut tight, and

slowly

a personal thing, Jace. I’m not used

it’s my job, especially if I’m the one that makes the mess.” I wink at her while I drag the cloth across her skin. I wipe away all the evidence of her losing her virginity, thankful that it was gifted to me

head and bring her face close to mine, “You now belong to me, Ella, don’t forget that.”

“Yes, Jace.”

back.” I turn and walk out of the bedroom. I needed to get away for a few minutes because I’m getting hard all over again. Jesus, I’m a walking-fucking-hard-on when Ella

up, I scroll through social media and see that I have a DM in one of my accounts. When I open it, a message from Ella’s old friend, Bree,

let you know that I overheard a conversation that Madison Baker was having on her phone. I’m not sure what’s up but I think something is being planned against Ella. Something about ‘paying that Ella bitch back’. Please keep an eye on

her for the heads up and to let me know if she hears anything else. With the court hearing the day after tomorrow,

little bit uncomfortable. Placing the tray on the nightstand, I turn to face her as I open the

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wrong, Ella? Is the soreness

need to use the

it isn’t anything that I did. I lift the blanket and hold out my hand, “Come on, I’ll

stares at me in disbelief, “I can’t go while you’re

but you will get over that shyness, because there will be times when I will stand there until you have finished, so don’t press your luck now, I don’t want to have to add to your sore ass

to the bathroom, making sure her legs aren’t too wobbly, “Thank you,” She squeezes my hand before letting it go

letting him know that I need to talk to him later, so to find me at the facility when he gets there. I still haven’t told Ella what I do for work, but it’s not like I am fucking the sub that I train, unlike Jude and Riku, so I don’t see what issue she would have. I’m actually hoping that she will come with me before heading back to Connecticut after the hearing. I want to show her more of what she should expect from her own desires. I know that is one of the things that she is hoping to learn, and it would be nice to know, how much of this lifestyle we should

her and help her back to the

“No.”

“What, seriously?”

prefer not to ruin it by fighting. I want to be able to look at you like this as long as I can

cheeks turn pink, “I think I may

sex and insert a digit inside of her, making her gasp, “Is that

but

whispers, “What’s wrong with

you think there is something wrong with you? You are fucking perfect,

does pain

I get off inflicting pain, but not in a sadistic way, at least not for me. I like causing my sexual partner pain before and during sex. That is why we are so perfect for each other,” I shove another finger into her, and my cock hardens at her gasp. “See, you are sore from me taking your virginity, but you can’t help but be turned on by me shoving my fingers into you. Me, on the

by fucking you with my fingers, I’m causing you more pain on top of the other pain that I caused, which made you come.” I ease up my fingers, “I don’t ever want to cause you unnecessary pain, Ella. I only want to give

to be humiliated; not the act itself but how it makes you feel. You know that I don’t actually think you are a slut or a whore, but you think of it as an endearment when I call you those names. I can go on and on, but all