My Dad's Bestfriend

Chapter 62

Chapter 62 A Dagger To The Heart

Jacob

As I watched her leave, I crumbled from within. It took every ounce of strength to resist the urge to rush to her and admit that every word I had uttered was nothing but a fucking lie. Just fucking lies I made sound like the only truth.

Fuck...

The way she had stood at my doorstep, wearing that delicate white dress, her hair still slightly damp, eyes reddened, and the traces of the previous night's turmoil etched on her face- it broke me. She seemed so fragile and broken, as if the gentlest touch might shatter her further.

What had I done? Damn it!

A defeated sigh escaped my lips. The memory of her tear-stained face, the pain in her eyes, and the tremor in her voice haunted my thoughts. I had already hurt her deeply, and now, with the hurtful words I had spoken, I knew I had pushed her far away. I had set fire to the bridge that connected me to my life, my dreams, my peace, and everything I held dear.

She had been the only light I'd ever found in this dark existence, and I had just extinguished it. But, I had to do it, to make it easier for her to move on.

"Shit, Danica, You fucked me up pretty bad," I cursed, running my fingers through my hair.

I could hardly catch my breath at this point. She looked utterly broken. Even the faintest hint of the smile that had always adorned her beautiful face was absent. Her eyes had spoken volumes, even though she hadn't said a word. I could sense every emotion she must have felt, every ounce of pain and anger.

I just broke the most perfect thing I had ever found.

She was everything I had ever longed for in this life. Before her, things were good, but they were far from perfect. I went through life, laughing and passing the days like any other, but after her... I felt complete. I had a reason to keep living, to cherish someone.

She was my missing piece... goddamn it!

away the one person I had ever truly loved from the depths of

Because... she deserved better.

it's a stupid reason but, that was it.

my past. She deserved someone better than me, someone who wouldn't leave her with regret, someone who was simply right for her. She shouldn't have to spend her entire life untangling the mess of my past. She was young, with so much left to explore in this world. Perhaps, while this relationship had become the sole purpose of my life, it would eventually become

couldn't bear the thought of her looking

courage to be her regret...because I knew what it was like to

me when I least expected it. Why would I ever want the person I loved to constantly tiptoe around

stay away from her. The memory of her face, the warmth of

up together, and sooner or later, it might lead her

twisted way, Danica was

more staying with

Flashback:

chest, her irritation evident as we stood at the end of the long

to explain,

seem wrong, but I just can't help it. I know you already know the rest, so I just want to tell you that...none of it was planned, okay? None expected it- none of us. It just happened, naturally, almost out of control," I sighed, "And, Evelyn and I...we're in love, and that's all that matters to me -making her happy, keeping her close to me, and ensuring nothing and no

I had been friends since college, just like I was with Samuel. Having an

care. All I knew was that no matter what I lost, I wasn't

fucking daughter, for heaven's sake, Jacob. You watched her grow up, and now you're screwing with her behind our backs? Aren't you ashamed? Did you even consider how much it would hurt

had....but in the end, I ended up surrendering everything to Evelyn. She made me lose it by barely doing anything at

but I didn't regret a single moment with Evelyn. How could anyone regret having a woman

and yes, I thought about Samuel, but I couldn't stop myself. Sometimes, shit happens! We have no control over it.

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