My Dad's Bestfriend

Chapter 74 Decisions Made And Unmade

Jacob

I watched as she ran into the mansion, her cheeks stained with tears and her eyes red, that had fucking told me that I'd torn her apart with the betrayal. Forget about Danica; I was the bigger traitor here. I shattered the promises I had sworn never to break. I uttered words, fully aware that they would mercilessly crush her heart.

Damn it! All along, I knew it was the wrong path to take, yet my own doubts propelled me forward- I ended up fucking up everything, anways. Now, I found myself without Evelyn, without the friendship I tried to save, and worse, the losses and pain I had desperately tried to shield her from were inevitable.

She just went through it....right before my damn eyes and I being the fucking looser, just stood still all the time.

I should never have did what Danica had told me however, my own fucking insecurities drove me into this shit.

But I just wanted her to be...happy. That was my only desire- all the way along. I'd thought it could have saved her from a lot of pain with just a heartbreak that might have healed soon. But would it ever heal? Shit! I did not know.

Her eyes didn't say so...

"Wow!" Samuel let out, disbelief etched across his face. "Do you two fucking think life is some kind of film? Oh sorry, my bad- do you two fucking think that my daughter's life is some sort of movie? Where you could make a special appearance all of a sudden, sway her with your charms and then, Danica you can jump into the story and choose sick twisted ways to add more to it?" His gaze darted from me to Danica, "And, what the fuck did you have in your mind when you planned to make this asshole dump my daughter? Clearly when you knew he had led her on, they had taken it far enough to allow her feelings to grow and shit. Do you have any idea of what you have done?!"

"Samuel... I thought I was doing what was best."

"God! You're unbelievable. Who the hell gave you the right to make such a decision regarding my daughter without ever letting me in on the truth first?!"

"I can make decisions for her too, Samuel. She's my daughter as well."

I'd least expected occurred.

when you missed her school events, her birthdays, her victories, and her milestones like learning to ride a bicycle for the first time and jumping up and down in joy as if that's everything she'd ever wanted. That happiness, those smiles..... You were absent from every special moment in her life," he shouted, his voice trembling, "God,

let's not..." Clara spoke up, noticing the pained expression on Danica's

been done calmly, even though it

did the sacrifice easily because he

doesn't mean I don't love my daughter," tears welled up in her eyes, "I love her. You know I send her gifts every Christmas, but she never opens even one of them! I've tried calling her, talking to her, bridging the gap, but Evelyn never opens up. She puts all the blame on me and...you? What did you

twice a month! It wasn't that hard, was it? But you messed it up yourself, and by the time you genuinely started to try, everything had fallen so far out of line that it couldn't be fixed. Those phone calls you are talking about you

"I should've never tried to re-enter her life after making those mistakes, and I should have never

with their shit at this

be honest, all I wanted was to rush back to Evelyn and hold her in my arms, but I knew I had lost that right. I had betrayed her when she had placed all her trust in me. I crushed all she wanted

by breaking her heart was unfolding right before my eyes. Samuel's discovery at this unsuitable moment had ruined everything. Nothing

this," Clara implored, "Let's go to our room. People can hear us,

took it that far with my daughter," his face twisted with fury. "And even after you took it that far, you could have atdeast tried to make it right, couldn't you? Regardless of what Danica said to you, it still doesn't get to me, it still god damn excuse how you treated her. How could you just fucking do that to her?Tell me the truth, will you? Deep down, were

Samuel! I fucking love her! Do you not get it?!" I shouted, "You know me better than anyone else in this world, and you know I'd never lie about something like this. I know it was wrong, but... I fell for her. I can't breathe when she's not around-she's the one who fixed me. All the wounds Chloe and my messed-up family inflicted on me, she healed them all just by being in my

right, you bastard?! If you're willing to die for her, then how could a

from my best friend who, just moments ago, wanted nothing more than to beat the shit out of me and kick me out of his house because of my and Evelyn's

wasn't just about that. That

I hesitated

her. I didn't want my past to hurt her, and most importantly... I didn't want her to spend her whole life picking up pieces that she never broke in the first place. I did not

back, especially when I had fucked up real bad. "Don't you fucking know how bad that hurts? Didn't you get your heart broken by that bitch and got put through shit? How could you put her through that

had no answer. I just