Chapter 153 Losing It

Jacob

I watched as my ex-girlfriend secretly downed one shot after another, oblivious to Samuel's absence. She hadn't realized that she didn't need to worry about him, since Samuel and Clara had left nearly forty- five minutes ago, leaving me in charge of the kids who were not-so kids in reality. But she didn't notice. Of course, how could she? She was too engrossed with her boy-toy and friends to even glance at anyone. Especially me.

It was as if I didn't fucking exist to her, and it bothered me. It really fucking did. I was so used to having her attention all on me, only me, that now, deprived of it, I felt like a teenager craving the attention of his favorite girl in college. It was fucked up, but it was the truth.

I wanted Evelyn's eyes on me as much as my eyes were on her. She was fucking mine to take and I didn't fucking like the idea of sharing but right now basically everyone had her but...not me.

I watched as she took another shot, Nancy sneaking it to her. Cameron chuckled as the liquor spilled at the corner of her mouth, and he raised his hand to wipe it away. My fists clenched, my jaw tightened, and my gaze hardened as anger coursed through every fiber of my being.

That bastard...

"Thank you," I heard Evelyn muster, her words almost slurred.

God! She was fucking drunk. A mess of wild hair and flushed cheeks, a beautiful disaster.

"And it's time for a dance!" a girl who had been sneaking glances at me announced. She stood up on the bench, swaying her hips as she took a drag from the cigarette in one hand and held a beer bottle in the other. "Get up, guys!"

Mason, already way too drunk to be around without the risk of vomiting and ruining this already shitty party, turned on the music on the box and stood up. His legs wobbled, yet his enthusiasm was surprisingly high. "Let's go!" He clapped, before attempting a whistle-though it sounded more like a broken squeak.

"No dance for me-I am too tired!" Jennie whined. "I need some tight sleep-I have a date tomorrow. So, bye!" She stood up, grabbing her bag, ready to leave. She looked sober, but not enough to be driving on her own.

"Hey," Nancy snapped. Despite downing a lot of shots like a total drunkard, she looked completely sober. "You can't drive. You're drunk."

flashed a

followed by a hiccup. She was too

reply caught me by surprise, and I found it hard not to let my jaw

days! God, they

mentioned-It'd be the first meeting.

know nothing about real fun! After all, the only person you ever fucked-" Jennie stopped halfway, her eyes trailing to me before she decided to drop the subject. "Anyways! I am off. Bye." As Jennie left, their stupid party resumed. I leaned against the couch, crossing my arms over my chest

learned to be bold because as long as I knew Samuel and Danica, none of them were bold. They were like rabbits-too gentle. They'd stick with one carrot forever.

and grab yet another beer bottle before settling down onto the chair once again, my blood boiled. This was too much-her drinking was totally out of control. After so many shots of tequila, she shouldn't be indulging in beer now. For god's sake, she was barely

myself

two new girls in the circle Boked at me with interest, their eyes scanning me up and down, sizing me up just like I sized Evelyn every time. What were their names? I probably heard them amidst their conversations a few times, but I didn't

around her finger as she took a sip of her drink. If she thought she looked seductive

about her that attracted me. Surely she might have caught the eyes of other men, but not me. My eyes were only for one

she let out, her tongue dryly licking

flash across those girls' faces, but before they could speak, I

tone, "I'm sorry to inform you, but your party's

She sounded shocked, taken

way past the deadline Samuel gave. Yet I allowed all of you to linger here and do whatever the shit you all have been doing-total spoiled brats. And now it's time for all

her eyes sending daggers at me.

my patience, Evelyn," I warned, lowly, matching her heated gaze. "Get

knew better than to push me further. The tension between us

closer, but Cameron

yet still annoying as fuck. "It's late and everyone's drunk. Before things start spiraling out of control,

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