Chapter 153 Losing It

Jacob

I watched as my ex-girlfriend secretly downed one shot after another, oblivious to Samuel's absence. She hadn't realized that she didn't need to worry about him, since Samuel and Clara had left nearly forty- five minutes ago, leaving me in charge of the kids who were not-so kids in reality. But she didn't notice. Of course, how could she? She was too engrossed with her boy-toy and friends to even glance at anyone. Especially me.

It was as if I didn't fucking exist to her, and it bothered me. It really fucking did. I was so used to having her attention all on me, only me, that now, deprived of it, I felt like a teenager craving the attention of his favorite girl in college. It was fucked up, but it was the truth.

I wanted Evelyn's eyes on me as much as my eyes were on her. She was fucking mine to take and I didn't fucking like the idea of sharing but right now basically everyone had her but...not me.

I watched as she took another shot, Nancy sneaking it to her. Cameron chuckled as the liquor spilled at the corner of her mouth, and he raised his hand to wipe it away. My fists clenched, my jaw tightened, and my gaze hardened as anger coursed through every fiber of my being.

That bastard...

"Thank you," I heard Evelyn muster, her words almost slurred.

God! She was fucking drunk. A mess of wild hair and flushed cheeks, a beautiful disaster.

"And it's time for a dance!" a girl who had been sneaking glances at me announced. She stood up on the bench, swaying her hips as she took a drag from the cigarette in one hand and held a beer bottle in the other. "Get up, guys!"

Mason, already way too drunk to be around without the risk of vomiting and ruining this already shitty party, turned on the music on the box and stood up. His legs wobbled, yet his enthusiasm was surprisingly high. "Let's go!" He clapped, before attempting a whistle-though it sounded more like a broken squeak.

"No dance for me-I am too tired!" Jennie whined. "I need some tight sleep-I have a date tomorrow. So, bye!" She stood up, grabbing her bag, ready to leave. She looked sober, but not enough to be driving on her own.

"Hey," Nancy snapped. Despite downing a lot of shots like a total drunkard, she looked completely sober. "You can't drive. You're drunk."

said I am driving?" Jennie flashed a sheepish

blurted out, followed by a hiccup.

and I

these days! God, they were fucking

as she leaned against the chair. "I wish I were you." "Hey, we are not fucking yet," Jennie chuckled. "Besides, that date I mentioned-It'd be the first meeting. So let's see how many inches of surprise he has or maybe not." "You guys are gross!" Evelyn grumbled, taking a sip of the beer in her hand. Her tiny grumble and that little nose scrunch

am off. Bye." As Jennie left, their stupid party resumed. I leaned against the couch, crossing my arms over my chest as I watched them. The music blasted at full volume, likely guaranteeing Samuel complaints from the neighbors tomorrow. They danced like crazy bulls, shaking their hips, butts, and whatnot. Mason's wobbly twerking became the center of

them were bold. They were like rabbits-too gentle. They'd stick

once again, my blood boiled. This was too much-her drinking was totally out of

myself standing

as I walked over to them. All eyes turned to me. Mason's horrible twerking stopped, Nancy froze, and everyone else did too. The two new girls in the circle Boked at me with interest, their eyes scanning me up and down, sizing me up just like I sized Evelyn every time.

hair around her finger as she took a sip of her drink. If she thought

about her that attracted me. Surely she might have caught the eyes of other men, but not me. My eyes were only for one woman, who now

he's not welcome," she let out, her tongue

across those girls' faces, but before they

"I'm sorry to

sounded

"It's past two in the morning and way past the deadline Samuel gave. Yet I allowed all of you to linger here and

fucking over!" Evelyn stood up, her hands fisted at her sides, her eyes sending daggers at me. "You can't tell me what to do and what not to do. The party will go

I warned, lowly, matching her heated gaze. "Get

to push me further. The tension between us crackled like

but Cameron stood up and grabbed her

Jacob's right," he spoke up, turning out to be the only sensible one yet still annoying as fuck.

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