My Dad's Bestfriend

Chapter 177 Torn Between Choices

Evelyn

I stumbled into my room, a complete wreck, eyes swollen from the tears I couldn't hold back. What I didn't expect was Clara. The room was bathed in the soft glow of the lamp-so unlike the usual darkness I hid in. She sat on the edge of my bed, waiting, her presence startling me.

"Clara?" I wiped at my face, trying to clear the tears with shaky hands. But to my surprise, she didn't react-no shock, no questions. It was as if she'd known.

Of course, she did. Jacob must've told them he was leaving, and they all knew he wouldn't go without saying goodbye to me.

"So, he told you?" Clara's voice was soft, her lips curving into a melancholic smile. Her gaze flickered down to the wine bottle clutched in my hand, and she let out a resigned sigh. "Drinking won't fix this, Evelyn. Come here."

She stood and opened her arms to me, her gesture so familiar, so full of understanding.

For a moment, I hesitated, afraid that if I let myself fall apart, I'd never be able to stop. But this was Clara-she'd seen me at my worst, seen every scar and every broken piece I'd tried to hide. Breaking down in front of her wouldn't hurt me. It wouldn't cost me anything. So, I moved toward her. The moment her arms wrapped around me, something in me shattered. The sob I had been so determined to keep down erupted, violent and unstoppable. My body convulsed with the force of it.

Fuck! This was exactly why I didn't want to cry. It always fucking broke me into pieces.

"It's alright," she whispered, her hand rubbing soothing circles on my back. "Sometimes, it's okay to not know what to do. To take more time than you think you should. It's okay to make mistakes, Evelyn. And it's okay to not be okay." Her words were soft, like a balm over a wound too deep to heal. But I knew nothing could truly soothe this.

no distraction, and no drink could numb the ache. I felt hollow inside-ripped apart by guilt. Guilt for hurting Jacob. Guilt for what Cameron would go through if

I couldn't control-the things that hadn't happened yet but would, the things that could-pressed down on me. I felt like I was drowning in them. I was worried sick.

that to them. Jacob... I know he's strong, but that doesn't mean I should put him through this. And Cameron... he's done

you aren't whole, life will feel impossible to live. You can't always carry the weight of making everyone else happy. I'm not saying you should be selfish, but you need to be compassionate with yourself. It's not okay to sacrifice your happiness, to bury what you want, what your heart craves, for anyone or anything in this

voice cracked, but

asking you to

yourself who do you truly want? Who do you believe will make you happy in the long run? Take your time. There's no rush. What's

most precious thing in our lives, sweetie. You're stronger than you think. Don't overthink or force yourself to see the future, because it will always be uncertain. Instead, listen to your heart. Just your heart, okay?" I nodded weakly,

what decision you

I found a fleeting sense of peace, a brief reprieve for my aching heart No matter what I lost or gained, I'd always

still

too long-everyone around me was waiting for a decision. But this wasn't a simple choice to burn and toss aside. This was my heart. A fragile, wounded heart that had been torn apart once before and feared the

in my chest as the tears threatened to fall once more. Clara kept whispering reassurances, telling me that everything would be

we'll go to the

Cameron's birthday. He'd joked earlier that if I missed it, he'd cancel the whole party, but there had been

the