My Heart only Beats for You

"I know, mom." Selina said in a hushed tone.

Her voice was a mixed bag of emotions.

"It's good that you do," replied Cecilia. "You're a grown woman. It won't do to be so fickle. Matthew is a good man, dependable, like your brother. You should hang on to someone like him."

Selina finished her cup of coffee with one swift gulp. She didn't want to hear this again.

She placed the empty cup on the table. "I know, mom. Where's Natalie?"

"She's gone to your brother's company. She was feeling bored being by herself at home, so she went with him." There was an underlining message to Cecilia's words and Selina felt it. "The two of them are so in love with other. For a couple to be in love like that, means they've both made the right choice in their partners. Otherwise they'd just have made a mess of their marriage. Who you choose is incredibly important. Do you understand what I'm saying, dear?"

Selina suddenly stood up. "I understand, I'm going to get some rest." There was a hint of bitterness in her voice.

The next day, Selina woke up in a cold sweat.

She had another nightmare.

It was about Dylan.

She was back in the hospital ward that Dylan was in as she was walking away. Only this time, she didn't look back. She didn't stop to see him behind her. She just left.

Dylan kept following after her, but then collapsed, all the blood drained from his body.

Then he died. Right in front of her.

Selina was attacked with an overwhelming sense of loss and grief.

She realized that if Dylan died, there wouldn't be any meaning left in life for her.

Faced with such a morbid reality, she awoke in a fright.

Thank goodness it was only a dream.

It wasn't real.

She steadied herself by placing a hand over her chest.

After cleaning herself up, she walked out of her room and happened to catch sight of Natalie and Tobias in a loving kiss.

Tobias was on his way to work, and they were giving each other a farewell kiss.

Even from a distance, she could feel the warm and sweet air the two lovebirds were radiating.

they loved each other, it was as though

Real love!

a stirring

Selina walked down the

"Natalie," called Selina.

around

a beaming smile.

Selina nodded.

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my brother?" blurted Selina without

"Of course! That goes without

the right person, then they'll be

Natalie nodded.

I think

Natalie was surprised.

sudden confession from Selina. "What was she wrong

important thing is to find someone you really love." Natalie's lips

at home today. I have to go now. Bye!" Selina then took off in a

watched Selina as

on earth was going on with

her phone and called

It was answered promptly.

little gruff, probably

slightly gruff tone was even more

early. Is this something I'll have to get

wry smile on her

still be in bed for a

for that nightmare she

breakfast,

an address to a five-star restaurant that wasn't too

couple, Matthew always accommodated

break up. She wanted to be considerate of Matthew for once. So she chose a restaurant that was closer to

arrived at the restaurant half an

in a high-end suit, tailored just for him. He looked

few girls whispering at

he is so handsome. Look, girls, we have a real hottie

and he looks very wealthy too. Look at what he's wearing, it must have cost a fortune." "Oh I could get lost in his eyes. Just look at his sharp nose and chiseled chin."

he

was no denying it. Matthew was an extremely attractive

to get any woman he desired. So even after they

reached the

lowered his gaze