My Heart only Beats for You

"I know, mom." Selina said in a hushed tone.

Her voice was a mixed bag of emotions.

"It's good that you do," replied Cecilia. "You're a grown woman. It won't do to be so fickle. Matthew is a good man, dependable, like your brother. You should hang on to someone like him."

Selina finished her cup of coffee with one swift gulp. She didn't want to hear this again.

She placed the empty cup on the table. "I know, mom. Where's Natalie?"

"She's gone to your brother's company. She was feeling bored being by herself at home, so she went with him." There was an underlining message to Cecilia's words and Selina felt it. "The two of them are so in love with other. For a couple to be in love like that, means they've both made the right choice in their partners. Otherwise they'd just have made a mess of their marriage. Who you choose is incredibly important. Do you understand what I'm saying, dear?"

Selina suddenly stood up. "I understand, I'm going to get some rest." There was a hint of bitterness in her voice.

The next day, Selina woke up in a cold sweat.

She had another nightmare.

It was about Dylan.

She was back in the hospital ward that Dylan was in as she was walking away. Only this time, she didn't look back. She didn't stop to see him behind her. She just left.

Dylan kept following after her, but then collapsed, all the blood drained from his body.

Then he died. Right in front of her.

Selina was attacked with an overwhelming sense of loss and grief.

She realized that if Dylan died, there wouldn't be any meaning left in life for her.

Faced with such a morbid reality, she awoke in a fright.

Thank goodness it was only a dream.

It wasn't real.

She steadied herself by placing a hand over her chest.

After cleaning herself up, she walked out of her room and happened to catch sight of Natalie and Tobias in a loving kiss.

Tobias was on his way to work, and they were giving each other a farewell kiss.

Even from a distance, she could feel the warm and sweet air the two lovebirds were radiating.

in their eyes how much they loved each other, it was as

Real love!

felt a stirring in

left, Selina walked down

"Natalie," called Selina.

turned around and noticed

her with a beaming smile. "I see you're awake,

Selina nodded.

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with my brother?" blurted Selina without

broadened. "Of course! That

that if someone finds the right person, then

Natalie nodded.

I think

Natalie was surprised.

a very sudden confession from Selina. "What was

burning clarity. "If you want to be happy, it's not enough to just find the right person. The most important thing is to find someone you really love." Natalie's lips curled back into a warm smile. "Of course, Selina. You should love one another if you want to be happy together. It is the

be having breakfast at home today. I have to go

as she

on earth was going

took out her

It was answered promptly.

with a little gruff, probably because he had

pleasant voice, but his slightly gruff tone was

this something I'll have to get used to?" teased

wry smile on

early. She'd still be in bed for a couple more

it wasn't for that nightmare she

get breakfast, Old

an address to a five-star restaurant

Matthew

be considerate of Matthew for once. So she chose

restaurant half

a high-end suit, tailored just for him. He looked very cheerful

few girls whispering at

handsome. Look, girls, we

wearing, it must have cost a fortune." "Oh I could get lost in his eyes. Just look at

Matthew as he was making his

denying it. Matthew was an extremely

would be able to get any woman he desired. So even after they broke up, there

reached the

his gaze and