My Heart only Beats for You

She gulped and said, "Bring me your magazine."

Matthew did not ask further but passed the magazine directly to Selina.

Selina placed the magazine between them and said, "This is a barrier. Neither of us can cross it."

She thought that Matthew would agree in his usual mild manner, but she did not expect him to mutter, "Selina, you need a barrier when sleeping with your husband?"

His tone was less gentle than usual, rather, a little oppressive.

Selina knew that when Matthew spoke in such a tone, he was not messing around.

She could only laugh and said, "Well, duh. I wouldn't be able to accommodate your desires at this point in time, remember? I had no choice but to come up with such an idea in order to keep your libido in check. Wouldn't this be more for your sake than mine? After all, you're the one who would be suffering the most if we didn't do this."

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In order to avoid being touched by this man, Selina really had to resort to such actions.

Looking at Selina's eyes which were akin to a fawn's, Matthew heart was instantly filled with helplessness.

Seriously, there was nothing he could do about with Selina.

"Alright." Matthew murmured, but added, "We'll go with it since your health is not at its best, but once you're healthy again, there won't be anything like this."

Selina nodded her head simply.

That night, Selina didn't sleep well.

It was the first time in her life she would be sharing the same bed with a man, albeit having a book in between.

She could clearly feel his pheromones and hear the sound of his breathing.

With only a little stretch of her hand, she would be touching Matthew's body.

Moreover, she still had this fear, the fear that despite Matthew's promise to her, he could still be driven by his lust to do something to her.

Such an uneasy night was finally over.

Selina had no sleep at all throughout.

shining through

to her on the other side of the

closed

Matthew getting up and putting on

footsteps -not footsteps leaving the bedroom, but more like Matthew walking

heartbeat became more intense

her eyes were shut, she could feel Matthew

that, there was a breathing sound which got

was Matthew

Selina was very nervous.

advantage of her by kissing her while she was

didn't

while, Matthew

her eyes at once,

half an hour later, figuring that Matthew had probably left, Selina

up,

of velvety oatmeal seasoned with

took a spoonful. It was delicious and

that such a simple breakfast could be

tastes so good!

ingredients for this were bought under Master Perry's request. He said that you have not been feeling energetic, so having some cinnamon would help in

Selina turned speechless.

had

lot. I

for so many

life. It was a surprise when he brought you home without any prior announcement. And he seems to care for you

Selina didn't say anything.

fell on Selina's belly as she said, "I'll be able to completely relax once you both complete the next step,

lips twitching, she said, "Erine, you

course." Erine's tone was

disregarded his servants. He respects me as an elder. So, don't you think I should be kind to him? Let me tell you something I'm rather embarrassed to share... I even treat him as

Selina remained silent.

that Erine admired Matthew so much, Selina didn't want

two of them. She didn't want others to get

long as you're happy, Erine,"