My Heart only Beats for You

She gulped and said, "Bring me your magazine."

Matthew did not ask further but passed the magazine directly to Selina.

Selina placed the magazine between them and said, "This is a barrier. Neither of us can cross it."

She thought that Matthew would agree in his usual mild manner, but she did not expect him to mutter, "Selina, you need a barrier when sleeping with your husband?"

His tone was less gentle than usual, rather, a little oppressive.

Selina knew that when Matthew spoke in such a tone, he was not messing around.

She could only laugh and said, "Well, duh. I wouldn't be able to accommodate your desires at this point in time, remember? I had no choice but to come up with such an idea in order to keep your libido in check. Wouldn't this be more for your sake than mine? After all, you're the one who would be suffering the most if we didn't do this."

After that, Selina blinked innocently at Matthew. Sᴇaʀch Thᴇ Findɴovel.ɴet website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

In order to avoid being touched by this man, Selina really had to resort to such actions.

Looking at Selina's eyes which were akin to a fawn's, Matthew heart was instantly filled with helplessness.

Seriously, there was nothing he could do about with Selina.

"Alright." Matthew murmured, but added, "We'll go with it since your health is not at its best, but once you're healthy again, there won't be anything like this."

Selina nodded her head simply.

That night, Selina didn't sleep well.

It was the first time in her life she would be sharing the same bed with a man, albeit having a book in between.

She could clearly feel his pheromones and hear the sound of his breathing.

With only a little stretch of her hand, she would be touching Matthew's body.

Moreover, she still had this fear, the fear that despite Matthew's promise to her, he could still be driven by his lust to do something to her.

Such an uneasy night was finally over.

Selina had no sleep at all throughout.

it was finally dawn with the sunlight shining through the French windows, Selina heaved a

noticed the movements of the man next to her on the other side of

quickly closed

of Matthew getting up and

footsteps -not footsteps leaving the bedroom, but more like

became

were shut, she could feel Matthew staring at

that, there was a breathing sound which got

was Matthew bending

Selina was very nervous.

wondering if Matthew would take advantage of her

he didn't do

a while,

eyes at once, her

half an hour later, figuring that Matthew had probably

washing up,

was a bowl of velvety oatmeal seasoned

a spoonful. It was

that such a simple breakfast could be so amazingly good. As Brine walked over, she

a thumbs-up and said, "It tastes so good! Giving you

this were bought under Master Perry's request. He said that you have not been feeling energetic, so having

Selina turned speechless.

had been Matthew's

I used to be worried

so many years.

rest of his life. It was a surprise when he brought you home without

Selina didn't say anything.

be able to completely relax once you both complete the next step, which is for you

you seem to care about Matthew quite a

course." Erine's tone was

disregarded his servants. He respects me

Selina remained silent.

Matthew so much, Selina

between the two

you're