My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant

it's a pity that we can't be a

seemed to

soft voice, "Matthew,

Lawson, marriage is a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault.

Cecilia pursed her lips.

covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at

good man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia

that there was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask

facial features were almost wooden, his

fallen deeply for Selina. How could it be possible

comfortable now that some time had

took a glance at her

had not been any missed calls

to

change in her mother's

but make a phone

had woken up and was

was initially happy that her mother was in good

was chatting

thought only of Matthew instead of Selina after

and was about to

Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

a tantrum," Selina

sighed. She felt

a moment, then said,

already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will

said, "Well

saying that, she hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you

and asked, "Where are you

so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't

each

give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard

a moment's thought,

After all, if it was true

to ask a driver to com and pick

probably

might as

far

a bicycle in front

had thought that Lothar was going to give her a ride in

not own a luxurious car because he was