My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

you and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed

gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's

to

she said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles

She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share

Cecilia pursed her lips.

had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if

you're a good man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina,"

could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce,

not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed

it be possible for him to fall

felt much more comfortable now that some time

took a glance at

been any missed calls or text

started to

any change

but make a

and was talking to Matthew

who was initially happy that her mother was in good condition, became

was chatting with

thought only of Matthew instead of Selina

it. Goodbye," Selina said and was about to

"Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile,

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie

throwing a tantrum," Selina

She

paused for a moment, then

up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving once they

and said,

hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go

"Where are you going? Did

asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about

each other, they were still not close

a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a taxi

moment's

offer. After all, if it was true that taxis were

a driver to

probably

the case, she might as well accept

not far away. Selina

a bicycle in front

was going to give her a ride

own a luxurious car because