My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She

Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is

to

in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for

thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of

Cecilia pursed her lips.

troubles that she had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he

good man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a moment of

that there was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough

did not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost

Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall

much more comfortable now

a glance

been any missed

started to build

change in her mother's

but make a

said that Cecilia had woken up and

happy that her

chatting

Matthew instead of Selina after

Selina said and was

Natalie said hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a

throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her

sighed. She

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is

has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving

said,

hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now.

"Where are you going? Did something

so many questions?" Selina

each other,

ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a

moment's thought,

it

have to ask a driver to

would probably

was the case, she might

not far away.

was a bicycle

going to give her a ride in a

Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he was poor. However, she