My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She seemed hesitant

Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is done.

seemed to

while, she said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for

be the only person who was

Cecilia pursed her lips.

incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for

will find a

there was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned

say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his

deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall for another

much more comfortable now that

took a glance

had not been any

to build

there been any change

couldn't help but make a

woken up and was talking to Matthew in

her mother was in

chatting

had thought only of Matthew instead

it. Goodbye," Selina said and was about to hang up the

said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't want to see

Natalie said with a serious

a tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and

sighed. She felt

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving once they

hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then,

phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you

asked, "Where are you going? Did

asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want

each other,

said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a taxi

moment's

it was true that taxis were

driver

would probably be very

the case, she might

not far away. Selina was stunned when they

bicycle in

had thought that Lothar was going to give her a ride in a

that Lothar would not own a