My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish

with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and

seemed to be

soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles caused

person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I

Cecilia pursed her lips.

had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for

man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said

was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough

did not say anything in reply. His facial

Selina. How could it

felt much more comfortable now that some time had

a glance at her

any missed calls or

started to build

been any change in

couldn't help but make a phone call

had woken up and

that her mother was

was chatting

had thought only of Matthew instead of Selina after

it. Goodbye," Selina said and was about to hang

hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why

Natalie

throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed

sighed. She felt

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew

said, "Well then, I'll

hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have

"Where

are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't

clicked with each

Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a taxi

moment's

After all, if it was

have to ask a driver to

probably be very

the case, she might as well accept his

place not far away. Selina was

was a bicycle in front of

going to give her a ride in a

a luxurious car because he