My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

you and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish the

that we can't be a family anymore. Still,

seemed to be

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for

be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own

Cecilia pursed her lips.

was still covering for his ex-wife. It was

you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a

situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could

in reply. His facial features were almost wooden,

deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall for another

more comfortable now that some time had

a glance

any

started to build within

been any change in her

but make a

and was talking

initially happy that her mother was in good

chatting with

thought only of Matthew instead of Selina after waking

said and was about to hang up the

you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back?

throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

not throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and

She felt

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie,

I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving once they finished

said, "Well then,

hung up the phone and looked at her companion.

asked, "Where are you going?

many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want

and Selina clicked with each other, they were still not

me give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail

a moment's

the offer. After all, if it was true that taxis

driver to com and

would probably

that was the case, she might as well accept his

place not far away. Selina was stunned when

a bicycle

that Lothar was going to

not own a luxurious