My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

you and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish

Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the

to

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all

the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of

Cecilia pursed her lips.

that she had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame

find a better woman than

could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only

His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

fallen deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him to

felt much more comfortable now that some time had

a glance at her

not been any missed calls or text

started to build

there been any change

make a phone

said that Cecilia had woken up and was talking

happy that her mother was

was chatting with

thought only of Matthew instead

said and was about to hang

you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't want to see

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie

tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and

sighed. She felt

moment, then

has already woken up. I'm guessing that

moment and said,

the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See

stood up and asked, "Where are you going? Did

happened. Why are you asking so many questions?"

with each other, they were still not close

a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard

a moment's

the offer. After all, if it was true that taxis were hard

ask a driver to com

probably be

she might as well accept

place not far away. Selina was stunned when they

was a bicycle in front

to give her a ride in a

not own a luxurious car because he was poor. However,