My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She seemed hesitant to finish

He said with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is done.

seemed to

"Matthew, I'm sorry for all the

the only person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

ex-wife. It was

believe that you will find a better woman than

knew that there was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina.

anything in reply. His facial features

deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall for another

felt much more comfortable now that some time had

took a glance at her

been any

started to

any change

make a phone call to

that Cecilia had woken up and was talking

that her mother was

chatting with

had thought only of Matthew instead

Selina said and

continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have

a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

not throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed

sighed. She

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

that Matthew will be leaving once they finished

hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then, I'll

her

and asked, "Where are you going? Did

happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She

clicked with each

give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail

moment's

offer. After all, if it was true that taxis were hard

to ask a driver to com and pick

probably be

might as well accept his good

place not far away. Selina was stunned when

bicycle in

had thought that Lothar was going to give her a

would not own a