My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She seemed hesitant to finish the

that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is done.

to be

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles caused by

Lawson, marriage is a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

she had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he

that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after

could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only wish

His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed

How could it be

felt much more comfortable now that some time

took a glance at her mobile

been any missed calls or text

started to build within

been any change in

but make a phone call

woken up and was

her

chatting

Matthew instead of Selina after waking

and was about to hang up the

She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do

Natalie said

tantrum," Selina

sighed. She

then said,

guessing that Matthew

moment and said, "Well then,

and looked at her companion.

stood up and asked, "Where are you going? Did something

Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about

and Selina clicked with each other, they

said. He continued, "It's hard to

moment's

all, if it was true

have to ask a driver

would probably be

the case, she might

far away.

was a bicycle in

Lothar was going to give her a ride in

would not own a luxurious car because he