My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish

that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done

seemed to be

"Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles

only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of mistakes

Cecilia pursed her lips.

it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It

find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia

they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could

not say anything in reply. His facial

Selina. How could it be

felt much more comfortable now

took a glance at her

been any missed calls or

started to

change in

but make

said that Cecilia had woken up and was talking

her mother was

chatting with

of Matthew instead of Selina

it. Goodbye," Selina said and was about to hang up

come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have

throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a

Selina pursed her

She felt

for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is

that

hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then, I'll be

that, she hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have

asked, "Where are

many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about the

and Selina clicked with each other, they

you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard

a moment's thought,

if it was true that

driver to com

probably be

might as well accept

place not far away. Selina

bicycle in

to give her a ride in a

had assumed that Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he was poor. However, she