My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish the

He said with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this

seemed to be

a while, she said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm

person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina

that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a moment

was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce,

not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed

deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall for

more comfortable now

a glance at

had not been any

to build within

been any change

help but make a phone call

and was talking

initially happy that her

chatting

had thought only of Matthew

and was about to hang up the

hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I

throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a

throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her

She felt

for a moment, then said,

has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will

and said, "Well then, I'll

she hung up the phone and looked at her companion.

and asked, "Where are you going?

happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about the

Selina clicked with each

ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard

a moment's thought,

the offer. After all, if it was true that

a driver to com and pick her

would probably

the case, she might as well accept

a place not far away. Selina was stunned when they

was a bicycle in front of

that Lothar was going to give her a

Lothar would not own a luxurious