My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She seemed hesitant to finish

a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done

to be

a soft voice, "Matthew,

only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of

Cecilia pursed her lips.

for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia

that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after

do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was

did not say anything in reply. His facial features

it

now that some time had

took a glance at her mobile

had not been any missed calls or text

started to build

change in her

help but make a phone call to

said that Cecilia had woken up and was talking to Matthew in

was initially happy that her mother was in good

chatting with

had thought only of Matthew instead

said and was about to hang

"Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile,

a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

tantrum," Selina pursed her lips

She

moment, then said, "Natalie,

that Matthew will be leaving once

hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then, I'll

the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you next

"Where are you

you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk

each other,

He continued, "It's hard to

a moment's thought,

After all, if it was true that taxis were hard

ask a driver

would probably be

case, she might as well accept his good

to a place not far away. Selina was stunned

was a bicycle in

thought that Lothar was going to give

that Lothar would not own a luxurious car