My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She seemed

it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made,

to be

"Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles caused

is a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia

find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia

As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask

did not say anything in reply. His facial features

Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall for another

more comfortable now that some

took a glance

had not been any missed calls or

to build

been any change in her mother's

couldn't help but make a

and was

happy that her mother was in

was chatting with

thought only of Matthew instead

Goodbye," Selina said and was about to

are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back?

Natalie said

Selina pursed her

sighed. She felt

a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew leaving

up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving

a moment and said, "Well then, I'll be

at her companion. "Lothar, I

up and asked, "Where are you going? Did something

are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want

each

said. He

a moment's thought,

it was true that taxis were

to ask a driver to

would probably be

might as well accept

place not far away. Selina was stunned when they

bicycle in

that Lothar was going to give her a ride in

Lothar would not own a luxurious