My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She

He said with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I

to

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles caused by

a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if

will find a better

they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could

say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

it be possible for him to fall

more comfortable now that some time had

glance

not been any

to build within

there been any change in her

but make

Cecilia had woken up and was talking to

initially happy that her mother was in good

was chatting

only of Matthew instead of Selina

Goodbye," Selina said and was about to

hold on," Natalie said hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why

throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a

tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and

She

then said,

up. I'm guessing that Matthew

a moment and said, "Well then, I'll be right

saying that, she hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back

and asked, "Where are you going?

something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?"

and Selina clicked with each other, they were still

said. He continued, "It's hard to

a moment's thought,

all, if it was true that taxis

have to ask a driver

probably

she might as well accept

to a place not far away. Selina was stunned when

was a bicycle

Lothar was going to give

assumed that Lothar would not own a luxurious