My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She seemed hesitant

can't be a family anymore. Still,

seemed to

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles

person who

Cecilia pursed her lips.

Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was

you're a good man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after

had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to

did not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost

deeply for Selina. How could it be

now that some time had

a glance at her

not been any

to

been any change in her

but make

had woken up and was talking to Matthew in the

her mother was in

chatting

only of Matthew instead of Selina

and was about

She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back?

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said

Selina pursed her lips and

She felt

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew leaving

woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will

a moment and said, "Well

the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you next

stood up and asked, "Where are you going? Did

of course, something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk

Lothar and Selina clicked with each other,

me give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's

a moment's

After all, if it was

a driver to com and pick

would probably

the case, she might as well accept his good

not far away. Selina

a bicycle in front of

was going to give her a

had assumed that Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he