My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She seemed hesitant to

said with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and

seemed to

voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all

couldn't be the only person who

Cecilia pursed her lips.

still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia

a good man. I believe that you will find a better woman

to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew

say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed

deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him

more comfortable now that some

took a glance at her mobile

any missed calls or

started to build within

there been any change in

make a phone call to

had woken up and was talking to Matthew in

happy that her mother was in

was chatting

thought only of Matthew

Goodbye," Selina said and was about to

"Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a

Selina pursed her lips

She felt

for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

guessing that Matthew will be leaving once they finished

said, "Well then, I'll be right

up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have

"Where are you going? Did

many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want

each other, they were

me give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to

a moment's thought,

if it

have to ask a driver to com and pick her

probably be

was the case, she might as well accept

place not far

bicycle in front of

was going to give her a ride in

had assumed that Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he was poor. However,