My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

you and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish

gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's

seemed to

while, she said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for

a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share

Cecilia pursed her lips.

still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia

you're a good man. I believe that you will find a better woman

had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina.

anything in reply. His facial

could it be possible for

comfortable now that some time

a glance at

had not been any missed

to

there been any change in her

couldn't help but make a

and was talking to Matthew in the

that her mother was

chatting

thought only of Matthew

Selina said and was about

She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back?

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

throwing a tantrum," Selina

sighed. She

moment, then said, "Natalie, is

has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving

hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then, I'll be right

looked at her companion. "Lothar, I

stood up and asked, "Where are

asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about

clicked with each other,

ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail

a moment's thought,

it was true that taxis were

have to ask a driver to com and pick her

probably

was the case, she might as well accept his

far away. Selina was

a bicycle

Lothar was going to

Lothar would not own a luxurious car