My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She seemed hesitant to finish the

be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and

to be

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the

be the only person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia say anything

I believe that you will find a better

she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to

not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

had fallen deeply for Selina. How could it be possible

now that some time

glance at her

any missed calls

started to build

there been any change in her

help but make

and was talking to

who was initially happy that her mother was in

chatting with

of Matthew instead of Selina

said and

on," Natalie said hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

Selina pursed her lips

sighed. She

then said,

guessing that Matthew will be leaving once they

moment and said, "Well then, I'll be right

her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you

stood up and asked, "Where

course, something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to

Selina clicked with each other, they were

ride," Lothar said. He continued,

moment's thought,

if it was

ask a driver to com and pick her

would probably be very

that was the case, she might as well accept his good

to a place not far away. Selina was stunned

a bicycle in

to give her a ride

Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he