My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She

as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is done.

to

soft voice, "Matthew,

is a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I

Cecilia pursed her lips.

that she had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina

believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after

do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only wish Matthew all the

reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed

it

more comfortable now that some

took a glance

had not been any missed calls or text

to build within

there been any change in her mother's

couldn't help but make a

that Cecilia had woken up and was talking to Matthew in the

that her mother was in

was chatting with

thought only of Matthew

Selina said and

are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I

tantrum," Natalie said with a

not throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and

sighed. She

then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

guessing that

moment and said,

looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you

stood up and asked, "Where are you going?

of course, something happened. Why are you asking so many

with each other, they were

me give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard

moment's

the offer. After all, if it

ask a driver to

would probably be very

might

to a place not far away. Selina was

a bicycle in front of

going to give her a ride in

would not own a luxurious car because he was