My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She seemed hesitant to

with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and

to

she said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the

two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed

Cecilia pursed her lips.

was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could

you will find a better woman than

nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina.

not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

Selina. How could it be

more comfortable now

glance at

had not been any missed calls

to

change in her mother's

but make

that Cecilia had woken up and was talking to Matthew in the

happy that her mother was in

was chatting

thought only of Matthew

Goodbye," Selina said and was about to

She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said

tantrum," Natalie said with a

throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her lips

She

then

woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving

and said, "Well then, I'll be

looked at her companion. "Lothar,

stood up and asked, "Where are

are you asking so many

with each

said. He continued, "It's hard to hail

moment's thought,

it

ask a driver to com and

probably

she might as

her to a place not far away.

a bicycle in front of

going to give her

had assumed that Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he