My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She seemed hesitant to finish

gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is

to be

"Matthew, I'm sorry

two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my

Cecilia pursed her lips.

Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It

a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a

was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only wish Matthew

facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

Selina. How could it be possible

more comfortable now that

a glance

not been any missed calls or

started to build within

there been any change

but make a phone call

woken up and was talking to

her mother was in good condition, became

was chatting

Matthew instead of Selina after

Selina said and was about to hang

continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't want

a tantrum," Natalie

Selina pursed

sighed. She felt

moment, then said,

guessing that Matthew will be leaving once

moment and said, "Well

at her companion. "Lothar, I

asked, "Where are you

happened. Why are you asking so many

Lothar and Selina clicked with each other, they were still not

He continued, "It's hard to hail

moment's thought,

all, if it was

driver to com

would probably be

that was the case, she might as

not far away. Selina was stunned

bicycle in

was going to

that Lothar would not own a luxurious