My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed

gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore.

seemed to be

in a soft voice, "Matthew,

a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I

Cecilia pursed her lips.

it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all.

I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a

gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned

in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

How could it be possible

now

glance at

had not been any missed calls or

to

change in

couldn't help but make a phone call

that Cecilia had woken up and was talking to Matthew in

who was initially happy that her mother was in

chatting

Matthew

Selina said and was about to hang up the

hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't want

stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious

tantrum," Selina

She

paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew

and said,

her companion. "Lothar,

stood up and asked, "Where are you

course, something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said.

with each other, they

Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a taxi

moment's

After all, if it was

to ask a driver to com and

would probably be very

the case, she might as well accept

not far away. Selina

bicycle

going to give her a ride in

a luxurious