My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to

usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the

to

a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all

a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of mistakes

Cecilia pursed her lips.

Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at

man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a moment

had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask

say anything in reply. His facial features were almost

deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him

felt much more comfortable now

a glance

not been any missed calls

started to

change

couldn't help but make a phone

had woken up and was

that her mother was

was chatting with

had thought only of Matthew instead of Selina

it. Goodbye," Selina said and was about to

on," Natalie said hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't want to see

throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a

throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and

She felt

moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew

I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving once

said, "Well then, I'll be

hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you

"Where

of course, something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about the

clicked with each other, they

give you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail

a moment's thought,

offer. After all, if it was

have to ask a driver

would probably be

might as

her to a place not far away. Selina was stunned when

was a bicycle in front of

that Lothar was going to give her a

a luxurious