My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

said. She seemed hesitant to finish the

said with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I

to

soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles caused

a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I

Cecilia pursed her lips.

incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly

find a better woman

was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only wish Matthew all

say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden,

Selina. How could it be possible

more comfortable now that some time had

glance at her mobile

had not been any missed calls

to build within

there been any change in

but make

said that Cecilia had woken up and was

that her mother was in

chatting

only of Matthew instead of

said and was about

said with a self-mocking

tantrum," Natalie said with

Selina pursed

sighed. She felt

a moment, then said,

has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving once

moment and said,

she hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have

and asked, "Where are you

course, something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about

Selina clicked with each

me give you a ride," Lothar said. He

a moment's

it was true that taxis were hard

a driver to com and

probably be very

that was the case, she might

far away. Selina was stunned when

a bicycle

thought that Lothar was going to give her a ride

a luxurious car because he was