My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

She seemed hesitant

usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is

to

"Matthew,

marriage is a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of mistakes

Cecilia pursed her lips.

that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia say anything else

you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a moment

situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and

anything in reply. His facial features

How could it be possible for him

now that some time had

glance at her

been any

to build

any change in

make a phone

had woken up and was talking to Matthew in the

was initially happy that her mother

chatting with

of Matthew instead of Selina after

Goodbye," Selina said and was

She continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't

throwing a tantrum," Natalie

throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed

She felt

then

woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving

moment and said,

phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back

stood up and asked, "Where are

are you asking so many questions?"

Selina clicked with each

you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to

a moment's thought,

if it was true that

have to ask a driver

would probably

case, she might as well accept his good

to a place not far away. Selina was stunned when they

was a bicycle

that Lothar was going to

Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he