My Heart only Beats for You

With the same goal, Lothar himself had put in his all to become an idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough

money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the same situation?

Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?"

Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories."

Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He came back to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring for me to lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up."

Matthew did not insist.

you and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed

it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is done. Please stop

seemed to be

said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for

She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of

Cecilia pursed her lips.

his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blame Selina for anything at all. How could Cecilia say

a good man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a

already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only

in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off

had fallen deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him

comfortable now that

took a glance at her mobile

had not been any

to

been any change in her mother's

help but make a

woken up and was talking to Matthew in the

that her mother

was chatting with

had thought only of Matthew instead of Selina

Selina said and was about to hang

continued, "Where are you now? Please come back." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why

tantrum," Natalie

Selina pursed her lips

sighed. She felt

paused for a moment, then said,

that Matthew will be leaving once they finished

hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then, I'll be

phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to

and asked, "Where are you

are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She

clicked with each

said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a

moment's thought,

offer. After all, if it was true that taxis

driver to

would probably be

case, she might as

brought her to a place not far away. Selina was

a bicycle in

was going to give her a ride in

Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he was poor. However, she