My Heart only Beats for You

"Then who do you want to be with?" Selina blurted out this question.

"You."

That was what Matthew was thinking in his heart.

What came out of his mouth was, "It's late, Selina, let's go sleep."

Selina's eyes, which were initially glimmering with anticipation, dimmed.

"Sure," Selina responded with a low voice.

Selina returned to her bedroom with her mind messy.

She knew that she had gotten the wrong idea. There was nothing between Matthew and Joycelyn at all.

At that moment, she felt herself hated Jocelyn even more.

There was nothing between the two of them, yet Joycelyn had come all the way to the Perry family and made such a vague statement. She was clearly trying to make Selina misunderstand them. What a b*tch.

At least Selina wasn't wrong about that part.

Selina pursed her lips.

She got reminded of the harmonious atmosphere she and Matthew had back in the kitchen.

If she hadn't chosen to postpone the question, if she had asked Matthew about the relationship between him and Joycelyn, if Matthew had made it clear that there was nothing between them, would she have told him about her feelings? And...

Selina couldn't bear to think about all the "what-ifs".

She covered her face with a pillow as her cheeks flushed.

How would Matthew react?

Judging by how he ate all the terrible dishes she made, it seemed like he...

Selina had been assuming that she was nothing to Matthew, yet now that she thought deeper into this, it didn't seem to be the truth..

Selina got even more flustered.

She wanted to hide her feelings for Matthew, especially when she had deliberately made things difficult for him back then. She found it embarrassing to admit that she had suddenly developed feelings for him. Yet, nothing could really suppress one's emotions.

she was falling

be if she decided to confess to him. Would they have a happy

her mind was getting more and more troubled, she

Lothar.

said back then seemed

this, desperate times

a while, Selina decided to call Lothar over

answered the phone almost right

a coincidence. I was about to

Selina was startled.

indeed a

way, the matter you brought up last

given another

the exact same thing that she

Lothar addressed him made Selina a little

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and divorced, so that makes

to dwell on this, hence she said, "Fine then, call him whatever you want. What

feelings for him again, and that you wonder how he would react if you

and said, "Yes. Just say

from the astronomical phenomena at night, I found the

the point!"

I'll say that your ex-husband still has feelings for you,"

Selina felt as if she was suddenly

certainty. "Your ex-husband still has feelings for you, so as long as you confess your feelings

trembled a little, "Are you

have to take this more seriously. With your age, and your appearance, it wouldn't be easy for you to attract other men. That's why you should

Selina was speechless.

His choice of words

appearance? Come on, Selina still

this, hence she didn't protest. "Let me think

made things clear, Selina

been so arrogant in front of Matthew. It would be a huge challenge for her to confess her feelings. After hanging up the phone, Lothar

number.

tell her everything?"

Lothar replied with a hint of

was about to