My Heart only Beats for You

"Then who do you want to be with?" Selina blurted out this question.

"You."

That was what Matthew was thinking in his heart.

What came out of his mouth was, "It's late, Selina, let's go sleep."

Selina's eyes, which were initially glimmering with anticipation, dimmed.

"Sure," Selina responded with a low voice.

Selina returned to her bedroom with her mind messy.

She knew that she had gotten the wrong idea. There was nothing between Matthew and Joycelyn at all.

At that moment, she felt herself hated Jocelyn even more.

There was nothing between the two of them, yet Joycelyn had come all the way to the Perry family and made such a vague statement. She was clearly trying to make Selina misunderstand them. What a b*tch.

At least Selina wasn't wrong about that part.

Selina pursed her lips.

She got reminded of the harmonious atmosphere she and Matthew had back in the kitchen.

If she hadn't chosen to postpone the question, if she had asked Matthew about the relationship between him and Joycelyn, if Matthew had made it clear that there was nothing between them, would she have told him about her feelings? And...

Selina couldn't bear to think about all the "what-ifs".

She covered her face with a pillow as her cheeks flushed.

How would Matthew react?

Judging by how he ate all the terrible dishes she made, it seemed like he...

Selina had been assuming that she was nothing to Matthew, yet now that she thought deeper into this, it didn't seem to be the truth..

Selina got even more flustered.

She wanted to hide her feelings for Matthew, especially when she had deliberately made things difficult for him back then. She found it embarrassing to admit that she had suddenly developed feelings for him. Yet, nothing could really suppress one's emotions.

that she was falling deeper for

didn't dare to imagine how things would be if she decided to confess to him. Would they have a happy ending together, or would her feelings be ridiculed? She really didn't

more and more troubled, she suddenly got reminded of someone

Lothar.

things he said back then seemed

Selina didn't believe in this,

pondering for a while, Selina decided

answered the phone almost right

about to call you

Selina was startled.

was indeed a

matter you brought up

was given

exact same thing that she

way Lothar addressed him made Selina a

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that makes him your ex-husband, no matter

"Fine then, call him whatever you want. What do you have to say

mentioned that you are developing feelings for him again, and that you wonder how he would react if you confessed your feelings for him, right?" Lothar asked. Selina's breathing quickened a

her voice and said, "Yes.

night, I found the Big Dipper..." Lothar started

to the

your ex-husband still has feelings for you," Lothar

this, Selina felt as if

you, so as long as you confess your feelings to him, he will definitely go

a little, "Are you

"Selina, you have to take this more seriously. With your age, and your appearance, it wouldn't be easy for you to attract other men. That's why you should hurry up and

Selina was speechless.

His choice of words were

age and appearance? Come

she was already used to this, hence she didn't protest. "Let

Lothar had made things

in front of Matthew. It would be a huge challenge for her to confess her feelings. After hanging

number.

tell her everything?" Reid

with a hint

was about to hang up