My Heart only Beats for You

"Then who do you want to be with?" Selina blurted out this question.

"You."

That was what Matthew was thinking in his heart.

What came out of his mouth was, "It's late, Selina, let's go sleep."

Selina's eyes, which were initially glimmering with anticipation, dimmed.

"Sure," Selina responded with a low voice.

Selina returned to her bedroom with her mind messy.

She knew that she had gotten the wrong idea. There was nothing between Matthew and Joycelyn at all.

At that moment, she felt herself hated Jocelyn even more.

There was nothing between the two of them, yet Joycelyn had come all the way to the Perry family and made such a vague statement. She was clearly trying to make Selina misunderstand them. What a b*tch.

At least Selina wasn't wrong about that part.

Selina pursed her lips.

She got reminded of the harmonious atmosphere she and Matthew had back in the kitchen.

If she hadn't chosen to postpone the question, if she had asked Matthew about the relationship between him and Joycelyn, if Matthew had made it clear that there was nothing between them, would she have told him about her feelings? And...

Selina couldn't bear to think about all the "what-ifs".

She covered her face with a pillow as her cheeks flushed.

How would Matthew react?

Judging by how he ate all the terrible dishes she made, it seemed like he...

Selina had been assuming that she was nothing to Matthew, yet now that she thought deeper into this, it didn't seem to be the truth..

Selina got even more flustered.

She wanted to hide her feelings for Matthew, especially when she had deliberately made things difficult for him back then. She found it embarrassing to admit that she had suddenly developed feelings for him. Yet, nothing could really suppress one's emotions.

that she was falling deeper for

if she decided to confess to him. Would they have a happy ending together, or would her feelings be ridiculed? She

when her mind was getting more and more troubled, she suddenly got reminded

Lothar.

said back then

didn't believe in this,

for a while, Selina decided

phone almost

what a coincidence. I was about to call you too," Lothar

Selina was startled.

indeed a

brought up last time, regarding your

given

exact same thing that she wanted to discuss with

the way Lothar addressed him made

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makes him your ex-husband, no matter legally

she said, "Fine then, call

feelings for him again, and that you wonder how he would react if you confessed your feelings for him, right?"

her voice and said, "Yes. Just say it

the astronomical phenomena at night, I found the

the

I'll say that your ex-husband

hearing this, Selina felt as if she was suddenly

"Your ex-husband still has feelings for you,

trembled a little, "Are you lying

your appearance, it wouldn't be easy for you to attract other

Selina was speechless.

of words

appearance? Come on, Selina

hence she

made things clear, Selina was still

in front of Matthew. It would be a

number.

her

replied with

was about to