My Heart only Beats for You

"Then who do you want to be with?" Selina blurted out this question.

"You."

That was what Matthew was thinking in his heart.

What came out of his mouth was, "It's late, Selina, let's go sleep."

Selina's eyes, which were initially glimmering with anticipation, dimmed.

"Sure," Selina responded with a low voice.

Selina returned to her bedroom with her mind messy.

She knew that she had gotten the wrong idea. There was nothing between Matthew and Joycelyn at all.

At that moment, she felt herself hated Jocelyn even more.

There was nothing between the two of them, yet Joycelyn had come all the way to the Perry family and made such a vague statement. She was clearly trying to make Selina misunderstand them. What a b*tch.

At least Selina wasn't wrong about that part.

Selina pursed her lips.

She got reminded of the harmonious atmosphere she and Matthew had back in the kitchen.

If she hadn't chosen to postpone the question, if she had asked Matthew about the relationship between him and Joycelyn, if Matthew had made it clear that there was nothing between them, would she have told him about her feelings? And...

Selina couldn't bear to think about all the "what-ifs".

She covered her face with a pillow as her cheeks flushed.

How would Matthew react?

Judging by how he ate all the terrible dishes she made, it seemed like he...

Selina had been assuming that she was nothing to Matthew, yet now that she thought deeper into this, it didn't seem to be the truth..

Selina got even more flustered.

She wanted to hide her feelings for Matthew, especially when she had deliberately made things difficult for him back then. She found it embarrassing to admit that she had suddenly developed feelings for him. Yet, nothing could really suppress one's emotions.

that she

to confess to him. Would they have a happy ending together, or would her

mind was getting more and more troubled, she suddenly got reminded

Lothar.

he said back then seemed to

believe in this,

a while, Selina decided to call Lothar over the

the phone almost

I was about to call

Selina was startled.

indeed

up last

was given another

her the exact same thing

way Lothar addressed him

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he your ex-husband? You got married and divorced, so that makes him your ex-husband, no matter legally or in common sense," Lothar

this, hence she said, "Fine then, call him whatever you want. What do

him again, and that you wonder how he would react if you confessed your feelings for him,

lowered her voice and said, "Yes. Just say

phenomena at night, I

straight to the point!"

I'll say that your ex-husband

felt as if she was

disbelief, "Really?" "It's true," Lothar said with certainty. "Your ex-husband still has feelings for you, so as long as you confess your

a little, "Are you

it wouldn't be easy for you to attract other men. That's why you should hurry up and hold onto your

Selina was speechless.

choice of

age and appearance? Come on,

was already used to this, hence she didn't protest. "Let me

things clear, Selina was still

always been so arrogant in front of Matthew. It would be a huge challenge for her to confess her feelings. After hanging up

number.

her everything?" Reid

Lothar replied with

to