My Heart only Beats for You

Brennan's psychologist told Selina everything.

"He first visited me ten years ago. When he was young, he wrote a love letter to a girl he liked very much. He was an introvert. It would usually be nothing for other boys to write a love letter to pursue their crush but for Brennan, it was an act that required all of his courage. It was a pity that the girl refused him."

"Besides that, the girl afterwards put the love letter in another boy's drawer. As a result, he was laughed for being homosexual by the whole school. Later, he couldn't stand the bullying and teasing anymore and transferred to another school. But the rumors followed him there as well. That made it hard for him to befriend anyone of the same gender. He's even tried ending things previously. What he went through caused a big turmoil in his life. Currently, he shuts himself off from the world. He doesn't see anyone and has no friends. All he does is stay home and come here to meet me each month."

The more Selina heard, the paler her face turned.

She asked in a trembling voice, "Does he hate that girl?"

The psychologist shook his head in confusion, "It's strange. He should hate her but he doesn't. I even found out during our appointments that he still likes the girl very much. He has loved her for more than ten years, even though she did such cruel things to him."

The word "cruel" slapped Selina across the face hard and she felt as if her heart was being wrenched out of her chest by invisible hands.

Twenty minutes later, Selina exited the psychologist's room.

Matthew had been waiting outside for a long time.

When he saw Selina's pale face, he immediately went over to her and asked, "Selina, are you okay?"

"Nothing, I'm fine," Selina shook her head.

Her jaw trembled as she spoke.

Matthew could feel that something wasn't right.

"Come on, I'll take you home. Try to relax and not think about anything for now."

Matthew immediately took Selina to the car. He called Erine while driving and asked her to make some stew for Selina.

When they reached Perry's family villa, Selina looked as if all energy had been drained from her. She did not even have the strength to step out from the car. Matthew carried Selina in his arms.

He laid her on the sofa and covered her with a blanket.

was ready

a bowl of stew

stew was very

some," Matthew

head, "I don't want

spoonful of stew and brought it close to Selina's

but to drink it. The bowl of

bowl and hugged Selina, "No matter what happened, I am with

of Selina's eyes, "Matthew, I'm really a terrible person. I'm the worst kind of person there

It was because she was mean and cruel to others. She liked

ruined the

drawer, Brennan wouldn't have become like this. He wouldn't have shut himself off from the world and he wouldn't need to make a monthly trip to a

his other hand. He stared straight into her eyes, "Listen, Selina. You're the kindest among all the women I've ever met. Do you know

am a bad person. You have no idea what wrongs I have done in the past. I am very willful

if you are willful, I

have done a lot

take responsibility for

Selina's eyes turned red.

more tightly, "No matter what happened, you still have me.

Selina coming out of the psychologist's room. Matthew could only comfort Selina

she suddenly burst into

tears rolled down

tears away and

Don't lose them so easily,"

Matthew's arms and sobbed, Matthew, it's a blessing that I have you. Thank God for you. Without you, I wouldn't have

face full of tears and looked at Matthew, "I feel like resting. Can you go to bed with me?" "Okay," Matthew

put her on the bed, and then

Selina in his

snuggled deeply into Matthew's embrace, trying to

am really