My Heart only Beats for You

Brennan's psychologist told Selina everything.

"He first visited me ten years ago. When he was young, he wrote a love letter to a girl he liked very much. He was an introvert. It would usually be nothing for other boys to write a love letter to pursue their crush but for Brennan, it was an act that required all of his courage. It was a pity that the girl refused him."

"Besides that, the girl afterwards put the love letter in another boy's drawer. As a result, he was laughed for being homosexual by the whole school. Later, he couldn't stand the bullying and teasing anymore and transferred to another school. But the rumors followed him there as well. That made it hard for him to befriend anyone of the same gender. He's even tried ending things previously. What he went through caused a big turmoil in his life. Currently, he shuts himself off from the world. He doesn't see anyone and has no friends. All he does is stay home and come here to meet me each month."

The more Selina heard, the paler her face turned.

She asked in a trembling voice, "Does he hate that girl?"

The psychologist shook his head in confusion, "It's strange. He should hate her but he doesn't. I even found out during our appointments that he still likes the girl very much. He has loved her for more than ten years, even though she did such cruel things to him."

The word "cruel" slapped Selina across the face hard and she felt as if her heart was being wrenched out of her chest by invisible hands.

Twenty minutes later, Selina exited the psychologist's room.

Matthew had been waiting outside for a long time.

When he saw Selina's pale face, he immediately went over to her and asked, "Selina, are you okay?"

"Nothing, I'm fine," Selina shook her head.

Her jaw trembled as she spoke.

Matthew could feel that something wasn't right.

"Come on, I'll take you home. Try to relax and not think about anything for now."

Matthew immediately took Selina to the car. He called Erine while driving and asked her to make some stew for Selina.

When they reached Perry's family villa, Selina looked as if all energy had been drained from her. She did not even have the strength to step out from the car. Matthew carried Selina in his arms.

He laid her on the sofa and covered her with a blanket.

stew was ready

brought a bowl of stew for

stew was

Matthew

shook her head,

Matthew took a small spoonful of stew and brought it close

it. The bowl of stew was soon consumed

hugged Selina, "No matter what

the corner of Selina's eyes, "Matthew, I'm really a

was then that Selina understood why Caroline hated her so much. It was because she was mean and cruel to others. She liked playing games and

ruined the lives

wouldn't have become like this. He wouldn't have shut himself off from the world and he wouldn't need to make a monthly trip

"Listen, Selina. You're the kindest among

"But I am not a good person. Matthew, you don't understand, I am a bad person. You have no idea what wrongs I have done

if you are willful, I

have done a lot of

responsibility for what you've

Selina's eyes turned red.

matter what happened, you still have me. Just remember

out of the psychologist's room. Matthew could only comfort Selina while

she suddenly

fat drops of tears rolled

wiped all her tears away and kissed

are so precious. Don't lose them so easily,"

it's a blessing that I

Don't cry, okay?" Selina lifted her face full of tears and looked at Matthew, "I feel like resting. Can you go to bed with me?" "Okay,"

the bedroom, put her on the bed, and then

Selina in his

into Matthew's embrace, trying

am really