My Heart only Beats for You

Brennan's psychologist told Selina everything.

"He first visited me ten years ago. When he was young, he wrote a love letter to a girl he liked very much. He was an introvert. It would usually be nothing for other boys to write a love letter to pursue their crush but for Brennan, it was an act that required all of his courage. It was a pity that the girl refused him."

"Besides that, the girl afterwards put the love letter in another boy's drawer. As a result, he was laughed for being homosexual by the whole school. Later, he couldn't stand the bullying and teasing anymore and transferred to another school. But the rumors followed him there as well. That made it hard for him to befriend anyone of the same gender. He's even tried ending things previously. What he went through caused a big turmoil in his life. Currently, he shuts himself off from the world. He doesn't see anyone and has no friends. All he does is stay home and come here to meet me each month."

The more Selina heard, the paler her face turned.

She asked in a trembling voice, "Does he hate that girl?"

The psychologist shook his head in confusion, "It's strange. He should hate her but he doesn't. I even found out during our appointments that he still likes the girl very much. He has loved her for more than ten years, even though she did such cruel things to him."

The word "cruel" slapped Selina across the face hard and she felt as if her heart was being wrenched out of her chest by invisible hands.

Twenty minutes later, Selina exited the psychologist's room.

Matthew had been waiting outside for a long time.

When he saw Selina's pale face, he immediately went over to her and asked, "Selina, are you okay?"

"Nothing, I'm fine," Selina shook her head.

Her jaw trembled as she spoke.

Matthew could feel that something wasn't right.

"Come on, I'll take you home. Try to relax and not think about anything for now."

Matthew immediately took Selina to the car. He called Erine while driving and asked her to make some stew for Selina.

When they reached Perry's family villa, Selina looked as if all energy had been drained from her. She did not even have the strength to step out from the car. Matthew carried Selina in his arms.

He laid her on the sofa and covered her with a blanket.

was

a bowl of stew

was

some," Matthew said

shook her head, "I don't

took a small spoonful of stew

had no choice but to drink it. The bowl of stew

hugged Selina, "No

corner of Selina's eyes, "Matthew, I'm really a

hated her so much. It was because she was mean and cruel to others. She liked playing games and

ruined the lives

into another boy's drawer, Brennan wouldn't have become like this. He wouldn't have shut himself off from the world and he wouldn't need to make

into her eyes, "Listen, Selina. You're the kindest among all the women I've ever met. Do you know that? Don't think of yourself

am not a good person. Matthew, you don't understand, I am a bad person. You have no idea what wrongs I have done in the past. I am

if you are willful, I

I have done a lot

responsibility for what

Selina's eyes turned red.

more tightly, "No matter what happened, you still have

he saw Selina coming out of the psychologist's room. Matthew could only

mumbled, she suddenly burst into

drops of tears rolled

tears away and kissed

precious. Don't lose them so easily," Matthew coaxed

closer into Matthew's arms and sobbed, Matthew, it's a blessing that I

no matter what, I'll be there. Don't cry, okay?" Selina lifted her face full of tears and looked at Matthew, "I feel like resting. Can you go to bed with me?"

put her on

cuddled Selina in

snuggled deeply into Matthew's embrace, trying to mold herself

I am really