My Heart only Beats for You

The relationship between Matthew and Saoirse was simply too complicated.

Matthew wasn't exactly innocent in the matter, but Selina couldn't bring herself to blame Matthew for it.

She could only accept it as God's test for her.

"Natalie, you too think that I should forgive Matthew, right? You also think that I should continue to be with Matthew, right?" Selina whispered.

"Matthew is a decent man, and you both love each other. But that woman is really pitiful," Natalie said.

After Tobias told her the whole story, although she still sided with Selina, but she felt sorry for Saoirse too.

Selina bit her lip and said, "You're right, she's indeed quite pitiful. If she is a cruel woman who used tricks to get together with Matthew, I suppose that Matthew would be able to cut all ties with her immediately. But in fact, it's not like that. She's pitiful, and Matthew thinks so as well, that's why Matthew didn't forcefully cut ties with her."

Selina continued, "Natalie, I think Matthew is being kind to her only because he feels sorry for her."

Natalie was stunned for a bit.

After a while, she said, "But he's just doing it out of pity, and not love right?"

Selina nodded, "Right."

Natalie's sighed slightly with relief, "Selina, if Matthew didn't pity her at all, and heartlessly forced her to leave, would you still think that he was a good person? If Matthew was like that, do you think that he's going to be the person that you're looking for?"

Selina's breathing stopped for a moment.

"Natalie, I understand," Selina said with a bitter smile on her face.

If Matthew was heartless and cold-blooded, she wouldn't be able to entrust him with her own future would she? She would surely be worried and doubt herself!

And it was precisely because this man was such a caring person, hence the outcome of the whole matter became slightly awkward.

"Both you and Matthew still have a long way to go. So as long as you're able to overcome such hardships, nothing can stand in the way of your relationship with Matthew," Natalie said comfortingly.

"I understand, Natalie. If I am not able to think it through, I wouldn't be here with you now."

Natalie was touched, "You've really grown a lot. In fact, when Tobias told me about it, I couldn't believe that you would take care of Matthew in the hospital. If it was the you in the past, you would have kicked up a huge fuss over it."

"People will eventually grow up, not to mention that I'm already at this age," Selina sighed, "Right?"

as she said, "Selina, sometimes when I think about it, I still can't believe it. I feel as if it was just yesterday that we were both still young girls. How could we have grown up so much in such a

nineteen years old when I met you, but

"Time really flies."

Selina chatted, Tobias

women. They were

you feeling better

"Yes, lam."

nodded and continued, "The photos

"Yes, thank you, Tobias,"

One is my brother, and the other is my sister," Tobias paused for a moment before changing the topic. "Matthew, how is it with that

Tobias was referring to was surely

the mention of Saoirse, Matthew's

said, "Let's just take it one step at a time. I'll wait for five

the promised period between

as well previously, so he knew

was still a little worried, "What if she

an agreement. I feel guilty towards Saoirse, but at the same time I am guilty towards Selina as well.

Tobias felt

"That's good."

quickly and in the blink of an eye,

Yesseca to go for her

dressed up nicely and left

was heading to.

being honest, she wasn't too confident about her full recovery either. She wasn't sure how her body would be faring. Thus, she didn't want to tell Lothar about it too early because the probability of

any problems, right?"

fine. I'm just going out to look

then did Lothar feel

want me to

I need my brother to accompany me ever when looking for a job,

it

should be careful

left, Lothar sat at home and looked

time, because of Selina, he offended his supervisor, and now

worried that he

out for a

series of rapid