My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he

was an honorable

could he

matters by himself, but

gritted his teeth

absolutely loathed himself for being

few moments to collect his thoughts,

left

Selina finally ended their

their forehead

were savoring what little time they had together as Matthew would

most people, that would be great

for the two of them, it wasn't something

alone since their last encounter went

Saoirse would no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When

only seek comfort in each

slowly passed, and the night had

had come to pick

and Selina got into the

remained silent throughout the car ride but

home, Erine welcomed them with a table of

for answers, only coaxing them

this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so

after staring

first time she had laughed after such a

gaze fell on

lightened considerably

her smile.

you laughing at?" Matthew

there's actually a vegetable garden here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you think so?,"

indeed

eyes flashed with

the days back then were really

Selina said

time, all I

to pester you. I

and making you plant vegetables was only one of them,"

you, it seems that this was only a blessing,"

left quietly after seeing that Selina and Matthew

his

of Selina's lips

only one

I got

it too,"

Matthew sighed, "We have already been through so much together,

stared at the soup in front

tomatoes had transformed into

at Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will definitely

taking a day off tomorrow,"