My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

he

was an honorable and dignified

could he

matters by himself, but instead,

gritted his

absolutely loathed himself for

a few moments to collect his thoughts, he finally

left

Selina finally

forehead against each

had together as Matthew would be discharged from the hospital

that would be

them, it wasn't something to celebrate

since their last encounter

Matthew was discharged, Saoirse would no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began to grow in

seek comfort in each

passed, and the night

had come

and Selina got into the

car ride but

arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a table of

only coaxing

used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup

laughter after staring

the first time she had laughed after such

gaze fell

lightened considerably

her smile.

at?" Matthew

the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really

soup indeed

flashed

days back then were really different,"

Selina

time, all I

how to pester

and making you plant vegetables

it seems that this was only a blessing," Matthew

left quietly after seeing that Selina and Matthew were chatting away

hearing his

of Selina's lips lifted.

one

delicious food. I

of it

Matthew sighed, "We have already been through so much together, I

stared at the soup in

transformed into countless tiny people, each of them cheering her

at Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will definitely overcome

taking a day off tomorrow,"