My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he

an honorable

could he be

Yesseca's matters by himself, but instead, he was

his

himself for being so

taking a few moments to collect his thoughts, he finally made

hurriedly left

and Selina finally

forehead against each

time they had together as Matthew would be discharged from the

people, that would be great

of them, it wasn't

left Matthew alone since their last encounter went

again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began to grow in

only seek comfort in each other

slowly passed, and the night

driver had come to pick

and Selina got into the

ride but their hands were tightly

they arrived home, Erine welcomed them

probe around for answers, only coaxing them

the garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally

after staring

she had laughed after

gaze fell on

had lightened

her smile.

are you laughing at?" Matthew

here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really

soup indeed tasted

flashed with

I think about it, the days back then

yes," Selina said

all I

how to pester you. I

with many ideas, and making you plant vegetables was only one of them," Selina

it seems that this was only a blessing," Matthew

Selina and Matthew were

hearing his

of Selina's lips lifted.

the only one

delicious food. I got to

of it too,"

Matthew sighed, "We have already been through so much together, I believe there is nothing we can't

stared at the soup in

the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people,

have already

taking a day off