My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

he do

an honorable and

he

Yesseca's matters by himself, but instead, he was planning on

gritted his teeth

himself

his

hurriedly left

and Selina finally ended

rested their forehead against

were savoring what little time they had together as Matthew would be discharged

that would be

for the two of them,

Matthew alone since their last

apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again.

could only seek comfort in

slowly passed, and the night

come to

got into the

throughout the car ride but their hands were tightly

arrived home, Erine welcomed them

didn't probe around for answers, only

garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup

laughter after

was the first time she had laughed after such a

fell on

mood had lightened considerably

her smile.

you laughing at?" Matthew

that there's actually a vegetable garden here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you think so?," Selina said while taking a sip

soup indeed

flashed with

think about it, the days back then were

yes," Selina said

all I was thinking

pester you. I had

and making you plant vegetables was only

you, it seems that this was only

quietly after seeing that Selina and Matthew were chatting away

hearing his

of Selina's lips lifted.

one who was

delicious food. I got

it too,"

sighed, "We have already been through so much together, I believe there is nothing we

stared at the soup in

was as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each of them cheering her

at Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so

day off tomorrow," Matthew