My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

he

was an honorable and dignified

could he

but instead, he was planning on

his

absolutely loathed himself for being so

few moments to collect his

hurriedly left the

finally ended

rested their forehead against

little time they had together as Matthew would

people, that

for the two of them, it

alone since their last encounter went

now that Matthew was discharged, Saoirse would no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began to

only seek comfort in each other

passed, and the night had

come to

got into the

ride but their hands

them with a table of delicious

for answers, only coaxing them to

tomatoes in the garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup

after staring

the first time she had laughed after such a

fell

had lightened considerably

her smile.

you laughing at?" Matthew

couldn't believe that there's actually a vegetable garden here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's

soup indeed tasted

eyes flashed

I think about it, the days back then were really different," Matthew

Selina said

all I was

how to pester

ideas, and making you plant vegetables was only one of

it seems that this was only a blessing,"

left quietly after seeing that Selina

his

of Selina's lips lifted.

the only one who was

I got

it too,"

through so much together, I believe there is nothing we can't

soup in front of

as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each of

we have already gone through so much. We

taking a day off tomorrow,"