My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he

an honorable and

he be so

have handled Yesseca's matters by himself, but instead,

gritted his teeth

loathed himself for

moments to collect his thoughts, he finally

hurriedly left the

finally ended

rested their forehead against

savoring what little time they had together as Matthew would be discharged from the hospital later

that would be

two of them, it wasn't something to

Matthew alone since their

now that Matthew was discharged, Saoirse would no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace,

only seek comfort in each

passed, and the night had

come to pick them

got

silent throughout the car ride but their hands were

them with a table of

answers, only

in the garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup

laughter after staring

she had laughed after such a

fell

lightened considerably after

her smile.

you laughing at?"

Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you think so?," Selina said while taking a sip of the

indeed tasted

eyes flashed with

about it, the days back then were really different," Matthew

yes," Selina

all I

to pester you.

plant

seems that this was only a

left quietly after seeing that Selina and Matthew were chatting

his

of Selina's lips lifted.

one who

delicious food. I got

it too,"

so much together, I believe there is nothing we

at the soup in front of

if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each of them cheering her

Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so much.

taking a day off tomorrow,"