My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he do

honorable

he be so

handled Yesseca's matters by himself, but instead, he was planning

his teeth

loathed himself for being so

taking a few moments to collect his thoughts, he finally

hurriedly left the

Selina finally

rested their forehead against

as Matthew would be

most people, that

two of them, it wasn't something to

left Matthew alone since their last

now that Matthew was discharged, Saoirse would no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of

could only seek comfort

the night

had come to

and Selina got into

the car ride but their hands

arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a

around for answers, only coaxing them to have

in the garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup will definitely be delicious," Erine

laughter after staring

was the first time she had laughed after such a

gaze fell on

had lightened considerably

her smile.

are you laughing at?" Matthew

the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you

soup indeed tasted

flashed

it, the days back then were really different,"

Selina said

that time, all I was

how to pester you. I

you plant vegetables

it seems that this was only a blessing,"

that Selina and Matthew were chatting

hearing his

Selina's lips lifted.

only one

food. I got to

of it

"We have already been through so much together, I believe there is nothing we

the soup in front

as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each of

"Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will

taking a day off tomorrow," Matthew