My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

he do

was an honorable

could he be

by himself, but instead, he was

his

absolutely loathed himself for being so

to collect his thoughts,

left

finally ended

forehead

were savoring what little time they had together as

people, that would

two of them, it wasn't something to celebrate

alone since their last encounter

longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began to

only seek comfort in each

the night had

driver had come to pick them

Selina got into

ride but

arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a table of

for answers, only coaxing them

in the garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so

after staring

was the first time she had laughed after

gaze fell on

mood had lightened considerably

her smile.

you laughing at?"

that there's actually a vegetable garden here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you think so?," Selina said while taking a sip of

indeed tasted

flashed with

I think about it, the days back

Selina

that time, all I

pester you.

with many ideas, and making you plant vegetables was only one

this was only a blessing,"

seeing that Selina and Matthew were

his

Selina's lips

the only one

food. I got

of it too," she

Matthew sighed, "We have already been through so much together, I believe there

at the soup

as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless

"Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will

day off tomorrow," Matthew suddenly