My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he do

an honorable and

could he be so

but

his teeth in

loathed himself for

taking a few moments to collect his thoughts, he finally made

hurriedly left

Selina finally ended

rested their forehead against

together as Matthew would be discharged

people, that would be

them, it wasn't

had left Matthew alone since their last

was discharged, Saoirse would no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began

comfort in each

the night had finally

come to pick

got into

silent throughout the car ride but their hands

arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a table of

didn't probe around for answers, only coaxing them

the garden were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup will definitely

into laughter after

first time she had laughed

fell on

mood had lightened

her smile.

are you laughing at?"

thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny,

soup indeed tasted

flashed with

the days back then

Selina

that time, all I was thinking

pester

plant vegetables was only one

you, it seems that this was only a blessing," Matthew

seeing that Selina

hearing his remark,

of Selina's lips

the only one who was

delicious food. I got to

of it too,"

have already been through so much together, I

soup

as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each

at Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will definitely

am taking a day off