My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he

honorable and

he be so

handled Yesseca's matters by himself, but

gritted his teeth

himself for being

taking a few moments to collect his thoughts,

hurriedly left

and Selina finally ended

rested their forehead against

time they had together as Matthew would be discharged from the hospital later

most people, that would be great

of them, it wasn't something to celebrate

had left Matthew alone since their last

have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began to grow

could only seek comfort in each other

passed, and the

driver had come to pick

and Selina got into the

throughout the car ride but their hands

home, Erine welcomed them with a table of delicious

probe around for answers, only coaxing them to

make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the

into laughter after staring at the

she had

gaze fell

lightened

her smile.

are you laughing at?" Matthew raised

the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really

indeed

flashed

think about it, the days back then were really different,"

Selina

that time, all

to pester you. I had

you plant vegetables was only one of them," Selina

for you, it seems that this was only

Selina and Matthew were

his remark,

of Selina's lips lifted.

one

delicious food. I got

it too,"

been through so much together, I believe there

stared at the soup in front of

into countless tiny people, each of them cheering

we have already

a day off tomorrow," Matthew