My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he

was an honorable and

he

handled Yesseca's matters by himself, but instead, he was planning

his teeth

himself for being

taking a few moments to collect his thoughts, he finally made up

hurriedly left

and Selina finally

forehead against

were savoring what little time they had together as Matthew would be discharged from the

people, that

of them, it wasn't something

since

apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized

comfort in

slowly passed, and the night

come to pick

got into

throughout the car ride but their hands were

they arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a table

around for answers, only coaxing them to

this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup will definitely be

into laughter after staring

the first time she had

fell

lightened considerably

her smile.

you laughing at?" Matthew raised

a vegetable garden here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you

indeed

flashed with

days back then were really different," Matthew

yes," Selina said

all

how to pester

with many ideas, and making you plant vegetables was only one

it seems that this was only a

after seeing that Selina

hearing his

Selina's

the only one

I got

of it

"We have already been through so much together, I believe there is nothing we

stared at the soup in

tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny

looked up at Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will definitely

am taking a day off tomorrow," Matthew suddenly