My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he

honorable and

could he

matters by himself, but instead,

gritted his teeth in

loathed himself for

few moments to collect his thoughts, he finally made

hurriedly left

finally

forehead

they had together as Matthew would

most people, that would be

them, it wasn't

had left Matthew alone since their last encounter went

longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina

seek comfort in

and the night had finally

driver had come to pick

got into the

remained silent throughout the car ride but their hands were

they arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a table of delicious

only

were used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the soup

laughter after staring at

she had laughed after such a long

fell on

had lightened considerably after

her smile.

are you laughing at?"

here. Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you think so?," Selina said while taking

indeed tasted

eyes flashed

think about it, the days back then were really different,"

Selina said

all I was thinking

pester you.

making you plant vegetables

you, it seems that this was only

left quietly after seeing that Selina

hearing his remark,

Selina's

the only one who

food. I got

of it too,"

Matthew sighed, "We have already been through so much together, I believe there is

at the soup in front of

was as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each of them cheering

up at Matthew, "Yes, we have already gone through so much. We will definitely overcome

day