My Heart only Beats for You

He wanted to confess everything to Selina.

Even though he knew that this would embarrass him and even ruin his friendship with Selina, he had no choice but to do so for Yesseca's sake. Lothar arrived at the hospital.

He made his way to Matthew's ward.

The door was ajar. Lothar was about to enter but what came into his sight halted him in his tracks.

Through the crack of the door, he saw two people kissing.

It was Matthew and Selina.

They were locked in a tight embrace, kissing passionately.

Lothar's felt his heart drop.

He knew that Matthew and Selina were a couple. Of course they would be more intimate, let alone just kissing.

However, watching them together was like a slap of reality.

Lothar immediately turned around and leaned against the wall.

He didn't want to interrupt them.

However, the wait was unexpectedly difficult for him.

It was as if a raging fire had engulfed his entire being, burning him to the core.

He wondered how would Selina react if he were to confess to her right then.

She would be shocked, angry, and even disappointed!

He guessed that Selina didn't have any friends as she was always by herself.

Furthermore, she would always come to him whenever she was feeling down.

Selina must think of him as her best friend.

However, if she knew that her best friend was harboring different thoughts about her, she would be heartbroken.

Lothar's heart ached when he thought of how miserable Selina would be.

The pain was unbearable.

Lothar clenched his fists tightly.

He was a grown man.

He should be able to protect the people he loved.

Except he had failed miserably.

At first, he'd only befriended Selina for Reid's money.

He even planned to seek Selina out to beg her to save his sister.

could he do

honorable

he be so

handled Yesseca's matters by himself, but instead, he was

gritted his teeth in

absolutely loathed himself

a few moments to collect his thoughts, he

left

and Selina finally

rested their forehead

what little time they had together as Matthew would be discharged from the hospital

people, that would

them, it wasn't

Matthew alone since

no longer have any apprehensions. She would definitely come for Matthew again. When Selina realized that this was their last few moments of peace, mixed feelings began to

seek comfort in

passed, and the night

driver had come

got into

silent throughout the car ride but their

they arrived home, Erine welcomed them with a

didn't probe around for answers, only coaxing them to have

used to make this tomato soup, they are exceptionally fresh so the

burst into laughter after staring at

had laughed after such a long

gaze fell on

mood had lightened

her smile.

laughing at?" Matthew raised

Who would have thought that the esteemed Mr. Perry actually planted vegetables in his garden. It's really funny, don't you think so?," Selina said while taking a sip

indeed tasted

eyes flashed

the days back then were really different," Matthew

yes," Selina

that time, all

how to pester you. I had

ideas, and making you plant vegetables was only one

for you, it seems that this was only

seeing that Selina and

his remark,

Selina's

only one who was

delicious food. I

of it too," she

been through so much together, I believe there

the soup in

as if the tomatoes had transformed into countless tiny people, each of them cheering her

already gone through so much. We will

taking a day off tomorrow,"