My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1436

Chapter 1436

Selina's heart ached when she saw Yesseca's expression, but she forced herself to get over it.

Selina knew that once she left, Yesseca would have no one else she could rely on in this world.

Yesseca must learn to be strong.

She must learn to help herself.

Selina figured that if she could help Yesseca to get on her own two feet, that would be enough to comfort Lothar's spirit.

Selina looked at Yesseca and spoke clearly, "Yesseca, you have to understand that it's not that you can't cry in front of me, but you can't cry in front of anyone, including yourself!" Tears swirled in Yesseca's eyes, but they did not fall.

"Yesseca, how long has it been since Lothar last came home?" Selina suddenly asked.

"40 days." Yesseca remembered this very clearly.

The past 40 days were nothing but torture to Yesseca.

Emptiness flashed in Selina's eyes.

Forty days. Turned out it had been forty days.

So many things had happened throughout these 40 days!

Selina spoke softly, "Yesseca, do you know how dangerous it is to go out to sea? There has been no news from Lothar in the past 40 days. You have to be mentally prepared for the worse,"

Although Yesseca had already been prepared for the worse, this was the first time that Selina told her frankly.

She felt as if something hard was pressing down on her and suffocating her.

After a moment, Yesseca said anxiously, "Miss Whitlock, nothing bad will happen to my brother. You told me the last time that my brother won't abandon me and you said that he'll be back when the day comes. He'll be back after a few more months,"

Selina's voice sounded a little sorrowful, "Yesseca, I was comforting you. Couldn't you tell? Did you think I was serious?"

Yesseca was instantly dumbfounded.

burst out of her

it was her religion, but now, Selina told her everything was fake and she was saying that just

felt as if she was in the midst of a fierce storm. She thought she could rely on Selina,

Selina suddenly raised

however, Yesseca was unable

were streaming down

crying, but she forced

the future, Selina couldn't be there for Yesseca anymore. When the time came, Yesseca would only feel more helpless, more lonely and more afraid. Yesseca needed to

will help anything? Will your brother come back

Selina spoke to Yesseca in such a cold

Yesseca was taken aback.

looked at Selina with

her head

hand and said, "Yesseca,

was already waiting

driver

up when she saw the

bringing her

a faint hope appeared in

did you find my brother? You are bringing me to him, right?" Yesseca asked

at the Yesseca's eager

"No," she replied.

hope in Yesseca's eyes was

was in silence. Yesseca did not ask again where they were going. She slumped against the seat, too tired

stopped

the car. In front of them was the

eyes were fixed

had gone out to sea. Was her

suddenly spoke, "Yesseca, I also have an older brother. Although he isn't as close to me as Lothar is to you, I know

Yesseca was shocked.

turned her gaze

time. She has never cried since then. She stayed strong and charged through every day because she knew she couldn't afford to break down. She knew that if she broke down, she wouldn't be able to pull herself together if my brother came back.

that, Selina looked straight at Yesseca. "Yesseca, that's why you have to be strong. You have to wait for your brother to come back, but you can't put all

hopes completely on him,nets

your brother will be back, but even if