My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1436

Chapter 1436

Selina's heart ached when she saw Yesseca's expression, but she forced herself to get over it.

Selina knew that once she left, Yesseca would have no one else she could rely on in this world.

Yesseca must learn to be strong.

She must learn to help herself.

Selina figured that if she could help Yesseca to get on her own two feet, that would be enough to comfort Lothar's spirit.

Selina looked at Yesseca and spoke clearly, "Yesseca, you have to understand that it's not that you can't cry in front of me, but you can't cry in front of anyone, including yourself!" Tears swirled in Yesseca's eyes, but they did not fall.

"Yesseca, how long has it been since Lothar last came home?" Selina suddenly asked.

"40 days." Yesseca remembered this very clearly.

The past 40 days were nothing but torture to Yesseca.

Emptiness flashed in Selina's eyes.

Forty days. Turned out it had been forty days.

So many things had happened throughout these 40 days!

Selina spoke softly, "Yesseca, do you know how dangerous it is to go out to sea? There has been no news from Lothar in the past 40 days. You have to be mentally prepared for the worse,"

Although Yesseca had already been prepared for the worse, this was the first time that Selina told her frankly.

She felt as if something hard was pressing down on her and suffocating her.

After a moment, Yesseca said anxiously, "Miss Whitlock, nothing bad will happen to my brother. You told me the last time that my brother won't abandon me and you said that he'll be back when the day comes. He'll be back after a few more months,"

Selina's voice sounded a little sorrowful, "Yesseca, I was comforting you. Couldn't you tell? Did you think I was serious?"

Yesseca was instantly dumbfounded.

suddenly burst out of her

was her religion, but now, Selina told her everything was fake and she

fierce storm. She thought she could rely on Selina, but that

suddenly

Yesseca was unable

down from

felt miserable seeing Yesseca crying, but she forced herself to

there for Yesseca anymore. When the time came, Yesseca would only feel more helpless,

do you think crying will help anything? Will your brother come back if

Selina spoke to Yesseca in such a

Yesseca was taken aback.

with tears in

turned her head

Yesseca's hand and said, "Yesseca, let me

was already waiting

the driver to drive

breathing suddenly sped up when

Selina bringing her

the midst of despair, a faint

You are bringing me to him, right?"

at the Yesseca's eager and hopeful eyes,

"No," she replied.

hope in Yesseca's

rest of the drive was in silence. Yesseca did not ask again where they were going. She slumped against the seat, too tired to even move or say

car finally stopped after a

car. In front of

eyes were fixed on the

her brother somewhere among

brother. Although he isn't as close to me as Lothar is to you, I know that he dotes on me very much. He

Yesseca was shocked.

her gaze to look at

cried since then. She stayed strong and charged through every day because she knew she couldn't afford to break down. She knew that if she broke down, she wouldn't

"Yesseca, that's why you have to be strong. You have to wait for your brother to come back, but you can't put

hopes completely on him,nets

be back, but even if he doesn't,