My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1436

Chapter 1436

Selina's heart ached when she saw Yesseca's expression, but she forced herself to get over it.

Selina knew that once she left, Yesseca would have no one else she could rely on in this world.

Yesseca must learn to be strong.

She must learn to help herself.

Selina figured that if she could help Yesseca to get on her own two feet, that would be enough to comfort Lothar's spirit.

Selina looked at Yesseca and spoke clearly, "Yesseca, you have to understand that it's not that you can't cry in front of me, but you can't cry in front of anyone, including yourself!" Tears swirled in Yesseca's eyes, but they did not fall.

"Yesseca, how long has it been since Lothar last came home?" Selina suddenly asked.

"40 days." Yesseca remembered this very clearly.

The past 40 days were nothing but torture to Yesseca.

Emptiness flashed in Selina's eyes.

Forty days. Turned out it had been forty days.

So many things had happened throughout these 40 days!

Selina spoke softly, "Yesseca, do you know how dangerous it is to go out to sea? There has been no news from Lothar in the past 40 days. You have to be mentally prepared for the worse,"

Although Yesseca had already been prepared for the worse, this was the first time that Selina told her frankly.

She felt as if something hard was pressing down on her and suffocating her.

After a moment, Yesseca said anxiously, "Miss Whitlock, nothing bad will happen to my brother. You told me the last time that my brother won't abandon me and you said that he'll be back when the day comes. He'll be back after a few more months,"

Selina's voice sounded a little sorrowful, "Yesseca, I was comforting you. Couldn't you tell? Did you think I was serious?"

Yesseca was instantly dumbfounded.

suddenly burst out of her eyes

her the other day, she held onto Selina's words as if it was her religion, but now, Selina

she was in the midst of a fierce storm. She thought she could

Selina suddenly

time, however, Yesseca was

were streaming down

but she forced herself to

be there for Yesseca anymore. When the time came, Yesseca would only feel more helpless, more lonely and more afraid. Yesseca needed to learn how

you think crying will help anything? Will your

time that Selina spoke to

Yesseca was taken aback.

with tears

her

hand and said, "Yesseca, let

was already waiting for

the driver to drive

sped up when she

Selina bringing her

a faint hope appeared

Whitlock, did you find my brother? You are bringing me

eager and hopeful

"No," she replied.

hope in Yesseca's

did not ask again where they were going. She slumped against the seat, too tired to

finally stopped after a long

the car. In front

were fixed on the

her brother somewhere among this wide body

to me as Lothar is to you, I know

Yesseca was shocked.

her gaze to

every day because she knew she couldn't afford to break down. She knew that if

looked straight at Yesseca. "Yesseca, that's why you have to be strong. You have to wait for your brother to

hopes completely on him,nets

will be back, but even if he