My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1436

Chapter 1436

Selina's heart ached when she saw Yesseca's expression, but she forced herself to get over it.

Selina knew that once she left, Yesseca would have no one else she could rely on in this world.

Yesseca must learn to be strong.

She must learn to help herself.

Selina figured that if she could help Yesseca to get on her own two feet, that would be enough to comfort Lothar's spirit.

Selina looked at Yesseca and spoke clearly, "Yesseca, you have to understand that it's not that you can't cry in front of me, but you can't cry in front of anyone, including yourself!" Tears swirled in Yesseca's eyes, but they did not fall.

"Yesseca, how long has it been since Lothar last came home?" Selina suddenly asked.

"40 days." Yesseca remembered this very clearly.

The past 40 days were nothing but torture to Yesseca.

Emptiness flashed in Selina's eyes.

Forty days. Turned out it had been forty days.

So many things had happened throughout these 40 days!

Selina spoke softly, "Yesseca, do you know how dangerous it is to go out to sea? There has been no news from Lothar in the past 40 days. You have to be mentally prepared for the worse,"

Although Yesseca had already been prepared for the worse, this was the first time that Selina told her frankly.

She felt as if something hard was pressing down on her and suffocating her.

After a moment, Yesseca said anxiously, "Miss Whitlock, nothing bad will happen to my brother. You told me the last time that my brother won't abandon me and you said that he'll be back when the day comes. He'll be back after a few more months,"

Selina's voice sounded a little sorrowful, "Yesseca, I was comforting you. Couldn't you tell? Did you think I was serious?"

Yesseca was instantly dumbfounded.

out

as if it was her religion, but now, Selina told her

storm. She thought she could rely

suddenly

however, Yesseca was unable to

down from

felt miserable seeing Yesseca crying, but she

the time came, Yesseca would only feel more helpless, more lonely and more afraid. Yesseca needed to learn how to be

voice sounded cold. "Yesseca, do you think crying will help anything? Will your brother come back if you cry? Who are you crying for

that Selina spoke to Yesseca in such a cold

Yesseca was taken aback.

at Selina with tears

her

Yesseca's hand and said, "Yesseca, let me

already waiting for

ordered the driver

when she saw the passing

bringing

midst of despair, a

find my brother? You are bringing me to

eager and hopeful

"No," she replied.

in Yesseca's eyes was completely

the drive was in silence. Yesseca did not ask again where they were going. She slumped against the seat, too tired to even

stopped after

In front

were fixed

to sea. Was her brother somewhere among

to me as Lothar is to you,

Yesseca was shocked.

gaze to look at

heart-out just one time. She has never cried since then. She stayed strong and charged through every day because she knew she couldn't afford to break down. She knew that if she broke down, she wouldn't be able to pull herself together if my brother came back. Even if my brother didn't come back,

at Yesseca. "Yesseca, that's why you have to be strong. You have to

hopes completely on him,nets

that your brother will be back, but even if he doesn't, you