My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1436

Chapter 1436

Selina's heart ached when she saw Yesseca's expression, but she forced herself to get over it.

Selina knew that once she left, Yesseca would have no one else she could rely on in this world.

Yesseca must learn to be strong.

She must learn to help herself.

Selina figured that if she could help Yesseca to get on her own two feet, that would be enough to comfort Lothar's spirit.

Selina looked at Yesseca and spoke clearly, "Yesseca, you have to understand that it's not that you can't cry in front of me, but you can't cry in front of anyone, including yourself!" Tears swirled in Yesseca's eyes, but they did not fall.

"Yesseca, how long has it been since Lothar last came home?" Selina suddenly asked.

"40 days." Yesseca remembered this very clearly.

The past 40 days were nothing but torture to Yesseca.

Emptiness flashed in Selina's eyes.

Forty days. Turned out it had been forty days.

So many things had happened throughout these 40 days!

Selina spoke softly, "Yesseca, do you know how dangerous it is to go out to sea? There has been no news from Lothar in the past 40 days. You have to be mentally prepared for the worse,"

Although Yesseca had already been prepared for the worse, this was the first time that Selina told her frankly.

She felt as if something hard was pressing down on her and suffocating her.

After a moment, Yesseca said anxiously, "Miss Whitlock, nothing bad will happen to my brother. You told me the last time that my brother won't abandon me and you said that he'll be back when the day comes. He'll be back after a few more months,"

Selina's voice sounded a little sorrowful, "Yesseca, I was comforting you. Couldn't you tell? Did you think I was serious?"

Yesseca was instantly dumbfounded.

suddenly burst out of her

Selina told her the other day, she held onto Selina's words as if it was her religion, but now, Selina told her everything was fake and she was saying that

was in the midst of a fierce storm. She thought

suddenly raised

Yesseca was unable to control

down from her

seeing Yesseca crying, but she forced herself to be

would only feel more helpless, more lonely and more afraid. Yesseca needed

voice sounded cold. "Yesseca, do you think crying will help anything? Will your brother come back if you cry? Who are

was the first time that Selina spoke to Yesseca in such

Yesseca was taken aback.

Selina with tears in

turned her

Yesseca's hand and said, "Yesseca, let me bring you

driver was already waiting

driver to

breathing suddenly sped up when she

bringing her

despair, a faint hope appeared in

are bringing me to

the Yesseca's eager and hopeful

"No," she replied.

hope in Yesseca's eyes was completely

the drive was in silence. Yesseca did not ask again where they were going. She slumped against the seat, too tired

stopped

out of the car. In front of them was

eyes were fixed on the

had gone out to sea. Was her brother somewhere among this wide body of

as Lothar is to you,

Yesseca was shocked.

her gaze

has never cried since then. She stayed strong and charged through every day because she knew she couldn't afford to break down. She knew that if she broke down, she wouldn't be able to pull herself together if my brother came back. Even if my brother didn't come back, she knew that he wouldn't be able to rest in peace if she kept tormenting herself like

at Yesseca. "Yesseca, that's why you have to be strong. You have to

hopes completely on him,nets

that your brother will be back, but even if he doesn't,