My Heart only Beats for You

"But I'm not aging at a normal speed! You'll still look young when I don't."

"If we age at the same speed, will it dispel all your fears?" Matthew stared into Selina's eyes.

"Of course!" She blurted out, "Of course, I'll feel better if we both age. That's how it should be. But how can I face you now, Matthew?"

Then, she took a deep breath and added, "Matthew, if you know what's best for me, you would leave me. I don't want to show you this side of me. I have my pride. Please let me leave this world dignified."

The flicker of emotions in his eyes was difficult to understand. "Okay, I promise. You can have your pride. I will leave you tomorrow."

After hearing what he said, she was finally relieved.

At least he would not see her at her worst.

"Promise me that you will get over my death and live your own life," she added.

However, he did not agree.

"Selina, let's spend the rest of today together. We'll talk about these things later." He brushed past her

question.

She bit her lip and said nothing.

They spent the rest of the day like how they always did. He cooked for her, and they talked to each other.

She felt like she was in a trance.

It even gave her some sort of impression.

Could it be that nothing had happened? And this was just a dream she was in? Caroline had never poisoned her, and she would not be dying anytime soon? Otherwise, how could be so in peace when spending time with him?

But when she accidentally saw her gray hair in the mirror, she suddenly realized that everything was real.

The bitterness came back to her.

He already promised her he would leave the next day.

It was good that they would spend the last moment together like this.

In the evening, she experienced the most lively meal she had since coming to this seaside villa.

Natalie, Tobias, and Matthew were

dinner himself and cooked a table full of

even prepared

They were not as in pain as they were before. Therefore, even she was

At some point, she

had known it would be like this, she would never

he wasn't that sad to the point he would wail. Instead,

even promised that he would not stay

felt her mood

she downed one glass after another of

end, she was tipsy from the alcohol and her

Matthew approaching

her balance, she circled her arms around his

had planted a

he laid her on the soft bed

couldn't remember anything

of being

into her ear, "Selina, I will be with you

She opened her mouth.

he could not

promised that he would leave the

drunk

After waiting a day at both houses, he did not find anyone he

Whitlock family said that Selina was nowhere to be found too. Even Tobias and Natalie were not

he had

if he had lost his mind and

water for him.

he did not take

today, but I came back empty-handed. What do you

going there? Even if you find her, you can't save her. She's totally

he was triggered, "That's impossible. Her family is powerful. There must be a

came to me. She wouldn't have asked for a stranger's help if she

He froze.

he was too angry, his face was a little distorted. "It was Reid. It must be Reid. It must be

was about to rush out of

Where do you think you're going?!"