My Heart only Beats for You

However, now she knew that she was wrong to love him.

This man was not worth her love at all.

She could love whoever she wanted, but of all the people she had to fall in love with, she had to fall for such a despicable and shameless man!

Yesseca dug her fingers into her palms. The pain she felt in her hands temporarily dulled the hurt she felt in her heart.

Selina woke up again.

It was exactly two o'clock in the morning.

She also woke up last night around this time. She was feeling hungry, so she went downstairs to get something to eat. A short while later, Matthew came down as well.

Although she told him to go back to bed, he insisted on keeping her company.

It was because of this that Matthew went to work with dark circles around his eyes again...

Selina carefully got out of bed.

She guessed that Matthew must have been exhausted from staying up so late for the past two days, so he would probably stay asleep tonight.

She went downstairs.

All kinds of snacks had been prepared in the kitchen in case she got hungry. Matthew had bought some fresh plums just for her and Erine had baked some fresh pastries as well. Seline helped herself to some plums and a glass of milk.

The more she ate, the more energetic she felt.

Without Matthew's presence, she could think about things a bit more clearly.

For example, she thought about Lothar.

The last time she saw Lothar, he was standing outside the villa.

She didn't tell Matthew about this, because she thought it was all just in her head. If she had told him about it, she was afraid that Matthew would be worried about her. Even though she knew it was just an illusion, she couldn't help but feel slightly hopeful.

She really hoped to see him outside the villa again.

Although she was very happy and had spent so many amazing years with Matthew, she still felt a familiar crack in her heart. It was caused by

Lothar.

As she thought of Lothar, she felt a faint pain in her chest.

She really missed him.

That handsome, cheerful boy.

She thought that she and Lothar would be good friends for the rest of their lives. They would still chat with each other happily, drink tea together and grow old together.

It was such a pity how quickly he left.

He left, to save her.

though he never blamed her for

still stubbornly believed that Lothar's death was her fault. She

took

able to repay Lothar and allow him

of milk in her hand

She lost her appetite.

up in her heart, which

to get some fresh air. She secretly

were to hallucinate again, she would take the

many things to

and that she was about to give

cousin to Yesseca. Kyi in was a great and virtuous man. If Yesseca

short, she really had a lot

slowly stepped out

was cold

suddenly appeared in front of

Selina's entire body shook.

she hadn't seen in a very long

Selina couldn't believe it.

Essie had a red dress

her dress and hair drifted in the wind, giving

strangely bleak but beautifel

presence.

sweet sneer. "Why are you so surprised? Is it such a shock to see

seen you in such a long

a friend

should

it wasn't easy for her to do that as she

l.ne

not gone to see Essie since. Selina didn't

doing here at

her, but she

her confusion was overshadowed by how surprised

answer

fell on Selina's

about to give

a few more days," Selina

Essie's gaze turned cold.

a brief moment, she raised her head and

Selina was taken aback.

Essie's gaze looked terrifying.

terror that she had

never seen Essie

she blurted out, "Essie,

was indescribably glum as she whispered softly, "Selina, you're living such a nice life.

so

What a happy

happy for her, but