My Heart only Beats for You

However, now she knew that she was wrong to love him.

This man was not worth her love at all.

She could love whoever she wanted, but of all the people she had to fall in love with, she had to fall for such a despicable and shameless man!

Yesseca dug her fingers into her palms. The pain she felt in her hands temporarily dulled the hurt she felt in her heart.

Selina woke up again.

It was exactly two o'clock in the morning.

She also woke up last night around this time. She was feeling hungry, so she went downstairs to get something to eat. A short while later, Matthew came down as well.

Although she told him to go back to bed, he insisted on keeping her company.

It was because of this that Matthew went to work with dark circles around his eyes again...

Selina carefully got out of bed.

She guessed that Matthew must have been exhausted from staying up so late for the past two days, so he would probably stay asleep tonight.

She went downstairs.

All kinds of snacks had been prepared in the kitchen in case she got hungry. Matthew had bought some fresh plums just for her and Erine had baked some fresh pastries as well. Seline helped herself to some plums and a glass of milk.

The more she ate, the more energetic she felt.

Without Matthew's presence, she could think about things a bit more clearly.

For example, she thought about Lothar.

The last time she saw Lothar, he was standing outside the villa.

She didn't tell Matthew about this, because she thought it was all just in her head. If she had told him about it, she was afraid that Matthew would be worried about her. Even though she knew it was just an illusion, she couldn't help but feel slightly hopeful.

She really hoped to see him outside the villa again.

Although she was very happy and had spent so many amazing years with Matthew, she still felt a familiar crack in her heart. It was caused by

Lothar.

As she thought of Lothar, she felt a faint pain in her chest.

She really missed him.

That handsome, cheerful boy.

She thought that she and Lothar would be good friends for the rest of their lives. They would still chat with each other happily, drink tea together and grow old together.

It was such a pity how quickly he left.

He left, to save her.

never blamed her for it, Lothar still

still stubbornly believed that Lothar's death was her fault. She felt like

she took such

taking good care of Yesseca, she would be able to repay

glass of

She lost her appetite.

feeling welled up in her heart, which made

to get some fresh air. She secretly hoped that

hallucinate again, she would take the chance to talk to

had so many things

good and that

that Yesseca was also doing well. She had introduced her cousin to Yesseca. Kyi in was a great and virtuous man. If Yesseca

had a lot to

stepped out

was cold

person suddenly appeared

Selina's entire body shook.

Lothar, but Essie, whom she hadn't seen

believe it.

the ding moonlight, Essie had a red dress on with her

her shoulders. As the night wind blew, her dress and

strangely bleak but beautifel

presence.

are you so surprised? Is it

head, "No, I just haven't seen you in such a long time.

was a friend

should have

it wasn't easy for her to do that

l.ne

not gone to see Essie since. Selina

here at two o'clock

her, but she was also very

how

didn't answer

gaze fell on

about to give birth,"

more days,"

Essie's gaze turned cold.

brief moment, she raised her head

Selina was taken aback.

Essie's gaze looked terrifying.

struck with terror that she

never seen Essie like

she blurted out, "Essie,

she whispered softly, "Selina,

so happy

a happy family you two

happy for her, but she