My Heart only Beats for You

However, now she knew that she was wrong to love him.

This man was not worth her love at all.

She could love whoever she wanted, but of all the people she had to fall in love with, she had to fall for such a despicable and shameless man!

Yesseca dug her fingers into her palms. The pain she felt in her hands temporarily dulled the hurt she felt in her heart.

Selina woke up again.

It was exactly two o'clock in the morning.

She also woke up last night around this time. She was feeling hungry, so she went downstairs to get something to eat. A short while later, Matthew came down as well.

Although she told him to go back to bed, he insisted on keeping her company.

It was because of this that Matthew went to work with dark circles around his eyes again...

Selina carefully got out of bed.

She guessed that Matthew must have been exhausted from staying up so late for the past two days, so he would probably stay asleep tonight.

She went downstairs.

All kinds of snacks had been prepared in the kitchen in case she got hungry. Matthew had bought some fresh plums just for her and Erine had baked some fresh pastries as well. Seline helped herself to some plums and a glass of milk.

The more she ate, the more energetic she felt.

Without Matthew's presence, she could think about things a bit more clearly.

For example, she thought about Lothar.

The last time she saw Lothar, he was standing outside the villa.

She didn't tell Matthew about this, because she thought it was all just in her head. If she had told him about it, she was afraid that Matthew would be worried about her. Even though she knew it was just an illusion, she couldn't help but feel slightly hopeful.

She really hoped to see him outside the villa again.

Although she was very happy and had spent so many amazing years with Matthew, she still felt a familiar crack in her heart. It was caused by

Lothar.

As she thought of Lothar, she felt a faint pain in her chest.

She really missed him.

That handsome, cheerful boy.

She thought that she and Lothar would be good friends for the rest of their lives. They would still chat with each other happily, drink tea together and grow old together.

It was such a pity how quickly he left.

He left, to save her.

never blamed her

death was her fault. She

was why she took such good care

care of Yesseca, she would be able

placed the half-empty glass of milk in

She lost her appetite.

in her heart, which

fresh air. She secretly hoped

were to hallucinate again, she would take the

had so many

tell him that her life was good and that she was

wanted to tell him that Yesseca was also doing well. She had introduced her cousin to Yesseca. Kyi in was a great and virtuous man. If Yesseca got together with her cousin, Yesseca

had a lot

slowly stepped out

air was cold

appeared in

Selina's entire body shook.

whom she hadn't seen in a

it.

Essie had a red

night wind blew, her dress and hair

strangely bleak but beautifel

presence.

oddly sweet sneer. "Why are you so surprised? Is it such a shock to

just haven't seen you in such a long time. Essie, how have

friend of

should have gone

wasn't easy for her to do

l.ne

had not gone to see Essie since. Selina didn't

here at two o'clock

was happy to see her, but she

her confusion was overshadowed by how surprised she was

answer

gaze fell on

about to give

few more

Essie's gaze turned cold.

she raised her head and stared

Selina was taken aback.

Essie's gaze looked terrifying.

terror that

Essie like this

panic, she blurted

she whispered

are so happy

on the way. What a happy

be happy for her,