My Heart only Beats for You

However, now she knew that she was wrong to love him.

This man was not worth her love at all.

She could love whoever she wanted, but of all the people she had to fall in love with, she had to fall for such a despicable and shameless man!

Yesseca dug her fingers into her palms. The pain she felt in her hands temporarily dulled the hurt she felt in her heart.

Selina woke up again.

It was exactly two o'clock in the morning.

She also woke up last night around this time. She was feeling hungry, so she went downstairs to get something to eat. A short while later, Matthew came down as well.

Although she told him to go back to bed, he insisted on keeping her company.

It was because of this that Matthew went to work with dark circles around his eyes again...

Selina carefully got out of bed.

She guessed that Matthew must have been exhausted from staying up so late for the past two days, so he would probably stay asleep tonight.

She went downstairs.

All kinds of snacks had been prepared in the kitchen in case she got hungry. Matthew had bought some fresh plums just for her and Erine had baked some fresh pastries as well. Seline helped herself to some plums and a glass of milk.

The more she ate, the more energetic she felt.

Without Matthew's presence, she could think about things a bit more clearly.

For example, she thought about Lothar.

The last time she saw Lothar, he was standing outside the villa.

She didn't tell Matthew about this, because she thought it was all just in her head. If she had told him about it, she was afraid that Matthew would be worried about her. Even though she knew it was just an illusion, she couldn't help but feel slightly hopeful.

She really hoped to see him outside the villa again.

Although she was very happy and had spent so many amazing years with Matthew, she still felt a familiar crack in her heart. It was caused by

Lothar.

As she thought of Lothar, she felt a faint pain in her chest.

She really missed him.

That handsome, cheerful boy.

She thought that she and Lothar would be good friends for the rest of their lives. They would still chat with each other happily, drink tea together and grow old together.

It was such a pity how quickly he left.

He left, to save her.

blamed her for

believed that Lothar's death was her fault. She felt like she owed Lothar a great debt of

she took such good

be able to repay

glass of milk in her hand

She lost her appetite.

in

to get some fresh air. She secretly

to hallucinate again, she would take the chance to

had so many things

her life was good and that she

to Yesseca. Kyi in was a great and virtuous man. If Yesseca got together with her cousin,

had a

stepped out of

air was cold

person suddenly appeared in front of

Selina's entire body shook.

but Essie, whom she hadn't seen in a

Selina couldn't believe it.

a red dress

the night wind blew, her dress and hair drifted in

strangely bleak but beautifel

presence.

oddly sweet sneer. "Why are you so surprised? Is

you in such a long

a friend

should have

Unfortunately, it wasn't easy for her to do that as she

l.ne

not gone to see Essie since. Selina didn't expect Essie to show

what was she doing here at two o'clock in

to see her, but she was also very

confusion was overshadowed by how surprised she was

didn't answer her

gaze fell

to give

few more days,"

Essie's gaze turned cold.

a brief moment, she raised her head and stared at

Selina was taken aback.

Essie's gaze looked terrifying.

was struck with terror that she had never experienced

had never seen Essie

blurted out, "Essie, what's

glum as she whispered softly,

so

baby on the way. What a happy family you

be happy for her, but she