Chpater 87
We all had goals and up until now leading a pack of werewolf's wasn't mine. I wasn't the type of girl to stay home and not work.
I don't think I could be a housewife.
Grabbing a clean towel I closed my bedroom door quietly behind me. I was hoping my morning shower would clear my head. I worried about everything, I overthink every decision. Stripping out of my clothes I turned the shower on.
I worried I couldn't do it. What if I wasn't the strong girl he thought I was? What if his pack wouldn't follow my lead like he said. Standing under the water I closed my eyes.
My anxiety was through the roof this morning.
He was always telling me not to worry or stress about it but I couldn't help it. I put 100% into everything I did. I knew some of his pack members didn't like me but I understood why. I didn't ask to be his mate. He picked me not the other way around. Not that I would change it.
I had to stop putting so much pressure on myself.
Washing the soap from my body I took the towel off the rail wrapping it around my body. I didn't feel any better. My head felt like it was going to explode. At this moment I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. I went to bed happy and woke up feeling like crap. My emotions were playing up and my game was off. I was stuck in a ruck with my life. I couldn't stop the what ifs in my head. Exiting the bathroom I went back into my bedroom.
He was awake his head buried in his phone.
"Morning princess".
"Hey". Taking a seat at my window I pulled back my curtain slightly. It was a wet one again.
could tell something was off with me. Was I having second thoughts? Did I really want this, want him? I was basically giving my life
an off day. We all had them and there was nothing wrong
"Babe?".
feeling had an impact
He was definitely worried.
"I-..." I hesitated.
fucking knew it". He sighed dropping
"Know what?". I questioned.
not 100% in this. You're having second thoughts". Getting to his
I guess it was the unknown that was playing in the
"No Jake that's-...."
have taken you. I'd have ate
game Leah. This is my life, our life and baby if you're
always made it bigger than what it was. I wasn't having second thoughts. I wanted to be with him god he had no idea how much I wanted to
"Shut up". I hissed.
He snarled. "Don't you clench your
hand into a fist. I was pissed off and turned on at the same time. Angry Jake was sexy. "You don't scare me". I
bond and I knew
lip pulled back into
not scared of him either". I
of my hair. He pulled hard a cry falling from my lips. "You f*****g should be". His voice sent shivers
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