My Hot Alpha

Chpater 158

I lay in bed the full weekend. My phone was off and I made sure Carter didn't let anyone in. I didn't want to face them.

I didn't want to face him.

It was Sunday evening and I had moved from my bed to the couch. Stuffing my face with pizza and hot Cheetos, binge watching the vampire diaries. "You have to face him at some point bear".

"No I don't".

"Bear-...".

"I need you to be on my side right now Carter. I don't want to talk to him".

"I'm always on your side Leah but he's not going to go away".

"Don't care". I could feel his eyes burning into the side of my head. Never once did I look away from the TV. Jake was the last thing on my mind. "Hear him out".

"Absolutely not". I glared. "I don't care what he has to say". I couldn't speak to him even if I wanted to. I was too angry. Friday night still fresh on my mind. That girls hands on him.

The way he was caressing her body.

It made me sick.

"You don't have to stay with me". I shoved a slice of pizza in my mouth. "I'm sure you've got things to do".

"And leave you here in this state?". He shook his head. "This isn't you Leah".

"Yes it is".

"You're being ridiculous. Look how badly he's got to you. You haven't showered in days, your makeup is smudged all over your face and-...".

clean myself up. Maybe I just want to lay

don't like seeing you

that". I wiped my eyes

fucked

"You think?".

bear. You

had planned my life around him and for what?". I leaned over grabbing my laptop. Maybe I still had time to send my application form. "For

no one

doubt that. All the little bitches will be trying to snake their way in". I wasn't upset anymore, the angry cursing through my body

you're going

I opened up my laptop bringing up google

he's not the only one that will suffer when you do. You're meant to be

the best way to get over someone is by getting under

glared. "Don't

Yale into Google. Maybe I could submit my application online. I didn't have a scanner to send it to

you think before you make any

as I kept avoiding him I would be fine. I wouldn't let him get inside

hope you know what you're getting getting yourself into.

has no one to

say I

"I won't".

for a bit.

"I'll be fine".

.....

I showered.

my eyes red and

got angry and then I cried