My Hot Alpha

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10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

my eyes. Not this again. She was furious when I told her

out of it' her words ringing in

be fine. I'll see you when I finish and remember and take your meds". I closed the door behind me my heart hammering in my chest when I

with a football, Jack was there but I didn't recognise

wasn't wearing a

I couldn't stop staring.

ache forming

bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus. How the hell was I going to get

Our eyes locked.

but I wasn't giving up. No matter how

I shook my head. I still wasn't ready to deal with what he did. I didn't want to know the reason or excuse

just wasn't

want to forgive him just yet. Maybe I never will. The smirk fell from his face, I had to get out of here

worse. I wish I could explain the feeling, the natural pull for me to go to

deep breath unlocking my car and getting in. Not seeing him was helping

...

school. Driving wasn't as difficult as I thought it

see if she was coming in today. I felt bad for not texting her back over the last week. I didn't want to talk to anyone. More of

of messages and I hadn't replied to one of them. They weren't to blame of course they weren't but I still didn't have the courage to face them. Jake was the

pulled in next to me cutting her engine.

you some coffee". I

for you. Please

know if I can. I feel