My Hot Alpha

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10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

when I told

are mates Leah, we can't get out of it' her

fine. I'll see you when I finish and remember and take your meds". I closed the door behind me my heart hammering in my chest

a football, Jack

wasn't wearing

I couldn't stop staring.

ache forming between my

in my throat I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus. How the hell was

Our eyes locked.

smirk! He knew exactly what he was doing but I wasn't giving up. No matter how much I was suffering

I shook my head. I still wasn't ready to deal with

just wasn't ready to

Maybe I never will. The smirk fell from his face, I

made it worse. I wish I could explain the feeling, the natural pull for

breath unlocking my car and getting in. Not seeing him was helping but it didn't do anything for the

...

at Starbucks on the way to school. Driving wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be. I was currently sitting in

see if she was coming in today. I felt bad for not texting her back over the last week. I didn't want to talk to anyone. More of less

them. They weren't to blame of course they weren't but I still didn't have the courage to face them. Jake was the only one

to me cutting her engine. Rolling down my

you some coffee".

for you. Please

don't know if I can. I feel so