My Hot Alpha

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Unless he wanted me to catch him?

No, that didn't make any sense. "F**k". I cursed thumping my good hand off my steering wheel.

I wish I could shut my brain off.

Was it possible to love and hate him at the same time? I wanted to stay mad at him. In my head I hated him but I couldn't deny how strong my feelings for him actually were.

The butterflies that erupted at the bare thought of him. Not to mention the tightening in my stomach or how nervous he still made me.

Those feelings were never going to go away. Taking a sip of my coffee I started my engine making my way home. Detention could wait another day. Turning the radio on I turned the volume up full. Rihanna - Love on the brain blasting throughout my car. Screaming the chorus at the top of my lungs I pulled onto the highway my foot firmly on the gas.

I didn't hear my phone ring, didn't see his name flashing on my screen. It wasn't until I turned the corner to my street and saw him standing outside my house. Leaning against his truck his head buried in his phone.

He wasn't going to stop until we talked.

Pulling up behind his truck seeing as he was blocking my drive I cut my engine. Maybe it was better to just hash it out now and get it over with.

He was on me as soon as I stepped out the car.

"Get in the truck".

"Jake I'm-....

"We need to talk so get in the f*****g truck Leah".

"You can't-...".

A feral growl ripped from his mouth. A sound I had never heard before, a shiver rocked through my body as the hair on the back of my neck stood.

I was shaking on the inside, the dominance radiating from him, his eyes black. I knew arguing with him wasn't an option right now.

He slammed the door shut as soon as I got in. He wasn't playing fair. Using his wolf as a weapon. He knew I had no choice but to submit. Crossing my arms over my chest I refused to look at him. He started his truck and took off down the street. It was awkward. We had been driving for at least an hour not a word spoken between us.

you want. We need to talk and you damn

to look out the window and he continued to drive

wasn't ready. What did he think this was going to solve? Forcing me to do anything was only

me long enough. We

you say Jake because that's how this works isn't it. I've just to follow

"No-....

me god knows where. I didn't get to say no. You used your wolf, your power to make

to confront this right now but

to me Leah and I couldn't

this not me. You hurt me in the worst way possible. Do I not have the right to be

I hadn't been this far

me?". I asked. "What if you caught me in some club with

tightened on the

be breathing".

that girl, what was so special about her?". I guess we were talking about it after

drunk and she was

that makes it

I did was okay Leah. I'm trying to make it right but I can't do that if

car was slowly coming to a stop. We were in a wooded area with tall trees

brought me to

It was beautiful I must admit, it looked peaceful but to bring me here when we weren't really on good terms was a waste. "Because we need to talk and out here no one can

had a life outside of him but he didn't realise that. I still had school and not to mention detention with

want. What more can I do for you to forgive

to think and process what you did". Running my hand down my face a sigh fell from my lips. "You can't just whisk me away and expect me to be okay with it". "Noted". He unclipped his seatbelt

he wasn't the only one. People make mistakes in relationships I get that but our relationship was different.

with someone else. Heck I didn't. Thinking about

noticed I had no signal. Of course this would happen to me. Unclipping my seatbelt I got out and walked the short distance to the cabin. The clothes sitting outside by the door told me he had shifted.

...

packed a bag for me. Even had the nerve

sitting in the hot tub out back. He hadn't returned yet and I had

here on better terms. I didn't want to stay mad at him but I didn't want to be a push over, I didn't want him to see

and I didn't have the energy to keep it up. But the stubbornness inside me couldn't