My Hot Alpha

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Unless he wanted me to catch him?

No, that didn't make any sense. "F**k". I cursed thumping my good hand off my steering wheel.

I wish I could shut my brain off.

Was it possible to love and hate him at the same time? I wanted to stay mad at him. In my head I hated him but I couldn't deny how strong my feelings for him actually were.

The butterflies that erupted at the bare thought of him. Not to mention the tightening in my stomach or how nervous he still made me.

Those feelings were never going to go away. Taking a sip of my coffee I started my engine making my way home. Detention could wait another day. Turning the radio on I turned the volume up full. Rihanna - Love on the brain blasting throughout my car. Screaming the chorus at the top of my lungs I pulled onto the highway my foot firmly on the gas.

I didn't hear my phone ring, didn't see his name flashing on my screen. It wasn't until I turned the corner to my street and saw him standing outside my house. Leaning against his truck his head buried in his phone.

He wasn't going to stop until we talked.

Pulling up behind his truck seeing as he was blocking my drive I cut my engine. Maybe it was better to just hash it out now and get it over with.

He was on me as soon as I stepped out the car.

"Get in the truck".

"Jake I'm-....

"We need to talk so get in the f*****g truck Leah".

"You can't-...".

A feral growl ripped from his mouth. A sound I had never heard before, a shiver rocked through my body as the hair on the back of my neck stood.

I was shaking on the inside, the dominance radiating from him, his eyes black. I knew arguing with him wasn't an option right now.

He slammed the door shut as soon as I got in. He wasn't playing fair. Using his wolf as a weapon. He knew I had no choice but to submit. Crossing my arms over my chest I refused to look at him. He started his truck and took off down the street. It was awkward. We had been driving for at least an hour not a word spoken between us.

want. We need to talk and you damn well

the window and he continued to drive us god knows where. He was going about this the

I wasn't ready. What did he think this was going to solve? Forcing me to do anything

been mad at me long enough. We need

it. I've just to follow your lead and do what

"No-....

driving me god knows where. I didn't get to say no. You used your wolf, your power to make me submit". "What-.. No

to confront this right now

wouldn't talk to me Leah and I couldn't take it

You hurt me in the worst way possible. Do I not have the right to be angry

I hadn't

I asked. "What if you caught me in some club with a guys hands

on the steering

be breathing". His teeth were clenched his

so special about her?". I guess we were talking about it after

and

makes it okay?".

about what I did was okay Leah. I'm trying to make it right but I can't do that if

area with tall trees and lots of greenery. I noticed a log cabin

me to

here?". It was beautiful I must admit, it looked peaceful but to bring me here when we

doesn't matter what I want". I had a life outside of him but he didn't realise that. I still had school and not to

want. What more can I do

for me to forgive you. I need time to think and process what you did". Running my hand down my

wasn't the only one. People make mistakes in relationships I get that but our relationship was different. He

urge to be with someone else. Heck I didn't. Thinking about

course this would happen to me. Unclipping my seatbelt I got out and walked the short distance to the cabin. The clothes sitting outside by the door told me he had shifted.

...

packed a bag for me. Even had

found a bottle of wine in the fridge and was currently sitting in the hot tub out back. He hadn't returned yet

on better terms. I didn't want to stay mad at him but I didn't want to be a push over, I didn't want him to see me as weak. That he could do anything

the energy to keep it up. But the stubbornness inside me couldn't let go of what