My Hot Alpha

Chpater 182

Swallowing the lump in my throat I tried to stop my heart from racing.

"Give us a minute?". He asked.

The girls scrambled, running like little girls.

"Take a walk with me?". He offered his hand.

"You asking or telling". I still couldn't bring myself to look at him. I was shaking inside with nerves and yeah maybe a little excitement.

I hadn't seen him in a month. It may not seem like a long time but to me it felt like a lifetime.

"Come on baby, look at me".

So I did. Our eyes locked, my hand on its own slipping into his. Instantly I felt it, our connection. The feeling of belonging.

I missed him.

He led me through the club, through the back area stopping at a door. Punching in a code I heard a click before he pushed the door open.

I had never been in here before.

"You want something to drink?". He asked closing the door once we were both inside.

"Vodka soda". I walked further into the room taking in my surroundings. A black leather sofa was pushed up against the back wall. A small kitchen area with a sink, a coffee machine and a fridge freezer. Nothing big, nothing special but we were after all in the back of a club.

"Ice?".

"Please".

He passed me my drink which I gladly took. "You want to sit down?".

didn't know how to act around him. We weren't exactly on good terms

drink making a face at how

fell from his lips. "To strong

Queenie?

had never called me

"Just a bit".

a

Jake?". I sat my drink aside. "You up and left without a

hand through his hair. "I had to sort myself out baby. I was no good

"And now?".

be different I promise. I had some time to think,

told me I'd be doing you a favour.

was angry, pissed off. I took it out on you, I didn't mean

"Do you know how many times I cried myself to

"Babe-....

four days before we were supposed to

fucking had too". He

he was. Good old Jake and his

be around you when I was angry all the time. I kept fucking things up, I treated you badly. I had to ground myself, sort my head out. I had to be better

month Jake and nothing. Not a phone call not even a text. I thought you weren't coming back". He closed the distance between us and my

me up in his arm a sigh fell from my lips as my head fell against his chest.

He was back and if I'm honest it felt like a weight had been lifted, felt

He kissed the top of my head as his arms tightened. "You are still mine baby, you'll always

pack, you keep me in the loop. I'm not an outsider, I'm your equal. Share things with me, tell me not only the good but the

"You know-...".

I interrupted. "You need to be on my side. Your pack doesn't respect me and that's where I need you to step in. I'm your mate, their Luna. You have to show them that if they're disrespecting me then they're disrespecting you". I hadn't been fulfilling my

respect you". He

his chest I raised my eyebrows. "They don't and the reason they don't is because their Alpha doesn't". I wasn't sure if me saying that was going to set him off. He may say he's changed but I knew that temper was still in there. "I have always respected you Leah, I just didn't show