My Hot Alpha

Chpater 182

Swallowing the lump in my throat I tried to stop my heart from racing.

"Give us a minute?". He asked.

The girls scrambled, running like little girls.

"Take a walk with me?". He offered his hand.

"You asking or telling". I still couldn't bring myself to look at him. I was shaking inside with nerves and yeah maybe a little excitement.

I hadn't seen him in a month. It may not seem like a long time but to me it felt like a lifetime.

"Come on baby, look at me".

So I did. Our eyes locked, my hand on its own slipping into his. Instantly I felt it, our connection. The feeling of belonging.

I missed him.

He led me through the club, through the back area stopping at a door. Punching in a code I heard a click before he pushed the door open.

I had never been in here before.

"You want something to drink?". He asked closing the door once we were both inside.

"Vodka soda". I walked further into the room taking in my surroundings. A black leather sofa was pushed up against the back wall. A small kitchen area with a sink, a coffee machine and a fridge freezer. Nothing big, nothing special but we were after all in the back of a club.

"Ice?".

"Please".

He passed me my drink which I gladly took. "You want to sit down?".

how to act around him. We weren't exactly on good terms before he

a sip of my drink making a face at how strong it was. "How

lips.

Queenie?

had never called

"Just a bit".

want a beer

my drink aside. "You up and left without a single word. Now you're

he ran a hand through his hair. "I had to

"And now?".

promise. I had some time to think, I'm not the

told me I'd be doing

was angry, pissed off. I took it out on you, I didn't mean what I

asked. "Do you know how many times I cried

"Babe-....

left me four days before we were

had too".

was. Good old Jake and his

all the time. I kept fucking things up, I treated you badly. I had to ground myself, sort my head out. I

and nothing. Not a phone call not even a text. I thought you weren't coming back". He closed the distance between us and my weak

lips as my head fell against his chest. I didn't want to

was back

of my head as

you keep me in the loop. I'm not an outsider, I'm your equal. Share things

"You know-...".

have to show them that if they're disrespecting me then they're disrespecting you". I hadn't been fulfilling my duty and maybe that's one of the reason they didn't respect me. No more, I've had enough of

you".

raised my eyebrows. "They don't and the reason they don't is because their Alpha doesn't". I wasn't sure if me saying that was going to set him off. He may say he's changed