My Hot Alpha

Chpater 182

Swallowing the lump in my throat I tried to stop my heart from racing.

"Give us a minute?". He asked.

The girls scrambled, running like little girls.

"Take a walk with me?". He offered his hand.

"You asking or telling". I still couldn't bring myself to look at him. I was shaking inside with nerves and yeah maybe a little excitement.

I hadn't seen him in a month. It may not seem like a long time but to me it felt like a lifetime.

"Come on baby, look at me".

So I did. Our eyes locked, my hand on its own slipping into his. Instantly I felt it, our connection. The feeling of belonging.

I missed him.

He led me through the club, through the back area stopping at a door. Punching in a code I heard a click before he pushed the door open.

I had never been in here before.

"You want something to drink?". He asked closing the door once we were both inside.

"Vodka soda". I walked further into the room taking in my surroundings. A black leather sofa was pushed up against the back wall. A small kitchen area with a sink, a coffee machine and a fridge freezer. Nothing big, nothing special but we were after all in the back of a club.

"Ice?".

"Please".

He passed me my drink which I gladly took. "You want to sit down?".

settle my nerves. I didn't know how to act

okay". I took a sip of my drink making a face at how strong it was. "How much

from his lips. "To strong

Queenie?

had never called

"Just a bit".

want a beer

up and left without a single word. Now you're back and you're

lips as he ran a hand through his hair. "I had to sort myself out baby. I

"And now?".

different I promise. I had some time to

Yale, told me I'd be doing you a favour.

out

believe you?". I asked. "Do you know how many times

"Babe-....

we were supposed to mate.

fucking had

he was. Good old Jake

Leah". He growled teeth clenched. "I left for us. I couldn't be around you when I was angry all the time. I kept fucking things up, I treated you badly. I had to ground myself, sort my head out. I had

I thought you weren't coming back". He closed the distance between us and my weak self let

up in his arm a sigh fell from my lips as my head fell against his chest. I didn't want

move on and focus on now. He was back and if I'm honest it felt like a weight had been lifted, felt like I could

of my head as his arms tightened. "You

more secrets. You tell me what's going on within the pack, you keep me in the loop. I'm not an outsider, I'm your equal. Share things with me, tell

"You know-...".

I need you to step in. I'm your mate, their Luna. You have to show them that if they're

respect you".

eyebrows. "They don't and the reason they don't is because their Alpha doesn't". I wasn't sure if me saying that was going to set him off. He may say