My Hot Alpha

Chpater 182

Swallowing the lump in my throat I tried to stop my heart from racing.

"Give us a minute?". He asked.

The girls scrambled, running like little girls.

"Take a walk with me?". He offered his hand.

"You asking or telling". I still couldn't bring myself to look at him. I was shaking inside with nerves and yeah maybe a little excitement.

I hadn't seen him in a month. It may not seem like a long time but to me it felt like a lifetime.

"Come on baby, look at me".

So I did. Our eyes locked, my hand on its own slipping into his. Instantly I felt it, our connection. The feeling of belonging.

I missed him.

He led me through the club, through the back area stopping at a door. Punching in a code I heard a click before he pushed the door open.

I had never been in here before.

"You want something to drink?". He asked closing the door once we were both inside.

"Vodka soda". I walked further into the room taking in my surroundings. A black leather sofa was pushed up against the back wall. A small kitchen area with a sink, a coffee machine and a fridge freezer. Nothing big, nothing special but we were after all in the back of a club.

"Ice?".

"Please".

He passed me my drink which I gladly took. "You want to sit down?".

seem to settle my nerves. I didn't know how to act around him. We weren't exactly on

making a face at how strong it was. "How much

from his lips. "To

Queenie?

called me

"Just a bit".

a

I sat my drink aside. "You up and left without a single word. Now you're back and you're acting as if

a hand through his hair. "I had to sort myself out baby. I was no good for you

"And now?".

some time to think, I'm

Yale, told me I'd be doing you

I took it out on you, I didn't

you?". I asked. "Do you know

"Babe-....

we were supposed to mate. How do

fucking had

was. Good

growled teeth clenched. "I left for us. I couldn't be around you when I was angry all the time. I kept fucking things up, I treated you badly. I had to

a text. I thought you weren't coming back". He closed the distance between us and my weak

a sigh fell from my lips as my head fell against his chest. I didn't want to

couldn't change it. We had to move on and focus on now. He was back and if I'm honest it felt like a weight

was always coming back Leah". He kissed the top of my head as his arms tightened. "You

me in the loop. I'm not an outsider, I'm your equal. Share things with me, tell me not only the good but

"You know-...".

and that's where I need you to step in. I'm your mate, their Luna. You have to show them that if they're disrespecting me then they're disrespecting you". I hadn't been fulfilling my duty and maybe that's one of the reason they didn't respect me. No more, I've had enough of being treated

respect you". He

raised my eyebrows. "They don't and the reason they don't is because their Alpha doesn't". I wasn't sure if me saying that was going to set him off. He may say he's changed but I knew that temper was still in there. "I have always respected you Leah, I just didn't show it but that's all going