My Hot Alpha

Chpater 182

Swallowing the lump in my throat I tried to stop my heart from racing.

"Give us a minute?". He asked.

The girls scrambled, running like little girls.

"Take a walk with me?". He offered his hand.

"You asking or telling". I still couldn't bring myself to look at him. I was shaking inside with nerves and yeah maybe a little excitement.

I hadn't seen him in a month. It may not seem like a long time but to me it felt like a lifetime.

"Come on baby, look at me".

So I did. Our eyes locked, my hand on its own slipping into his. Instantly I felt it, our connection. The feeling of belonging.

I missed him.

He led me through the club, through the back area stopping at a door. Punching in a code I heard a click before he pushed the door open.

I had never been in here before.

"You want something to drink?". He asked closing the door once we were both inside.

"Vodka soda". I walked further into the room taking in my surroundings. A black leather sofa was pushed up against the back wall. A small kitchen area with a sink, a coffee machine and a fridge freezer. Nothing big, nothing special but we were after all in the back of a club.

"Ice?".

"Please".

He passed me my drink which I gladly took. "You want to sit down?".

didn't know how to act around him. We weren't exactly on good terms before he

okay". I took a sip of my drink making a face at how strong it was. "How much vodka did you put

lips. "To strong for

Queenie?

had never called me that

"Just a bit".

a beer

going on Jake?". I sat my drink aside. "You up and left without a single word. Now

his hair. "I had

"And now?".

some time to think, I'm not

told me I'd be doing

I took it out on you, I didn't

I asked. "Do you

"Babe-....

we were supposed

had too". He

was. Good old Jake

couldn't be around you when I was angry all the time. I kept fucking things up, I treated you badly. I had to ground myself, sort my

a text. I thought you weren't coming back". He closed the distance between us and

in his arm a sigh fell from my lips as my

couldn't change it. We had to move on and focus on now. He was back and if I'm

my head as

You tell me what's going on within the pack, you keep me in the loop. I'm not an outsider, I'm

"You know-...".

have to show them that if they're disrespecting me then they're disrespecting you".

you". He

to set him off.