My Hot Alpha

Chpater 185

Third coffee of the day and it wasn't even 5am. I had been up for ages. Something felt different about today, I felt different.

The feeling in the pit of my stomach wouldn't shift. I slept fine last night, was out cold as soon as my head hit the pillow. But today, right now I felt really anxious. Was it because he was home?

Was I anxious because I wasn't sure if he would stay?

What if he up and left again?

He did it once before, what's stopping him from doing it again?

Running a hand over my face I groaned. I was thinking way too much into this. Jumping as my phone vibrated against the table the butterflies erupted in my stomach when I saw his name. 'Can't sleep?'

How did he know I was awake?

It wasn't light yet and my house was in darkness except the kitchen. Looking at my phone I could see he was typing again.

'Beach to watch the sunrise?'

I couldn't say no to that. He knew the beach was my weakness.

'Yes'

I took my hoodie from the washing pile and pulled it over my head. Tying my hair into a messy bun I grabbed my glasses putting them on.

Slipping my feet into my sneakers I poured the rest of my coffee down the sink before making my way outside.

He was already here. Leaning against his truck holding two coffees cups. Just looking at him made my heart feel full.

Was this the effects of our bond because we were connecting again? It was strong before but right now it felt stronger than ever.

as I

He smiled passing me one of the coffees. "How come you're up so early?". He held the door open for me as

"Couldn't sleep". I shrugged.

"You stressed?".

"No".

the car,

was weird. How did he

"A little". I whispered.

"A little?".

yes I'm anxious but I don't know what's causing it. How did you even know?".

his hand on the top of my

"You what?". I frowned.

weird for me as well. This

confused

was going on with you because I can feel

feel my feelings?". I didn't

yeah pretty much". He pulled away from my house driving

could feel when I was anxious that meant he could feel when I'm upset, annoyed and let's not

my coffee I was glad it was still dark. The heat spreading across my cheeks right

from embarrassing Leah. If anything it's a good

you can

"I don't know babe".

wonder if it was because we didn't mate. "Do you think it has anything to do

took the turn off to the beach. Already I could hear the morning waves crashing. "I've never been here to watch the sunrise". I grinned. I had watched it back in Florida all the time but the beach was right on my doorstep. "It's a first for me too". As he unclipped his

"What never?". I frowned.

bed of his truck pulling down the tailgate. I felt

been