My Hot Alpha

Chpater 185

Third coffee of the day and it wasn't even 5am. I had been up for ages. Something felt different about today, I felt different.

The feeling in the pit of my stomach wouldn't shift. I slept fine last night, was out cold as soon as my head hit the pillow. But today, right now I felt really anxious. Was it because he was home?

Was I anxious because I wasn't sure if he would stay?

What if he up and left again?

He did it once before, what's stopping him from doing it again?

Running a hand over my face I groaned. I was thinking way too much into this. Jumping as my phone vibrated against the table the butterflies erupted in my stomach when I saw his name. 'Can't sleep?'

How did he know I was awake?

It wasn't light yet and my house was in darkness except the kitchen. Looking at my phone I could see he was typing again.

'Beach to watch the sunrise?'

I couldn't say no to that. He knew the beach was my weakness.

'Yes'

I took my hoodie from the washing pile and pulled it over my head. Tying my hair into a messy bun I grabbed my glasses putting them on.

Slipping my feet into my sneakers I poured the rest of my coffee down the sink before making my way outside.

He was already here. Leaning against his truck holding two coffees cups. Just looking at him made my heart feel full.

Was this the effects of our bond because we were connecting again? It was strong before but right now it felt stronger than ever.

whispered as I reached

"How come you're up so early?". He held the door open for me as I got

"Couldn't sleep". I shrugged.

"You stressed?".

"No".

the car, I put

was weird. How did

"A little". I whispered.

"A little?".

yes I'm anxious but I don't know what's causing

my leg and instantly I started to feel better.

"You what?". I frowned.

for me as well. This is the first time

so confused

because I can

feelings?". I didn't know whether to laugh

much". He pulled away from my house

embarrassing". I groaned. If he could feel when I was anxious that meant he could feel when I'm upset, annoyed

of my coffee I was glad it was still dark. The heat spreading across my

far from embarrassing Leah. If anything it's a

you can feel

"I don't know babe".

didn't mate. "Do you think it has anything to do with our

to the beach. Already I could hear the morning waves crashing. "I've never been here to watch the sunrise". I grinned. I had watched it

"What never?". I frowned.

He walked to the bed of his truck pulling down the tailgate. I felt the lump appear in my

never been this