My Hot Alpha

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I showered, ate breakfast and was currently finishing off my coffee. I was sat at the kitchen table in a world of my own.

"Did you call her?". Jake asked.

"I sent her a text half an hour ago but she hasn't replied. Maybe she's busy". Getting to my feet I rinsed out my cup and placed it in the sink.

"Doubt she's too busy for you. Call her and tell her you want to meet for coffee. I have to go but remember if you need me call me". He kissed the top of my head before leaving out the back door. Making sure my purse was in my bag I grabbed my car keys just as my phone vibrated.

'I'm in town sweetheart. Do you want to meet for coffee here? Maybe do a little prom shopping?'

I forgot about prom. Come to think of it I didn't even have a dress yet. I quickly texted her back letting her know I was on my way.

My stomach was still in knots. Every time I thought of seeing my dad I felt sick. Was there a specific reason as to why he was here or did he just want to see me?

Eighteen years is a long time to wait. I mean why not try and be apart of my life sooner? What was the reason he waited?

Why would he think I would want him to be in my life now?

Did I want that?

about it. I knew deep down what I had to do. If I wanted answers then I would

bag. My gran wouldn't have all the answers but at least

I was told sooner that

...

She smiled as I

"Leah about last night-..".

she placed our coffees on the table. "My emotions have been all over the place recently. More so because

have upset you then I apologise". She placed her hand on top of mine. "I seem to be upsetting you quite a bit recently. This is your decision and I'll support

didn't you just tell me?". I asked taking a sip of

wasn't sure how to bring it up. I kept you in the dark for many years and believe me Leah it was

least told me you were in contact

haven't even opened it but I knew

contact with him for weeks?". I asked. "I'm only assuming because

at the garden centre. Your dad isn't a bad man sweetheart,

when you bumped

sightings of him but to actually have him stood in front of me after all this time". She sipped her coffee before continuing. "When your mom passed your dad and I didn't part on bad terms. Bare in mind your dad was still a young

ready for a child?".

very much

I swallowed the lump that appeared in my throat.

left. He left because he couldn't face bringing you up without your mom. He didn't want to live anymore Leah.