My Hot Alpha

Chpater 218

After saying goodbye to everyone we headed out and headed home. The car ride home was quiet but comfortable. I couldn't wait to get home and get into my pjs. "You doing okay?". He asked.

"Better than I expected". That wasn't a lie. I thought I would have been heartbroken but I wasn't. I thought I would have at least cried but that hasn't happened either. "I know I should be upset but I'm not. Does that make me a bad person?". "You're not a bad person Leah. Your gran left you and there is no excuse for it. If anything I'd expect you to be angry".

"I was". I unclipped my seatbelt. "But now I don't feel anything. Maybe it's a delayed reaction".

"Maybe and if it is please talk to me when you need to. I'm always here princess".

"I know".

"Head inside I'm sure Lana will be here any minute. I'm going for a run I won't be long". He kissed the top of my head before disappearing out back.

I had managed to change into my pjs and was comfortable on the couch before Lana showed up. A good hour or so after I texted her. The girl would be late to her own funeral.

"You here on your own?". She asked kicking her shoes off and sitting beside me.

"Jake's out a run". I felt awkward and I hated it. It had never been awkward between us before. We knew each other inside out. "Do you want a drink?". I asked getting to my feet.

"I'm sorry". She sighed following me to the kitchen.

"What for?". I frowned.

"I should have been here for you more. I met Pete and suddenly he was the only thing that mattered. I've been a shitty friend and I hate how we've grew apart".

"Same". I opened the fridge taking out two beers. "I miss our friendship".

"How did we end up like this?". She asked.

a beer.

mine and grinned. "So

"You haven't heard?".

"Heard what?".

"My gran left".

mean

going to tell her about me being a werewolf. "I think that's why I'm not upset that she left. I'm sad but I thought

I haven't built up the courage to try and call her. I'm afraid

"Afraid of what Leah?".

that I get angry and it brings out

eyes widened. "Shut up

mess Lana and for once the only good thing going

I should have

and I haven't been the best

going on I'm

still can't believe

pissed Pete didn't tell

His voice reached

much of our conversation he heard. Lana took a sip of her beer her

"Guess that's my queue".

"Lunch tomorrow?". I suggested.

Text me when you're

do that". I sighed

"Do what?".

"Chase her out".