My Hot Alpha

Chpater 228

"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

my throat. I didn't like the sound of that. What if

had so much to

myself, about my

the risk why did

blood running

I

Alpha they had to be a purebred?". My mom was

eyes shut tight. I was starting to give myself a headache with

there more secrets, more

powerful werewolf. Comes from a

laugh fell from my lips. "You're joking

first of our kind,

had no idea who

I whispered. "How do you know

take you for

glanced

"You're perfect baby".

...

was quiet but comfortable. Nothing

conversation and yet I

the bullet

I setting myself up for

my face. There was this whole other side to me that I knew nothing about. My gran had kept everything locked away and now it was time to face it. I had to face my dad

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

you right?". Placing his hand on

I had Jake, I had my friends. I had to stop the pity party in

I want to meet my dad". I felt the nerves in my

turning into our street. "Whenever your

If I didn't do it now I'd have time to talk myself

my dad to reach out and

followed him

by his parents house. They always made me feel welcome, they always made me

"Hey girl". Rylee.

still here?".

see my

me

don't know why but I felt the tears well up in my eyes and the lump form in the back of my throat. They really did treat me like one of their

placing her hand

I don't know what's going on with me". I

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