My Hot Alpha

Chpater 228

"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

I didn't like the sound of that. What if I couldn't, what if I was

so

myself, about

she knew the risk why did she do

the Alpha blood running

thing I

for a werewolf to be Alpha they had to be a

shut tight. I was starting to give myself

more

Comes from a

from my lips. "You're joking right?". What in

your family were the first

a lie. I had no idea who I was or where I

I whispered. "How do you

about I take you for breakfast at

I glanced at

"You're perfect baby".

...

parents house was quiet but comfortable. Nothing but the radio playing in

off. I couldn't concentrate on striking up a conversation and yet I had so many questions. Questions I knew only one person

the bullet

up for more

my lips as I rubbed a hand down my face. There was this whole other side to me that I knew nothing about. My gran had kept everything locked away and

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

his hand on my knee

was time I realised I wasn't alone in this. I was never going to be alone ever. I had Jake, I had my friends. I had to stop the pity party in my head and face everything

meet my dad". I felt the nerves in my

that". He smiled turning into our street. "Whenever your ready". As he pulled up outside his moms I

now I'd have time to talk myself out of it. "I need to

get my dad to reach out and we can

I followed

They always made me feel welcome,

"Hey girl". Rylee.

still here?".

my sisters graduate".

called me

I felt the tears well up in my eyes and the lump form

her hand

I don't know what's going on with me". I quickly wiped

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