My Hot Alpha

Chpater 228

"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

the lump in my throat. I didn't like the sound of that. What if I couldn't, what if I was

so

myself, about my

the risk why did

Alpha blood running through

I didn't

they had to be a purebred?". My

squeezed my eyes shut tight. I was starting to give myself a headache with all the thoughts

more

very powerful werewolf. Comes from

lips. "You're joking right?". What in the world

the first of our kind, along with my

no

I whispered. "How do you know all

I take you

this?". I glanced at

"You're perfect baby".

...

but comfortable. Nothing but the radio playing in the

on striking up a conversation and yet I had so many questions. Questions I knew only one person could answer.

to bite the bullet and

I setting myself up for more

knew nothing about. My gran had kept

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

you right?". Placing his

had my friends. I had to stop the pity party in my head and face

to meet my dad". I felt the nerves in my stomach at the

street. "Whenever your ready".

ready now". If I didn't do it now I'd have time to

get my dad to

I followed him

They always made me feel welcome, they always

"Hey girl". Rylee.

still here?". I

my sisters graduate". She

me her

the tears well up in my eyes and the lump

her hand

on with me". I quickly

kicks a*s