My Hot Alpha

Chpater 228

"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

in my throat. I didn't like the sound of that. What if I couldn't, what if I was no good

had so

myself, about my

she knew the risk why did she do

the Alpha blood running through

thing I didn't

werewolf to be Alpha they had to be a purebred?".

eyes shut tight. I was starting to give myself

there more

is a very powerful werewolf. Comes from a long

laugh fell from my lips. "You're joking right?". What in the world was

your family were the first of our kind, along

been a lie. I had no

I whispered. "How do

I take you for breakfast at

glanced at

"You're perfect baby".

...

house was quiet but

yet I had so many questions. Questions I knew only one

the

myself up for more lies

knew nothing about. My gran had kept everything locked away and now it was time to face it. I had to face my

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

right?". Placing his hand on my knee

Jake, I had my friends. I had to stop

meet my dad". I felt the nerves in my

smiled turning into our street. "Whenever your

didn't do it now I'd have time to talk myself out of it.

baby and you will. I'll get my dad to reach out and we can sort

I followed

They always made me feel welcome,

"Hey girl". Rylee.

still here?". I

see my sisters graduate". She

called me her

but I felt the tears well up in my eyes and the lump form in the back

whispered placing her hand on

going on with me". I quickly wiped my cheeks so no one

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