My Hot Alpha

Chpater 228

"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

lump in my throat. I didn't like the sound of that. What if I couldn't, what if I was no good at this being

so much

myself, about

risk

the Alpha blood running through

I

had to be

shut tight. I was starting to give myself a headache

more secrets,

dad is a very powerful werewolf. Comes

joking right?". What in the world was

first of our

existence had been a lie. I had no idea who

do

you

I glanced

"You're perfect baby".

...

his parents house was quiet but comfortable.

concentrate on striking up a conversation and yet I had so many questions. Questions I

to bite the

up for more lies and

whole other side to me that I knew nothing

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

got you right?". Placing his hand on my knee I glanced

wasn't alone in this. I was never going to be alone ever. I had Jake, I had my friends. I had to stop the pity party in my head and face everything head on. What's the worst that could

felt the nerves in my stomach at the thought of it. "I think it's

into our street. "Whenever your ready". As he

now". If I didn't do it now I'd have time to talk myself out of it. "I need to

I'll get my dad to reach out and we can

I followed him

made me feel welcome, they always made

"Hey girl". Rylee.

here?".

to see my sisters

called me

why but I felt the tears well up in my eyes and the lump

whispered placing her

me". I quickly wiped my cheeks so no one else would

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