My Hot Alpha

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"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

throat. I didn't like the sound of that. What if I couldn't, what if I was no good at this being a

had so much to

about

she knew the risk why did

Alpha blood running through your

I

be Alpha they had to be a purebred?". My mom was human.

eyes shut tight. I was starting to give myself a headache with all the thoughts running

there more

powerful werewolf. Comes from a

"You're joking right?".

family, your family were the first of our kind, along with my

I had no idea who

I whispered. "How do you know

you

glanced at

"You're perfect baby".

...

was quiet but comfortable. Nothing

up a conversation and yet I had so many questions. Questions I knew only one

it time to bite the bullet and meet with

up

other side to me that I knew nothing about. My gran had kept everything locked

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

I've got you right?". Placing his hand on

never going to be alone ever. I had Jake, I had

think I want to meet my dad". I felt the nerves in my stomach at the thought of it. "I think it's

our street. "Whenever your ready". As

now I'd have time to talk myself out of it.

I'll get my dad to reach out and we can sort

followed him

They always made me

"Hey girl". Rylee.

still here?".

to see my sisters

me her

in my eyes and the lump form in the back of my throat. They

whispered placing her hand on my

sorry I don't know what's going on with me". I quickly wiped my cheeks so

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