My Hot Alpha

Chpater 228

"What's on that pretty little mind of yours?".

"Just thinking". I moved closer so I could rest my head against his chest.

I loved how safe he made me feel.

Being with him felt right. It was like everything in my life didn't make sense until now. Don't get me wrong we've had our share of ups and downs but that didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore because I was where I was meant to be. Everything happened for a reason. We were meant to be.

As if the penny had finally dropped I knew now just how important a mate was. I knew I couldn't live my life without him in it. "Baby?".

I smiled. "I'm fine Jake. Everything is fine".

I don't know how long we lay there. Taking in the views, listening to the world go by, enjoying each others company.

My eyes were closed, my head snug against his chest, my hand placed over his heart.

"Can I ask you something?".

"Ask away princess".

"Why did you get so mad at Alanna?".

"You know why".

"Because she forced my wolf out?".

"The wolf inside you is powerful. Alanna forcing her out could have cost me you".

Eh?

I sat up placing my hands on his chest for support.

"Your wolf could have taken over and sometimes taking back control is hard. If I knew she was going to force her out I'd have never let her take you to the training ground". "So every time I shift I have to worry about my wolf taking over?".

"A shift should come naturally, becoming one with your wolf should come naturally. Alanna knew the risk and still carried it out. That's why I'm pissed".

"But I couldn't shift". I whispered.

"It would have happened. Remember baby one step at a time". He leaned forward placing a kiss on my lips. "We'll work on it together".

"Could I really get lost inside my wolf?". I asked.

"We all could Leah. It's all about control and how you manage the beast inside".

the sound of that. What if I couldn't, what if I was no good at this being a

had so much

about my

she knew the risk why did she do

of the Alpha blood running

thing I

Alpha they had to be a purebred?". My mom was

starting to give myself a headache with all

there more

very powerful werewolf. Comes from a long line

joking right?". What in

were the first of

been a lie. I had no idea who I was or where I

do you know all

you for

this?". I glanced at

"You're perfect baby".

...

house was quiet but comfortable. Nothing but the radio playing

mind wouldn't switch off. I couldn't concentrate on striking up a conversation and yet I had so many questions. Questions I knew only one person could answer. My

to bite the bullet

was I setting myself up for more

face. There was this whole other side to me that I knew nothing about. My gran had kept everything locked away and now it was time to face it. I had to face my

"Baby?".

"Hm?".

you right?". Placing his hand

I was never going to be alone ever. I had Jake, I had my friends. I had to stop the pity party in my head and

the nerves in my stomach at the thought of

do that". He smiled turning into our street. "Whenever your ready". As he

didn't do it now I'd have time to talk myself out of it. "I

you will. I'll get my dad to reach out and we can sort

I followed him

parents house. They always made me feel welcome, they always made me feel like

"Hey girl". Rylee.

here?". I

my sisters graduate". She

me her

why but I felt the tears well up in my eyes and the lump form in

placing her hand on my

me". I quickly wiped

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