My Hot Alpha

Chpater 230

We trusted him. He was our mate.

A whine fell from my lips. I didn't want him thinking I was afraid of him.

"It's okay baby. We would never hurt you". As he took a step towards me I felt my insides relax. "Your wolf sure is beautiful Leah". My eyes never left him. Every step, every move he made. My eyes followed.

"Can you change back for me?". His voice was soft, caring.

I wish I could.

I lay down resting my head on my front paws. A sigh left my mouth, or what I imagine a sigh would sound like in wolf form.

Oh god that sounded stupid.

I felt relaxed, comfortable even. I couldn't shift back but I knew my wolf hadn't taken over. I was still in full control.

"It'll take time for you to get the hang of shifting back but you'll get there". He bent down picking up the pieces of paper from the envelope.

That's why I shifted. I got angry, then I got emotional and the shift just happened.

He didn't read it, didn't even look at it. He placed it on the bedside drawers before taking a seat on the bed. He was being patient and for Jake that wasn't the easiest to do.

"I'm guessing that's the reason you shifted?".

I could change back. I had to believe I could change back. It shouldn't be this hard. I shouldn't have to think about it for it to happen.

And then it happened.

This time I didn't care that I was naked. He had seen it all before. I grabbed my housecoat and put it on. "My emotions are controlling my shifts". I sat on the end of the bed. "If I'm angry or upset it happens. Why can't I decide when it happens?". "You'll get the hang of it Leah".

"So you keep saying". I sighed.

My mood wasn't great and I had a feeling he was going to get the worst of it. Let's face it I had no one else to take it out on.

"How did it happen?". He asked.

Surprisingly he was calm. He was probably used to my petty little outbursts by now.

"She left me the house and money. That's what was in the envelope". I was sad about it. I didn't want the house or the money. What I wanted was an explanation.

wanted was my gran back. My gran before we

"You're hurting".

Again with the feelings.

I

longer apart

hurting I'm sad". I had a right to be sad.

out and never looked

"Same thing baby".

It wasn't but okay.

night

don't think you should

connected with

you need

"You do?". I frowned.

days, weeks even. I think being around your

Maybe he was right.

self pity. She would always

be happy baby". He placed his hand on top of mine. "You deserve the

already had the

We could go over on Sunday if you still

out of town?". I

the cabin". He

romantic night away". I

yeah. Let's not get

the look on his face. "Thank you for

princess. Now

...

Jake was making himself scarce, he was

to do patrol?". I

"Do you want to?".

think I'd like to get to know our

sure we can manage that". He winked.

that".

I promise". He slipped his arms around my waist placing a kiss on the top of my head. "You'll get the hang of

today". I still felt a little crazy talking about being a werewolf. Partly because I still couldn't

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