My Hot Alpha

Chpater 246

Okay maybe now it was.

Was it going to happen now?

It was still daylight outside. I thought we had to wait until the moon rises? When it's at its highest, that was the perfect time for us to mate.

"Hey". He whispered.

My eyes locked with his.

"Breathe baby". He brought his hand up, cupping my cheek. "It's me and you remember. This is what we've been waiting for".

Now I was more than a little bit nervous. It felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. But he was right. It was always going to be him and I. We were made for each other. "Are you okay?".

"I'm nervous". There was no point in trying to hide it and he could probably already tell. I broke our stare and put some distance between us. I didn't want to be nervous, but I couldn't help how I felt. "Do you want to talk about it?".

"No". I wasn't going to sit down and talk about how nervous I was about having sex with him. How embarrassing would that be. I could feel my cheeks going red at the thought of it. "There's still a few hours of daylight left. Do you want to go for a walk?".

I wanted to bury my head in the sand with how embarrassed I felt. I shouldn't still feel nervous around him. I mean we hadn't had s*x, but we had come close to doing other things. "Babe, a walk?".

"I want to see you naked". I blurted out.

"Babe?".

A laugh fell from my lips. "I'm trying to get rid of my nerves".

of me before I could blink. "Does that

"Maybe". I grinned.

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to be nervous about". He took my hand in his.

around the area. It was beautiful, all open space, well taken care of. Days in

parents own the

been in our family

that's a

"I'll never forgive myself for

He shrugged.

give me something better than a shrug". I repeated his words from

away with it. The power trip". "You wanted to be with me and other girls?". I frowned. "Did you honestly believe I would be okay with that?".

"No".

That was in the past. I wasn't going to burst his balls over it now. We had our differences, our ups and downs but we were finally on the right path.

changes,

"Elaborate".

turned 18 and it didn't happen right away

been twelve". I made a face. "That would

would have happened between us. I would have looked out for you, protected you. When you came of age then you would have become

here until I was

"Eh why?".

broken my hand long before I

waist. "We met when we were

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