My Hot Alpha

Chpater 246

Okay maybe now it was.

Was it going to happen now?

It was still daylight outside. I thought we had to wait until the moon rises? When it's at its highest, that was the perfect time for us to mate.

"Hey". He whispered.

My eyes locked with his.

"Breathe baby". He brought his hand up, cupping my cheek. "It's me and you remember. This is what we've been waiting for".

Now I was more than a little bit nervous. It felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. But he was right. It was always going to be him and I. We were made for each other. "Are you okay?".

"I'm nervous". There was no point in trying to hide it and he could probably already tell. I broke our stare and put some distance between us. I didn't want to be nervous, but I couldn't help how I felt. "Do you want to talk about it?".

"No". I wasn't going to sit down and talk about how nervous I was about having sex with him. How embarrassing would that be. I could feel my cheeks going red at the thought of it. "There's still a few hours of daylight left. Do you want to go for a walk?".

I wanted to bury my head in the sand with how embarrassed I felt. I shouldn't still feel nervous around him. I mean we hadn't had s*x, but we had come close to doing other things. "Babe, a walk?".

"I want to see you naked". I blurted out.

"Babe?".

A laugh fell from my lips. "I'm trying to get rid of my nerves".

in front of me before I could blink.

"Maybe". I grinned.

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be nervous about". He took my

the area. It was beautiful, all open space, well taken care of. Days

own the

been in our family for

a yes?". I

life. I take nothing for granted". His thumb brushed over my hand. "I'll never forgive myself for what I

He shrugged.

a shrug". I repeated his words from

from other girls. The believing I can and could get away with it. The power trip". "You wanted to be with me and other girls?". I frowned. "Did you honestly believe I would be okay with that?". Surely, he wasn't that

"No".

because I can leave-...". His grip on my hand tightened causing me to smile. That was in the past. I wasn't going to burst his balls over it now.

a mate changes, you". He

"Elaborate".

18 and

would have been twelve". I made a face. "That would have been wrong on so

I would have looked out for you, protected you. When you came of

I didn't move here until I was

"Eh why?".

my hand

he could snake his arm around my waist. "We met when we were supposed to. The moon goddess definitely gave me the right

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