My Hot Alpha

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"Let me get dressed and I'll be right out". "I'll find us a film".

Once I put my things into the bedroom, I made my way to the living room area. He was sat searching through Netflix. I didn't think you would be able to get Wi-Fi out here. "Hey". I sat beside him.

"Netflix is rubbish. I swear you spend more time looking for stuff to watch than actually watching". He sat the remote a side. "You would tell me if you didn't want to be here, wouldn't you?". I frowned. He thought I didn't want to be here?

I grabbed a hold of his hand making him look at me. I didn't want to be anywhere but here with him. "There's nowhere else I'd rather be".

"Then talk to me. Tell me what you're thinking, feeling. I want to make sure you're happy and that you're not doing this just for me".

"I've had sex with one person. I have little to no experience. For some reason it feels like my first time. I'm nervous, shoot me". I rolled my eyes. I wasn't used to him wanting to talk about my feelings. I wasn't big on telling him what was going on inside my crazy head. This full moon was driving me nuts.

A chuckle fell from his lips. "You sure do have a way with words". He squeezed my hand. "Feels like my first time to".

"Don't make fun of me". I huffed taking my hand back.

"Baby-....

"Sex is a big deal for me". Regardless of us being mates, I didn't just sleep with anyone. This was us taking the next step. I would be acting this way even if this was a normal relationship. "It's a big deal for me as well".

I rolled my eyes. "Because I'm pretty sure

shouldn't have

his hand again. "I say things I don't mean when I'm nervous and it usually turns into an argument. I want to be here, I want to have s*x with

wanted to

really just say

"Was that

together because I knew s*x with Jake was going to be the best I would ever have. "I really, really want to have sex with you to". He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and kissed the top of my head. "But I get that you're nervous, I get all those feeling that are swarming about inside you. I know it doesn't seem like

as bad as each other only

we're taking this next step

Yes, we were.

Try and find

my skin. The tingles, the hotness, and let's not forget the burning

as

hadn't looked at it since we got here. I also put it on do not disturb so

notifications and a text message from a number I didn't recognise. It had to be my gran. Opening the message, I thought as much. She was letting me know this was the number I

of days. Leaving, to then being unreachable to then contacting me again. It was madness but surely there had to be a reason

into that right now. I checked through my Facebook, clearing the notifications and then put my phone away. It felt like he had been in the shower for

from the couch I wrapped it around my shoulders and went to make some tea. I found myself standing at the