My Hot Alpha

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"Let me get dressed and I'll be right out". "I'll find us a film".

Once I put my things into the bedroom, I made my way to the living room area. He was sat searching through Netflix. I didn't think you would be able to get Wi-Fi out here. "Hey". I sat beside him.

"Netflix is rubbish. I swear you spend more time looking for stuff to watch than actually watching". He sat the remote a side. "You would tell me if you didn't want to be here, wouldn't you?". I frowned. He thought I didn't want to be here?

I grabbed a hold of his hand making him look at me. I didn't want to be anywhere but here with him. "There's nowhere else I'd rather be".

"Then talk to me. Tell me what you're thinking, feeling. I want to make sure you're happy and that you're not doing this just for me".

"I've had sex with one person. I have little to no experience. For some reason it feels like my first time. I'm nervous, shoot me". I rolled my eyes. I wasn't used to him wanting to talk about my feelings. I wasn't big on telling him what was going on inside my crazy head. This full moon was driving me nuts.

A chuckle fell from his lips. "You sure do have a way with words". He squeezed my hand. "Feels like my first time to".

"Don't make fun of me". I huffed taking my hand back.

"Baby-....

"Sex is a big deal for me". Regardless of us being mates, I didn't just sleep with anyone. This was us taking the next step. I would be acting this way even if this was a normal relationship. "It's a big deal for me as well".

I'm pretty sure you're well

I shouldn't

again. "I say things I don't mean when I'm nervous and it usually turns into an argument. I want to be here, I want

to facepalm my

I really just

that an

cheek. "All jokes aside I really, really want to have sex with you". I wanted to share that sweet, sweet feeling with him. I wanted to have our own little high together because I knew s*x with Jake was going to be the best I would ever have. "I really, really want to have sex with you to". He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and kissed the top of my head. "But I get that you're nervous, I get all those feeling that are swarming about inside you. I know it doesn't seem like it but I

each other only Jake was

this next

Yes, we were.

Try and find

was getting stronger. I could feel it under my skin. The

as painful as last

at it since we got here. I also put it on do not disturb so as not

my gran. Opening the message, I thought as much.

360 in a matter of days. Leaving, to then being unreachable to then contacting

Facebook, clearing the notifications and then put my phone away. It

make