My Hot Alpha

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"Let me get dressed and I'll be right out". "I'll find us a film".

Once I put my things into the bedroom, I made my way to the living room area. He was sat searching through Netflix. I didn't think you would be able to get Wi-Fi out here. "Hey". I sat beside him.

"Netflix is rubbish. I swear you spend more time looking for stuff to watch than actually watching". He sat the remote a side. "You would tell me if you didn't want to be here, wouldn't you?". I frowned. He thought I didn't want to be here?

I grabbed a hold of his hand making him look at me. I didn't want to be anywhere but here with him. "There's nowhere else I'd rather be".

"Then talk to me. Tell me what you're thinking, feeling. I want to make sure you're happy and that you're not doing this just for me".

"I've had sex with one person. I have little to no experience. For some reason it feels like my first time. I'm nervous, shoot me". I rolled my eyes. I wasn't used to him wanting to talk about my feelings. I wasn't big on telling him what was going on inside my crazy head. This full moon was driving me nuts.

A chuckle fell from his lips. "You sure do have a way with words". He squeezed my hand. "Feels like my first time to".

"Don't make fun of me". I huffed taking my hand back.

"Baby-....

"Sex is a big deal for me". Regardless of us being mates, I didn't just sleep with anyone. This was us taking the next step. I would be acting this way even if this was a normal relationship. "It's a big deal for me as well".

I rolled my eyes. "Because I'm pretty sure you're well experienced when it

shouldn't have

when I'm nervous and it usually turns into an argument. I want to be here, I want to have s*x with you, God do I

to facepalm my

really

laughed. "Was that an inside

"I really, really want to have sex with you to". He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and kissed the top of my head. "But I get that you're nervous, I get all those feeling that are swarming about inside

We were both as bad as each other only

we're taking this next step

Yes, we were.

to shower. Try and

the moon was getting stronger. I could feel it under my skin. The tingles, the hotness, and let's not forget the burning feeling in the pit of

least it wasn't as painful as

at it since we got here.

Opening the message, I thought

360 in a matter of days. Leaving, to then being unreachable to then contacting me again. It was madness

I checked through my Facebook, clearing the notifications and then put my phone away. It felt

and went to make some