My Hot Alpha

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I turned around in his embrace. "I thought the party was a, no?". I wasn't in the mood to act happy. I wasn't happy. My head was throbbing, I felt sick and my skin was on fire.

"It's just family".

"It's still people". I didn't want to socialise. I didn't want to talk about last night. I couldn't be bothered with people gushing about how we were now mated. Most of all I knew the questions would be coming. Marriage.

Kids. Blah.

That's how I was feeling about that.

My mood had completely change but it's not as if I could throw them out, they were family.

"You wanted to go to the party". He spoke.

"Yeah, well now I don't". I stepped away from him.

"Leah".

sat on the front step resting my head on my knees. I had this sudden pent-up rage inside. Like I would snap at any second. I didn't want

Of course, there was more, it was like a fucking jigsaw. Why couldn't it be simple?

and we

I was feeling last night. A sigh fell from my lips when

join you sweetheart?".

loved her but right now I didn't want to talk to anyone. I was afraid I might say something I didn't mean. Or all this rage inside of me would come out. Or that I'd burst into tears. I'm pretty sure all the above would happen today at some point. "I don't want to be rude but I don't want to talk

me you're okay and I'll leave you

couldn't see my face. I wasn't okay. On top of being in heat I just felt horrible. I wasn't sure if I wanted to scream or cry. My emotions were all over

knees but I did manage a small smile. I was in a funk and it wasn't going to go away until my heat finished. 5 days. I could manage

I hope.

though,

all wrapped into the one".

you told Jake how you're feeling?". She sat down beside

sure he knows

to him sweetheart. He can

face. "I thought we couldn't be around each other until my heat