My Hot Alpha

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I turned around in his embrace. "I thought the party was a, no?". I wasn't in the mood to act happy. I wasn't happy. My head was throbbing, I felt sick and my skin was on fire.

"It's just family".

"It's still people". I didn't want to socialise. I didn't want to talk about last night. I couldn't be bothered with people gushing about how we were now mated. Most of all I knew the questions would be coming. Marriage.

Kids. Blah.

That's how I was feeling about that.

My mood had completely change but it's not as if I could throw them out, they were family.

"You wanted to go to the party". He spoke.

"Yeah, well now I don't". I stepped away from him.

"Leah".

He didn't follow. I sat on the front step resting my head on my knees. I had this sudden pent-up rage inside. Like I would snap at any second. I didn't

needed to be but no. Of course, there was more, it was like a fucking jigsaw. Why couldn't it be simple? He marks me,

we live happily ever

I was feeling last night. A sigh fell from

I join you sweetheart?". Charlotte

say something I didn't mean. Or all this rage inside of me would come out. Or that I'd burst into tears. I'm pretty sure all the above would happen today at some point. "I don't want to be rude but I

okay and

wasn't okay. On top of being in heat I just felt horrible. I wasn't sure if I wanted to scream

I didn't remove my head from my knees but I did manage a small smile. I was in a funk and it wasn't going to go

I hope.

though,

is playing with my emotions. I'm happy, sad, angry all wrapped into

Jake how you're feeling?". She sat down

sure he knows I'm

chuckled. "Talk to him sweetheart. He can help, being around him helps

from my knees and made a face. "I thought we couldn't be