My Hot Alpha

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I was emotionally drained.

My body ached all over and I couldn't stop crying. This was only day one, how was I going manage five days of this? How would I be feeling if Jake wasn't here? If he decided to go through with his little plan. I dread to think.

He drove me home never once letting go of my hand. We didn't talk but every so often I would feel him staring. He f****d up, again, and he knew it. I wasn't angry, I didn't have the energy for that right now. I wanted to crawl into bed and sleep for the next five days. I wanted it to be over because I knew it was only going to get worse.

As he pulled into the drive way I wiped at my face making sure my tears weren't visible. I prayed everyone had already left. I didn't want to face anyone in this state.

"Are you hungry?". He stroked his thumb over my knuckles.

"I just want to go to bed". "Leah".

"I'm not hungry".

He let go of my hand and as soon as he did, I got out and headed inside. Maybe being locked in my room for the next five days wasn't such a bad idea. At least then I wouldn't have to talk to anyone.

I kicked off my shoes and went to get some water before heading upstairs. He had yet to get out of the car. Probably thinking of ways on how to approach the subject or at least make up some petty excuses.

I stripped naked as soon as I was in our bedroom. My skin burned, the clothes making me very uncomfortable. As soon as the coolness from the sheets touched my skin a sigh fell from my lips.

I didn't sleep naked, didn't like it but right now I was in heaven.

I lay my head against the pillows and closed my eyes.

..

"Baby" ...

"No". I groaned.

I wasn't in pain; I had a little discomfort but nothing I couldn't handle. But I wasn't moving from this bed. For the first time today, I felt relaxed. I was comfortable, my body was comfortable. I wasn't moving for nobody. A chuckle fell from his lips. I couldn't see him but I knew he was standing at the foot of the bed. "There's fresh water and some painkillers on the bedside drawers. Please take them and please stay hydrated".

I made sure to keep

As he went to sit on the bed

mouth; my eyes wide. That had never happened before. "I'm-... I don't know". I paused, my eyes dropping to the floor. I wasn't

not". He

kinda liked it". I liked how it made me feel. As stupid as

angry about it. I sipped some water, took

edge of the bed, this time I let

I shrugged.

"Sore?".

mouth. "And really

"Mad?".

my head. "I'm not mad Jake just disappointed". There was no point in pretending I wasn't bothered by it. He ruined my mood completely. I hated how last night was so perfect and now, now it felt like we

hate that you would rather hurt me than love me". "Leah

if what I wanted to say was going to come out

me. Be the guy you were last night". I lowered my gaze. "But not tonight because I'm

He bent down placing a kiss on my forehead. "I'll be back

"I love you too".

..

was wrapped around me like a vine. I couldn't move, not that I wanted to. Being this close to him helped. My body wasn't aching, the burning of my skin had almost disappeared and I

fell from

how we ended up like this. My legs were locked with his, my head buried in his chest, his arms

Wait, I was naked.

"Babe"...

"I'm naked". I whispered.

"You were sobbing when I came to

from his chest. "I

so, I got in, wrapped you in my arms and

crying in