My Hot Alpha

Chpater 263

Day 4.

Once more day to go but surprisingly I wasn't in pain, my skin wasn't burning and the bleeding had stopped. I felt different which I guess was to be expected now we were fully mated. Finally.

It felt like we were never going to get here but I was just glad it was all over with. I had new obstacles to tackle and I wasn't in the slightest bit ready to do so. I poured myself some tea and got comfortable on the couch.

Jake was out patrolling with Jack. He asked me to join him but I declined, again. I still didn't feel 100% connected to my wolf. I knew she was in there; I did feel her at times but something felt off and I couldn't put my finger on what. I wanted to be like the rest of them.

Shift on command but I couldn't.

Did it make me any less of a werewolf?

I had no idea.

I played around on my phone for a bit but got bored. I watched some tv to pass the time and got bored. No one was around and Jake could be out there for hours.

I had nothing but time on my hands and nothing to do with it. No job, no plans, no university and I had yet to sign up for some online courses. Although I did still have my job at the gas station. Even though I had never worked a shift. I wasn't quite sure what happened with that.

Sighing I ran a hand down my face. I never thought this is where I would be after I finished high school. I thought I would have been living it up at university with Lana.

Another person I had to make amends with. I hadn't heard from her since Saturday and I wasn't sure if I should be worried or not. Pete was with her so I knew if anything was wrong, he would have told Jake.

Right?

my own was only making me overthink everything. For once in my life, I had to start putting myself

but why should I be the one to fix it when I wasn't the one in the wrong. As for my gran, I couldn't help but feel guilty. I know I shouldn't considering everything that had happened. She lied on

wasn't supposed to leave

guess I'll

knock?". Nobody ever knocked, they all just walked right in. As we know Jakes house was an open-door policy when it came to his family and the pack. "Taking precautions". She

"Really Alanna?".

"Where are

"A drive".

not supposed to leave the

here to keep me company then?". I couldn't keep staring at the same four walls for much longer.

smirked before removing the bottle from inside her jacket.

Vodka shots were Alanna's answer to

you going to invite

the side

have you

was the truth. In the last four days this had been the best one. I

"No pain?". She frowned.

I shook my head.

"Still bleeding?".

I shook my

didn't stop bleeding until a week after my

last few days wasn't easy in

kicked off in the living room, her jacket thrown on the