My Hot Alpha

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I had been awake for hours. Lying in bed staring at the ceiling. I kept playing last night over in my head. How did he know where I lived? How long had he been in town? Had he been watching me?

My head hurt and I felt sick to my stomach. Last night proved I didn't know him at all. He set out to hurt me and that's exactly what he did. I was exhausted. Physically and mentally drained and I had no intention of leaving this room today. Everything was a mess. My life was a rollercoaster and the only good thing I had going for me was Jake. Why couldn't it be simpler? Why did all of this have to happen?

Everything happens for a reason but why?

Why did my gran have to leave?

Why did Lana open her mouth and say the things she did?

Was it me? Was I the problem?

Grabbing my phone from the nightstand I unlocked it. No messages, no missed calls, nothing. After scrolling through Facebook and checking some apps I put it on do not disturb and shoved it under my pillow.

I didn't want to deal today.

I wanted to sleep and forget last night ever happened.

But I couldn't.

I couldn't switch off.

telling me anything. But to be fair I hadn't asked. All I knew was Tommy was taken to hospital and he wasn't dead. Which was a relief on my part. I don't know

I shook my head.

coming down for

shook

up in here all day". He sat on

right. I was cooped up in here and for what? I had to stop the pity party in my head and give myself a shake. I had nothing to feel bad about. He intruded our home with the intention of hurting me. If

bad for people like that Leah. You protected yourself just like anyone else would have. He won't hurt

still

don't want you worrying about

not I just want

himself out this morning. As far as I know he's on a plane

everything, but I wasn't. I wanted to be, but I couldn't shake the horrible feeling I had. The thought

true colours. A sigh fell

live my life

that too much to