My Hot Alpha

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I had been awake for hours. Lying in bed staring at the ceiling. I kept playing last night over in my head. How did he know where I lived? How long had he been in town? Had he been watching me?

My head hurt and I felt sick to my stomach. Last night proved I didn't know him at all. He set out to hurt me and that's exactly what he did. I was exhausted. Physically and mentally drained and I had no intention of leaving this room today. Everything was a mess. My life was a rollercoaster and the only good thing I had going for me was Jake. Why couldn't it be simpler? Why did all of this have to happen?

Everything happens for a reason but why?

Why did my gran have to leave?

Why did Lana open her mouth and say the things she did?

Was it me? Was I the problem?

Grabbing my phone from the nightstand I unlocked it. No messages, no missed calls, nothing. After scrolling through Facebook and checking some apps I put it on do not disturb and shoved it under my pillow.

I didn't want to deal today.

I wanted to sleep and forget last night ever happened.

But I couldn't.

I couldn't switch off.

my part.

I shook my head.

coming down for

shook

cooped up in here all day".

He was right. I was cooped up in here and for what? I had to stop the pity party in my head and give myself a shake. I had nothing to feel bad about. He intruded our home with the intention of hurting me. If I didn't let my wolf take over god knows what he would have done to

for people like that Leah. You protected yourself just like anyone

still here?". I

you worrying about

just want

As far as I know

to be brave about everything, but I wasn't. I wanted to be, but I couldn't shake the horrible

him showing his true colours. A sigh fell from my lips. I

live my life in

too much