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I wasn't sure if I was relieved or disappointed. I always wanted kids but not right now and yet I couldn't stop the little feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach. I guess in my head I thought the test was going to be positive.

"I told you". I handed him the test before taking a seat back on the couch.

It wasn't our time to have a baby and I was okay with that.

A sigh fell from his lips as he placed his hand on my knee. "I thought I was right, but I guess there's always next time".

I placed my hand on top of his. "We have all the time in the world to have a baby. I want you all to myself a little while longer".

Some may see that as being selfish, but I didn't care. I wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I wanted to share the world with him before we settled down and even thought about having kids.

We would have our moment but until then it was all about us.

"I know babe I just thought". He paused.

"I know". I whispered. "And when the times comes, you'll be the best dad".

..

and Jake always had some sort of business to take care of before ending the day. But tonight, we sat watching movies enjoying each other's company. Just us.

we laughed. We

my mouth. We were halfway through Jumanji, and I wasn't sure I was going

think it's

stretched out my arms as another yawn escaped my mouth. "Are you

to lock up

settled onto the couch, but I know he was double checking and making

got to my feet. "Give me a kiss". I would probably be sleeping as soon as

lay my head against his chest and closed my eyes. We rarely did anything like this, so it was nice to spend time together and just be

face when he looked at the test. He wanted to be a dad; I would never

I'm not ready to be a

He kissed the top of my head. "One

..

couldn't stop. It was the first thing I thought about when I woke this morning. I wanted everything to be fresh and

It wasn't

good. I went into the kitchen and made myself

water running and