My Hot Alpha

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I wasn't sure if I was relieved or disappointed. I always wanted kids but not right now and yet I couldn't stop the little feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach. I guess in my head I thought the test was going to be positive.

"I told you". I handed him the test before taking a seat back on the couch.

It wasn't our time to have a baby and I was okay with that.

A sigh fell from his lips as he placed his hand on my knee. "I thought I was right, but I guess there's always next time".

I placed my hand on top of his. "We have all the time in the world to have a baby. I want you all to myself a little while longer".

Some may see that as being selfish, but I didn't care. I wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I wanted to share the world with him before we settled down and even thought about having kids.

We would have our moment but until then it was all about us.

"I know babe I just thought". He paused.

"I know". I whispered. "And when the times comes, you'll be the best dad".

..

always had some sort of business to take care

talked, we laughed.

We were halfway through Jumanji, and I wasn't sure I was going to see the end. My eyes were heavy and sore

it's bedtime

I stretched out my arms as another yawn

up and then

before we settled onto the couch, but I know he was double checking and making sure all the

I got to my feet. "Give me a kiss". I would probably

eyes. We rarely did anything like this, so it was nice to spend time together and

did. I saw the disappointment on his face when he looked at the test. He wanted to be a dad; I

not ready to be

He kissed the top of my head. "One day

..

couldn't stop. It was the first thing I thought about when I woke this morning. I wanted everything

It wasn't even noon yet. Jake was still in bed; I didn't want to wake him because he rarely had a lie

Everything smelled fresh and I felt good. I went into the kitchen and made myself some

before hearing the water running and then there was