My Hot Alpha

Chpater 366

I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn't long before the nurse poked her head in to check my observations.

"Do you need anything sweetie?".

I shook my head.

"Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?".

I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn't her fault, but I wasn't in the mood for talking.

"I'll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button".

I felt lost. I didn't understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed. But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.

"Babe". His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.

"I need to pee".

He helped me to the bathroom and against my protests he wouldn't leave.

want to

"I can manage".

was just being stubborn. I was looking for someone to blame other than myself and that

and a pressure down below. Was that normal? I had never lost a baby before, so I had no

I finished up washing my hands and headed back

wanted sleep. I was exhausted and every

into bed he pressed a kiss against my forehead. "I'm right here

want to

okay". Again, he pressed his

..

felt sick because I hadn't eaten anything. I couldn't seem to stomach food. The thought alone

softly from the chair his jumper covering his eyes. That can't be

my room opened the

once that's finished the doctor will come in

I go

see why not. He'll come and speak

I shook my head.

door was closed Jake

are you

"Sore, uncomfortable".