My Hot Alpha

Chpater 368

The sob fell from my lips as I held onto him for dear life. My emotions hit, reality seeping in. I had never been sure if I was ready to be a mom, but I never wished for anything like this to happen. My head was a mess. I still couldn't understand how I could miss something I never had but I did. Our baby was part of me, part of us and now nothing.

"I just want to go home please". I cried.

"I'm so sorry baby". He whispered kissing the top of my head. "I'm so so sorry".

I wasn't sure how long he held me, but I didn't want him to let go. As much as I was angry, he always had a way of calming me down. He moved us making sure I was comfortable, my head resting against his chest. "Is this okay for you, are you sore?".

I was but I didn't care. I didn't want to move.

He was my safe place and right now I needed him more than ever.

..

I was ready to be discharged. Well, I was discharging myself. The doctor came and went. Explaining to me and preparing me for what happens after a miscarriage.

But that wasn't the reason they wanted me to stay another night. My injuries weren't serious, but they wanted to keep me for observations. I was not doing that. If anything were to happen, I would have the pack doctor. I wasn't even sure why Jake hadn't taken me to him first. He hates hospitals, doesn't trust them and yet here we are.

this is a good

of me discharging myself. One more night wasn't going to

fine". I just wanted to be in the comfort

barely fucking walk". He ran a hand through his hair. I knew he was holding onto his temper for my sake. "Stay for one more night and I'll

"What?". He frowned.

are you trying to get me to

and I want you to get the best care. They recommend you

to know? Him keeping things from me was nothing new. "Fine".

"What, no".

"Yes".

"You're being difficult Leah".

I didn't care. I wanted to go

was cut off by a knock on the

night

"No, you're not".

come

wasn't in the mood for visitors, nor did I want them. Not to be rude but I wasn't up for talking to anyone. What was