My Hot Alpha

Chpater 368

The sob fell from my lips as I held onto him for dear life. My emotions hit, reality seeping in. I had never been sure if I was ready to be a mom, but I never wished for anything like this to happen. My head was a mess. I still couldn't understand how I could miss something I never had but I did. Our baby was part of me, part of us and now nothing.

"I just want to go home please". I cried.

"I'm so sorry baby". He whispered kissing the top of my head. "I'm so so sorry".

I wasn't sure how long he held me, but I didn't want him to let go. As much as I was angry, he always had a way of calming me down. He moved us making sure I was comfortable, my head resting against his chest. "Is this okay for you, are you sore?".

I was but I didn't care. I didn't want to move.

He was my safe place and right now I needed him more than ever.

..

I was ready to be discharged. Well, I was discharging myself. The doctor came and went. Explaining to me and preparing me for what happens after a miscarriage.

But that wasn't the reason they wanted me to stay another night. My injuries weren't serious, but they wanted to keep me for observations. I was not doing that. If anything were to happen, I would have the pack doctor. I wasn't even sure why Jake hadn't taken me to him first. He hates hospitals, doesn't trust them and yet here we are.

don't think this is a good idea

the idea of me discharging myself. One

just wanted to be in the comfort of my

onto his temper for my sake. "Stay for one more night and I'll take you home in the

"What?". He frowned.

you trying to get

I want you to get the best care. They recommend

want me to know? Him keeping things from

"What, no".

"Yes".

"You're being difficult Leah".

care. I wanted to go home; I didn't understand why he wouldn't just

swear to god-...". He was cut off by a knock on the

another night

"No, you're not".

can come

or she heard our conversation. I wasn't in the mood for visitors, nor did I want them. Not to be rude but I wasn't up for talking to anyone.