My Hot Alpha

Chpater 370

True to her word Charlotte dropped off a bag of my things. I was sitting on the hospital bed, hair still wet from the shower, stuck in my own head, stuck with my own thoughts.

I wanted so badly to remember the accident, but I was getting nowhere. I remembered nothing other than waking up here.

"Do you want me to brush out your hair?". He asked.

Since when has he ever done that?

I shook my head. My hair I could manage but showering was a whole different story. My body ached, my face the worst. My nose wasn't broken but it was fractured. The bruising had already started to show, nice dark purple ones. "Do you want me to get you anything?".

"Some tea would be nice".

"Okay baby. Are you feeling any better?".

"Still sore but I'll heal".

"Yeah, you will". He kissed the top of my head before leaving the room.

I was uncomfortable. The cramps hadn't started yet but I was bleeding heavily, and I was afraid I was going to leak right through. As much as I was against staying another night, I was glad I was here.

not having to talk to anyone and I was glad Jake was still here. I wanted to shut myself down and out against the world, but I promised myself I wasn't going to do that. I was taking Charlotte's advice; I was going to lean on him as much as I could. I had to remind myself it wasn't just me that lost our baby. We lost our child, but I knew we'd be able to heal together. We had to. Jake had shown no emotion and I hated it. I didn't know what he was thinking. I knew he'd be hurting just as much as I was, but he never showed it. He always hid it away and used anger as a coping mechanism. I didn't want that. I wanted him to share with me. To show me what he was thinking and how he was feeling.

knew he wouldn't. Whether it be a man thing or a pride thing I wasn't sure, but I knew I'd have to

with a fresh

"Uncomfortable but I'm okay".

vitals. I've moved your observations to every

as he entered the room. "Can you

drowsy and sleepy. I was also afraid of

off baby and make

you a sleeping

I shook my head. "I'll

sweetie your vitals are good. I'll

...

I was exhausted but my mind wouldn't shut off. I wanted to cry. Jake was asleep on the

off the mattress. I didn't want to wake him but at the same time I did. I knew the both of us hadn't had the

now I have to pee". I sighed, pushing the covers

the bed and leading me to the bathroom. "Do

bed".

watching me. What I would give to know what he's thinking. After finishing