My Hot Alpha

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I was parked outside the coffee shop had been for about fifteen minutes. My gran was here inside sitting in a booth by the window. I could see her perfectly from my car.

I hadn't gone inside yet because I wasn't sure what to say to her. I wasn't sure how it was going to go. Should I even be here? Should I have left the past in the past and got on with my life? I missed having her in my life, but I didn't need her not anymore.

Sighing I unclipped my seatbelt and got out making sure to lock my car before heading inside. She had already ordered for us. Two coffees sat on the table.

"Hey". I smiled sitting opposite her.

"I ordered for us I hope it's still a cappuccino". She spoke.

"It is thank you". I felt awkward, it was awkward between us and if it's one thing I hated it was feeling uncomfortable. It shouldn't be like this not with her. I still wondered how we ended up the way we did. We used to be so close.

"You look good sweetheart". She smiled. "Are you doing, okay? Is life treating you well?".

I shrugged. "I haven't really been doing much if I'm honest. I'm waiting to hear back about college but that's about it". I didn't feel the need to share everything with her because she didn't need to know. She didn't need to know about the baby or the miscarriage.

"Sounds exciting. Am I right in saying you'll be studying English literature?". She asked.

"That's the plan". I took a sip of my coffee. "But I have to wait and see if I get a space first".

"I'm sure you will".

"Why am I here?". I asked.

"What?". She frowned.

not to be rude or blunt but there had to be a reason as to why she asked me to go for coffee. We hadn't spoken in months and then she

ask me

have any patience". She

my teeth in the hopes I didn't say something I would probably regret later. She had a wicked tongue at

haven't spoken in months. You cut me out of your life like it was nothing and then text me out of the blue wanting to see me. So, what do

every day. I made a mistake, and I realise that. I pushed you out and pushed you away because I thought I was doing what was best for

my eyes. It was the same old story. She thought she was doing what was best for me.

us to go back to

what I hope for one day, but I know it's not going to happen overnight. I know you'll need time

be a start". This book has many missing chapters and scenes if you're not reading it on Job ni b.com I was too nice of a person just to brush her off and say no. Even after everything I couldn't bring myself to hurt

I know I could

further down the line we could have you and Jake

"Maybe". I smiled.

..

driveway for the last twenty minutes. I thought the minute we sat down and spoke we would have fell back into the way we were before but that didn't

and it felt forced but that was the first time we had been for coffee in months. Maybe the next time we meet it'll be better. I guess we just have to get to know

seemed well though, aging

from my thoughts. Jake opened the door

to sit out

smiled. "Just