My Hot Alpha

Chpater 398

I was parked outside the coffee shop had been for about fifteen minutes. My gran was here inside sitting in a booth by the window. I could see her perfectly from my car.

I hadn't gone inside yet because I wasn't sure what to say to her. I wasn't sure how it was going to go. Should I even be here? Should I have left the past in the past and got on with my life? I missed having her in my life, but I didn't need her not anymore.

Sighing I unclipped my seatbelt and got out making sure to lock my car before heading inside. She had already ordered for us. Two coffees sat on the table.

"Hey". I smiled sitting opposite her.

"I ordered for us I hope it's still a cappuccino". She spoke.

"It is thank you". I felt awkward, it was awkward between us and if it's one thing I hated it was feeling uncomfortable. It shouldn't be like this not with her. I still wondered how we ended up the way we did. We used to be so close.

"You look good sweetheart". She smiled. "Are you doing, okay? Is life treating you well?".

I shrugged. "I haven't really been doing much if I'm honest. I'm waiting to hear back about college but that's about it". I didn't feel the need to share everything with her because she didn't need to know. She didn't need to know about the baby or the miscarriage.

"Sounds exciting. Am I right in saying you'll be studying English literature?". She asked.

"That's the plan". I took a sip of my coffee. "But I have to wait and see if I get a space first".

"I'm sure you will".

"Why am I here?". I asked.

"What?". She frowned.

to be a reason as to why she asked me to go for coffee. We hadn't spoken in months and

did you ask me

have

grit my teeth in the hopes I didn't say something I would probably regret later. She had

me out of your life like it was nothing and then text me out

miss you Leah, I miss you every day. I made a mistake, and I realise that. I pushed you

was the same old story. She thought she was doing what was

to go back to the way we

but I know it's not going to happen overnight. I know you'll need time to think about it but maybe we could start by meeting once a week for

and scenes if you're not

I could

smiled. "Maybe further down the line we could have

"Maybe". I smiled.

..

sat in the driveway for the last twenty minutes. I thought the minute we sat down and spoke we would

first time we had been for coffee in months. Maybe the next time we meet it'll be better. I guess we just have

seemed well though, aging like a

from my thoughts. Jake opened the door and got

sit out here

smiled. "Just