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Was it awkward or was I just being my weird overthinking self again? I was listening to the conversation happening around the table while eating my food.

Lacey was massive and I joked about there being two in there, but she corrected me and was sure there was only one. Were we okay? Was the awkwardness there because of me? Was I making it awkward?

A sigh fell from my lips. I was becoming annoyed with myself for being stupid. We were all friends, the best of friends. I was overthinking the situation like always.

"I miss this". Lana smiled. "We never hang out anymore".

She wasn't wrong. I was surprised we all made it here today. Everyone was always busy living their own lives.

"Life gets busy". I shrugged. "But you're right we need to do this more often". I took a sip of my coke my eyes landing on Lacey.

She had barely touched her food at all.

"Are you okay?". I asked.

"Fine". She smiled.

"Okay". Jake's voice was ringing in my head. I was not to push her; she didn't feel comfortable around me as it is because of the pregnancy which again was the stupidest thing I had ever heard. "Pregnancy is kicking your ass Lacey". Alanna spoke. "Are you still being sick?".

She nodded.

"Have you tried ginger?". I asked.

tablets but they're not working. I'm sick all

would try the ginger. Charlotte said it worked a treat when she was

smiled. "Thanks

grabbed her arm pulling her from her

Lana groaned. "Don't

friend". She sighed.

don't need to explain

your baby, and I couldn't bring myself to shove my pregnancy in your face". "You know I would never think that, Lacey. I'm happy for you this is an exciting time, and I wish you nothing but happiness". I reached over placing my hand on top of hers. "I'm

my life, and I hate it. I'm sick every day, I can't sleep at night because I can never get comfortable and the pain in

felt sorry for her. She wasn't catching a break, and she still had a

your house back to you". It was the least I could do.

"It's not our house and Jack prefers staying at his

you

shrugged. "And I would never expect

was the one that up and left in the first place, but I guess she was right. I couldn't ever see myself throwing my

am sorry Leah. I should never have thought that in the first

ready to talk about and I wasn't sure if I would ever be ready. Jake and I have dealt with it our own way. We're happy,

It wasn't going to do

me.

believer of everything happens

sweetheart she is she took the hint and for that I was grateful. Not that she or anyone else would ever force me into