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I would love nothing more than for her to be a constant in my life again, but I didn't know how to get back to the way we were before this all blew up in our faces. "I'll never hate her Carter, but I don't know how to get back to where we were. So much has changed, and I want to fix it, but I don't know how".

"Small steps bear like dinner tomorrow".

"Yeah, you're right small steps".

It could only go up from here, right?

"How are you doing anyway?". He asked.

"I got into college so there's that".

"Yeah?". He grinned.

I nodded. "No more sitting around staring at the same four walls all day". I was excited about this. It was the start of something new and I was ready for it. "How many days do you go there?".

"Monday through to Wednesday and then a half day on a Thursday so I'll be there the majority of the week".

"Good bear that's good. Let me guess you're majoring in English literature?".

A laugh fell from my lips. "I'm even thinking about doing a night class as well". On what yet I wasn't sure I just wanted to keep busy and secure a degree or two.

I needed purpose and something to work towards and it's not like I had a job to go to. Apparently, I didn't need to work or make money.

A sigh fell from my lips. I knew Jake would want nothing more than for me to stay at home and do nothing but that wasn't in my nature. I wasn't ready to be a housewife just yet.

to be a wife and a mom. This time now was for me, for us, to

you doing

"Always bear". He smiled.

sorted things out?". I wasn't sure if they were still a little

do what I'm told and get on with

"Twisted, never". I grinned.

as he grabbed another slice of pizza. "Did you

was a werewolf, the mate to an

He grinned. "Life works in mysterious

reason". I spoke. "And no, I didn't think this would have been my life but I'm glad it is. I'm happy now, more than I've ever

"Gran?". I frowned.

He nodded.

moved us out here for George and the rest just happened. I don't believe she knew I was Jake's mate I

wrong I don't believe her intentions were bad just the

it all the wrong way. I think she needs forgiveness, for you to forgive her and for the both of

my benefit. Pushing me to move in with Jake, selling the house, skipping town

happens for a reason though,

believe that?". He

"I do".

want to

want to move on and be done with this whole thing. I'm sick to death of it always playing in the back of my mind. And if I'm being really honest here whether she's in my life or not nothing

That's very mature but don't you think she

getting at