My Hot Alpha

I would love nothing more than for her to be a constant in my life again, but I didn't know how to get back to the way we were before this all blew up in our faces. "I'll never hate her Carter, but I don't know how to get back to where we were. So much has changed, and I want to fix it, but I don't know how".

"Small steps bear like dinner tomorrow".

"Yeah, you're right small steps".

It could only go up from here, right?

"How are you doing anyway?". He asked.

"I got into college so there's that".

"Yeah?". He grinned.

I nodded. "No more sitting around staring at the same four walls all day". I was excited about this. It was the start of something new and I was ready for it. "How many days do you go there?".

"Monday through to Wednesday and then a half day on a Thursday so I'll be there the majority of the week".

"Good bear that's good. Let me guess you're majoring in English literature?".

A laugh fell from my lips. "I'm even thinking about doing a night class as well". On what yet I wasn't sure I just wanted to keep busy and secure a degree or two.

I needed purpose and something to work towards and it's not like I had a job to go to. Apparently, I didn't need to work or make money.

A sigh fell from my lips. I knew Jake would want nothing more than for me to stay at home and do nothing but that wasn't in my nature. I wasn't ready to be a housewife just yet.

whole life ahead of me to be a wife and a mom. This time now

you doing

"Always bear". He smiled.

things out?". I wasn't sure if they were still a

and get on with it. We're fine though we'll always sort

"Twisted, never". I grinned.

from his lips as he grabbed another slice of pizza. "Did you ever think your

Finding out I was a werewolf, the mate to an

it like that". He grinned. "Life works in

"And no, I didn't think this would have been my life but I'm glad it is. I'm happy now, more than I've ever been". "Do you think she did

"Gran?". I frowned.

He nodded.

happened. I don't believe she knew I was Jake's mate I mean how could she?". "Maybe she had a

come on". I rolled my eyes. "Don't get me wrong I don't believe her

it all the wrong way. I think she needs forgiveness, for you to forgive her and for the both

done some shitty things but apparently it was all for my benefit. Pushing me to move

happens for a reason

believe

"I do".

you want

I'm sick to death of it always playing in the back of my mind. And if I'm being really honest here whether she's

don't you think she deserves to be in

you getting