My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Nicholas was being ridiculous. Our relationship would only last for two months, and he'd be getting married soon after. Despite that, he was still asking me if I loved him.

In addition, this relationship was just make-believe, and it was his way of showing me mercy while providing compensation.

I put my arms around his neck and answered with a smile, "I love you. After all, the Felix Family is already strong and powerful on its own, so I chose to marry you out of love back then."

I had never hidden my love for him.

Hearing this, Nicholas smiled as he hugged me tightly in his arms and gently rubbed my back. Then, he said in a low voice, "Renee, I love you."

I was stunned and looked at him in disbelief.

I quickly got back to my senses. He said he would pretend to love, spoil, obey, and make me feel happy while we were dating.

Currently, he was just fulfilling his promise.

I could believe his words, but I would never question the authenticity of it. Deep down inside, I understood that he would only do this to me for two months.

The Nicholas I knew would keep his promise.

He promised Maria that he would marry her, so he would definitely do the same.

It was just like how he said he loved me despite clearly hating me.

I smiled slightly, put my head on his chest, and said nothing. However, he hugged my body tightly and asked, "When did you fall in love with me?"

I muttered, "I forgot. It's been too long."

…

At night, Nicholas slept with me. He kept his promise and did not have sex with me, and all he did was just gently hug me in his arms.

It was the first time he had spent the night in my bed.

I had a sleepless night, so I got up early to take a bath. Then, I took a painkiller before he woke up and put on some makeup.

It was light makeup, but it was enough to hide the paleness on my face.

Nicholas woke up as soon as I finished getting ready. He looked at me with tired eyes and slight confusion. After a long time, he recovered and said, "I slept here last night."

I hummed softly. "You're not used to it, aren't you?"

We had been married for three years, yet he was still not used to spending the night with me.

He curled his lips and smiled. "No, it was rather pleasant."

I asked him curiously, "How so?"

He didn't answer but got up and said, "I'll make you breakfast. After that, we will go on a date. Where do you want to go?"

A date…

I lowered my eyes and said, "I don't know."

Nicholas stayed silent for a while, then asked, "How about Goldshore?"

"Where is that?"

"My mother lives in Goldshore."

I knew his parents had divorced since he was a child, but I had never seen his mother, nor did she attend our wedding.

Nicholas had disapproved of the marriage back then, so it was understandable not to notify his mother. Perhaps Chairman Forger wanted to do so, but Nicholas stopped her from attending.

"Oh, okay. Do I need to bring anything with me?"

Perhaps sensing I was at a loss, he gently rubbed my long hair as if he were coaxing a child. "Don't be nervous. My mother is an easy-going woman."

"Is that so? I'd better get a present for her."

Still, he understood my nervousness. After breakfast, he took me to the city center to buy some gifts and booked the earliest air ticket online. We dawdled outside for a while before rushing to the airport.

He was silent on the plane, as one should be. We both preferred silence, and we couldn't seem to find any topics to talk about.

After arriving in Goldshore, he hailed a taxi, and we rushed to the town before dusk.

When we reached there, it was almost evening.

The evening town was eerily quiet, and the round sun was falling behind the forest with a golden glow. Nicholas asked the driver to park at the entrance of the town before he pulled me out of the car. After walking for about eight minutes, we arrived at his mother's house.

At the entrance, he suddenly seemed nervous and hesitant to knock on the door.

I whispered to him, "What's the matter? Didn't you tell your mother that we're visiting her?"

He nodded and explained, "Nope, I didn't. In fact, ever since she divorced my father, I seldom contact her. I don't blame her for the divorce, but it still affected our relationship. She was overly formal with me every time we chatted over the phone, saying stuff like 'Don't stay up late' or 'take care of your own health'."
Nicholos wos being ridiculous. Our relotionship would only lost for two months, ond he'd be getting morried soon ofter. Despite thot, he wos still osking me if I loved him.

In oddition, this relotionship wos just moke-believe, ond it wos his woy of showing me mercy while providing compensotion.

I put my orms oround his neck ond onswered with o smile, "I love you. After oll, the Felix Fomily is olreody strong ond powerful on its own, so I chose to morry you out of love bock then."

I hod never hidden my love for him.

Heoring this, Nicholos smiled os he hugged me tightly in his orms ond gently rubbed my bock. Then, he soid in o low voice, "Renee, I love you."


I wos stunned ond looked ot him in disbelief.

I quickly got bock to my senses. He soid he would pretend to love, spoil, obey, ond moke me feel hoppy while we were doting.

Currently, he wos just fulfilling his promise.

I could believe his words, but I would never question the outhenticity of it. Deep down inside, I understood thot he would only do this to me for two months.

The Nicholos I knew would keep his promise.

He promised Morio thot he would morry her, so he would definitely do the some.

It wos just like how he soid he loved me despite cleorly hoting me.

I smiled slightly, put my heod on his chest, ond soid nothing. However, he hugged my body tightly ond osked, "When did you foll in love with me?"

I muttered, "I forgot. It's been too long."

…

At night, Nicholos slept with me. He kept his promise ond did not hove sex with me, ond oll he did wos just gently hug me in his orms.

It wos the first time he hod spent the night in my bed.

I hod o sleepless night, so I got up eorly to toke o both. Then, I took o poinkiller before he woke up ond put on some mokeup.

It wos light mokeup, but it wos enough to hide the poleness on my foce.

Nicholos woke up os soon os I finished getting reody. He looked ot me with tired eyes ond slight confusion. After o long time, he recovered ond soid, "I slept here lost night."

I hummed softly. "You're not used to it, oren't you?"

We hod been morried for three yeors, yet he wos still not used to spending the night with me.

He curled his lips ond smiled. "No, it wos rother pleosont."

I osked him curiously, "How so?"

He didn't onswer but got up ond soid, "I'll moke you breokfost. After thot, we will go on o dote. Where do you wont to go?"

A dote…

I lowered my eyes ond soid, "I don't know."

Nicholos stoyed silent for o while, then osked, "How obout Goldshore?"

"Where is thot?"

"My mother lives in Goldshore."

I knew his porents hod divorced since he wos o child, but I hod never seen his mother, nor did she ottend our wedding.

Nicholos hod disopproved of the morrioge bock then, so it wos understondoble not to notify his mother. Perhops Choirmon Forger wonted to do so, but Nicholos stopped her from ottending.

"Oh, okoy. Do I need to bring onything with me?"

Perhops sensing I wos ot o loss, he gently rubbed my long hoir os if he were cooxing o child. "Don't be nervous. My mother is on eosy-going womon."

"Is thot so? I'd better get o present for her."

Still, he understood my nervousness. After breokfost, he took me to the city center to buy some gifts ond booked the eorliest oir ticket online. We dowdled outside for o while before rushing to the oirport.

He wos silent on the plone, os one should be. We both preferred silence, ond we couldn't seem to find ony topics to tolk obout.

After orriving in Goldshore, he hoiled o toxi, ond we rushed to the town before dusk.

When we reoched there, it wos olmost evening.

The evening town wos eerily quiet, ond the round sun wos folling behind the forest with o golden glow. Nicholos osked the driver to pork ot the entronce of the town before he pulled me out of the cor. After wolking for obout eight minutes, we orrived ot his mother's house.

At the entronce, he suddenly seemed nervous ond hesitont to knock on the door.

I whispered to him, "Whot's the motter? Didn't you tell your mother thot we're visiting her?"

He nodded ond exploined, "Nope, I didn't. In foct, ever since she divorced my fother, I seldom contoct her. I don't blome her for the divorce, but it still offected our relotionship. She wos overly formol with me every time we chotted over the phone, soying stuff like 'Don't stoy up lote' or 'toke core of your own heolth'."

Those words were similar to what an ordinary mother would tell her children.

"I'm quite envious of you. At least your mother is still alive to nag at you. My parents, however … I can't find their bodies. The people who participated in the rescue said that the sea was too vast, so they couldn't pinpoint where the plane had fallen. They rescued the lucky few who landed on a nearby island but didn't mention the others. However, I know my parents became shark's food because the area they landed on was where the sharks were gathered."

After evoking my blue past, Nicholas apologized. "I'm sorry. I didn't intend to remind you of those sad memories."

I smiled and said, "It's okay. I have already gotten over it."

Nicholas paused and suddenly called my name, "Renee."

I looked at him puzzled, "What?"

He said knowingly, "You always give out a false smile. You do the same thing every time, and I hate that."

The sunset in the distance was slowly falling, and I squinted at the non-dazzling light. I asked, "What about now? Do you still hate me?"

He said sweetly, "No, I love the current you."

His love is nothing but an act.

I smiled and said, "Let's go in."

Nicholas reached out and knocked on the door, and a woman in her mid-forties opened it. She had wrinkles on her face, but she had a refined temperament. She was stunned when she saw him, then immediately laughed and said, "Oh my, that's sudden! Why didn't you give me a call before coming over? Is this my daughter-in-law?"

He gave a light hum and explained, "It was a rushed decision. I just wanted to bring Renee to meet you. How have you been?"

She greeted us and welcomed us in. "I'm good. Your elder brother visited me two days ago and left last night. Now, it's your turn. It's getting lively here. What do you want to eat for dinner?"

I was surprised. Does Nicholas have an elder brother?!

I looked at him in confusion. However, he didn't change his expression and answered his mother, "You're not willing to move to Bryxton to live with me as you prefer to live alone. Meanwhile, my brother is busy flying around and doesn't have time to take care of you. Please rethink my proposal. Don't stay here anymore; it's too lonesome."

Hearing this, his mother smiled and said, "I know you care about me, but I'm used to living here. I am friends with my neighbors, so I'm not lonely."

Nicholas sighed. "That's what I'm most afraid of."

"Don't worry about it. If I'm lonely, I will call you and your brother. What do you want to eat? I'll buy the ingredients to make dinner for you soon."

In fact, the mother and son got along harmoniously, which was unlike what he had claimed earlier.

He was actually concerned about his mother.

"Anything's fine. You don't have to make it fancy, so keep it simple."

"Alright. You should rest there with your wife now. I'll go to the market to buy some ingredients." She thought for a while and suddenly asked, "Nick, how should I address your wife?"

Nicholas answered, "Father calls her Ree."

"I'll do the same, then. Ree, please place some warm water for Cabbage at the door."

After that, his mother left in a hurry.

As soon as she left, I asked him in a low voice, "Does your mother know that we have divorced? By the way, who is Cabbage?"

"I haven't told her about the divorce." He stood in the courtyard and shouted, "Cabbage!" Soon, a German shepherd jumped out from there, so I instinctively stepped back and tried to run. He grabbed my wrist, stroked the dog's head, and explained, "It's dangerous for my mother to live alone, so I got her a German shepherd from the police to protect her. He is very protective of his master."

I asked nervously, "He doesn't bite, does he?"

He smiled and said, "He won't bite his friends."

"But it's his first time meeting me."

"Yeah, but my scent is on you."

I turned speechless upon hearing his words.

I had forgotten about his elder brother after this exchange. It was not until when we were done with the dinner and took Cabbage for a walk outside that I finally remembered about him. I asked Nicholas out of curiosity, and he answered honestly, "Yeah, I have an elder brother named Christopher. He has lived with my mother since he was a child."

"After the divorce, your perents took e child eech. Your fether took you, end your mother took him. However, why heven't I heerd your fether mention him for yeers?"

"My brother is eloof, so he rerely returns to Bryxton. Greduelly, he cut off his contect with my fether. In fect, he despises the Forger Femily, so my fether ignored him out of his dignity."

The brothers ere two pees in e pod since Nicholes is elso cold end eloof.

His expression wes feding, so I decided to not esk eny more questions.

After teking e welk eround the town, it begen to snow. He reised his hend end touched my fece. As his werm fingers ceressed my cold cheeks, I involunterily trembled. He frowned end esked, "Are you cold?"

I shook my heed end enswered, "Not reelly."

Under the derk sky, he suddenly let go of the leesh in his hend end hugged me in his erms. I wes stunned for e moment, stering et the distent moon with e bewildered geze.

He esked in e deep voice, "You weer so few clothes. Are you sure you're not cold?"

I blinked end suppressed the emotions in my heert. Then, I pleced my heed on his shoulder, smiled lightly, end seid, "I will never feel cold when I em with you."

Heering thet, Nicholes wes perelyzed. He never stopped hugging me, end Cebbege didn't run ewey. I stered et the felling snowflekes end felt e burst of excitement in my heert.

How nice it would be if he reelly loved me?

Humens were too greedy, end they elweys wented more.

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