My Love Until the Last Goodbye by Alut

Chapter 0860

“If you’re asking me if I’m scared–yeah. I’m terrified. This has never happened to me before… at least, not that I remember.

“When I was 25, I won’t lie to you–I wasn’t a saint. Not even close. Money and pleasure were my priorities. Back then, I had a toxic, messed up relationship with Alden’s mother. But that was years ago.

“And then there’s some woman named Mary. Apparently, she was important to me, but I can connect my life to hers. All I know is that now, she’s married to my best friend and has a happy family.

“Celeste, I know I’m not the best man for you. Look at me- I have nothing but money. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I lost my identity.

“Yesterday, I had a breakdown over the damn clothes in my closet. I know it sounds stupid, but it’s not. Every time I walk into my room, I feel like I’m suffocating. That’s why I wanted to come here–to see if there’s anything left I can rebuild.”

He let out a deep breath before continuing.

“If I’m being completely honest, up until yesterday, when I got home… I didn’t know what the hell to do with you.

“I didn’t know how to act around you.

“Fuck, Celeste… You’re the mother of my children.

“And the moment I touched your belly, I knew it was real. They’re there. It’s not a dream. It’s not a lie.

real, and they need us.

said it yourself–being alone hurts.

a child, but at 16, my father dumped me in a boarding school in Galea and never looked back. From that moment on, I had to learn to survive on my

It makes you do stupid

admire you for

“You’re strong.

even imagine you at six years old,

could find just to survive–while I, at the same age, was drowning

kids to grow up

right

have a lot to make up for. I don’t even know how much yet,

is giving me this chance

this is my shot

we admit it or not… our kids

you don’t want to stay with me, I

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anything.

I will be there.

“For you.