My Love Until the Last Goodbye by Alut

Chapter 0860

“If you’re asking me if I’m scared–yeah. I’m terrified. This has never happened to me before… at least, not that I remember.

“When I was 25, I won’t lie to you–I wasn’t a saint. Not even close. Money and pleasure were my priorities. Back then, I had a toxic, messed up relationship with Alden’s mother. But that was years ago.

“And then there’s some woman named Mary. Apparently, she was important to me, but I can connect my life to hers. All I know is that now, she’s married to my best friend and has a happy family.

“Celeste, I know I’m not the best man for you. Look at me- I have nothing but money. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I lost my identity.

“Yesterday, I had a breakdown over the damn clothes in my closet. I know it sounds stupid, but it’s not. Every time I walk into my room, I feel like I’m suffocating. That’s why I wanted to come here–to see if there’s anything left I can rebuild.”

He let out a deep breath before continuing.

“If I’m being completely honest, up until yesterday, when I got home… I didn’t know what the hell to do with you.

“I didn’t know how to act around you.

“Fuck, Celeste… You’re the mother of my children.

“And the moment I touched your belly, I knew it was real. They’re there. It’s not a dream. It’s not a lie.

they need

yourself–being alone hurts.

in a boarding school in Galea and never looked back. From that moment on, I had to learn to survive on my own. I even tried to kill myself

is a dangerous thing. It

I admire you for that.

“You’re strong.

you at six years old, alone.

any job you could find just to survive–while I, at the same age, was drowning in self–pity because I had no family… but plenty of money I refused

don’t want my kids to grow up without a

the right

a lot to make up for. I don’t even know how much yet, but I know I’ve hurt you.

me this chance to

my shot at

our kids will always keep

want to stay with me, I have to accept that

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anything.

will be

“For you.