Chapter 26: I Want Them Chapter 26: I Want Them Angelia

This was totally insane? What they had suggested, would they really share me and how the hell would that even work? Too many thoughts and questions lingered in my mind as I got back home. Things I hadn't even thought about asking when I was with them bombarded me. I should have been repulsed or something, the thought of being shared by not two but three grown men should have made me even just a little bit scared but hell no if my mind wanted to get with the program. No, it didn't repulse me, it excited me and foe that, I was a little bit scared but for my own sanity more than anything else.

What was wrong with me for even considering this? Was there anything wrong with wanting something more unorthodox? The truth was, I really didn't know the answer to that. My mind returned to what had happened in the viewing room, it had been the best sexual experience I had ever had. They made me c***m, like honestly, made me o**m. That in itself was a feat, I hadn't been able to do that with someone else before. Sure, I have o***d by myself but I had always worried that the m***al block I had when I was with other men would always keep me from experiencing that kind of pleasure with them. Now, I felt relieved that it wasn't the case. My apartment was a welcome relief from the dramatic and provocative club. It was late but I was too keyed up to be able to fall asleep. I got ready for bed and grabbed my Kindle from the kitchen counter. Maybe a bit of reading would help shut off the overactive brain of mine. My favo My favorite author had published a new book recently and though I didn't know what it was about, I knew I would love it. I like all her books.

I laughed hysterical as I read the introduction, it was about one woman and three men, reverse f*ng ****em. She hasn't written this type of book before so what the hell did this mean? Was

the universe trying to tell me something? Even so, I ** and what better way to

experience a taste of being shared by multiple men than to live it through another person.

When I woke up the next morning, I felt the opposite of well-rested. I had spent most of the night engulfed in the book about the woman with her three lovers. Of course, I didn't make my decision based on the book, this was reality and not some fictional love story but I couldn't help but be intrigued.

I knew what Andy would say to my situation and maybe that was why I told him at the beginning of our shift but I kept their names out of it.

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Chapter 26: I Want Them

like everyone's secret dream!" He hasn't

only other person in the cafe was the chef and he was hard of hearing. We would

say no,

without thought and sometimes. without reason. In other words, he was the cooler one out of the two of us. "Baby girl, is t is there some part of you that wants this? Be honest.," He was rarely serious so it made me listen more to what he had to say when he actually was. "Maybe,"1 mumbled, placing several freshly baked

yes? Then there is nothing wrong with wanting it, I would say I should go for

"But?"

But

me about the sponsor membership. It applies to this too, ask yourself if you would regret it if you turned it down? Then that would be your answer to if you should do this or not." I had to admit, he shocked me with his wisdom. Sometimes, I forgot who I was talking to. He was always so cheerful and carefree but I knew he went through hell when he came out to his very christian parents. It didn't end in support and love, that was for sure. "And if you are going to say yes, lay down some ground rules. Not just limits you are not willing to cross but have an open dialogue with them." He continued and f***k, I just

sol

I did.

a big hug

"What is this for?"

replied honestly, smiling when he hugged

this when you go off and have a foursome. If you give me

I worked with him, we always had something to talk

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