MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men Chapter 57: Unzip Me Chapter 57: Unzip Me Angelia

One night stands could be fun with the right people probably I won't know. I had always been unlucky with who I would end up going home with. More often than not, which means always, I went home with jerks that had no problem complaining about what other girls did wrong in bed ruining someone's self-esteem. Andy had asked me why I would go home with d***ags but the thing was, they were all so charming until they weren't. I was a horrible judge of character, not seeing when someone was playing me. But these three men though, weren't anything like those jerks, I just knew it. I think that even if I had some interest in bdsm when I found out what it was, of me craved another par it as it as soon as I had my self-esteem broken.

Having a dominant meant I could let go of my thoughts and worries, I could stop overthinking about what I should do or if I was good enough in bed. With a dom, I would have it all taken away and all that would be left were orders and demands and guidance when I needed a helping hand. It was safe when all I had ever been met with were scornful comments of everything I did wrong or did poorly.

"What is it?" Marshall asked, reading my emotions expressed on my face.

"Please don't..." I shook my head.

This was supposed to be a*** time and not whatever I had created with my insecurities.

"Don't what? Baby girl, you have talk to me. The relationship between a Dom and his submissive only works with trust and open communication. Talk to me." He urged me and I could see how much he wanted me to let him in. He is not like those boys, I reminded myself. Taking a deep breath, I told him about what worries me. Even if I knew deep down that he was far from being like one of those jerks, it didn't change the fact that I had issues with myself and my insecurities brought on my others hateful words. "Please don't be mean, I probably suck at b***obs, no pun intended." I said, forcing a smile.

There have been a couple of guys who have said...they said I was the worst to give b***b to anyone they had met."

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who knew the power of words. People like that, I can guarantee

like to bring others down

want to know how I know that?" I nodded. "Because I can

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the best. quality anyone can have in bed. You haven't had the opportunity or the right partner to learn but we were here to teach you what you cannot be taught on your own." What he had said made sense especially that part where I haven't had the opportunity to learn. I had been scared to mention anything because stuff like this was usually hard for me to talk about and I knew that we needed to have an open dialogue as he has said but talking about I my sexual skills or lack

I want to learn, it just wasn't easy to shake off the words spoken by other men. I guess I just needed the right man or men to help

with all three of them and I didn't think they would ever stoop so low and judge me for what I didn't know. I was confident they would do the opposite instead and build me up. "I am happy to know that, baby girl." He stroked my cheek

it down slowly. He didn't comment on my nervousness and instead, stayed calm and supportive. I almost forgot my nerves when I saw he had gone commando, I didn't know anyone cou could do that.

asked, he let out his breath when I gripped his length and freed it from its confinement. Seriously, what was it about these men and big d***ks? Although

hell but I mean, come on, how would I even manage with one let alone two f****g me

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met this insanely handsome men. The time I was those jerks, I hadn't been able to see anything at all because the light were. off but a shape in the darkness, my fingertips touched each other as I held it but just barely.

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him. It made me want to try something else, to experiment and see what he liked and didn't. I wanted to know his body the way he seemed to know mine. After those jerks had talked badly about my skill, I had googled how become better at oral sex. It wasn't something I have had the opportunity to test out but I want to rock Marshall's world like he had done mine. It was time for payback of the good kind. Leaning back, I spit on my hand to make them wet and gripped his shaft