MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men Chapter 57: Unzip Me Chapter 57: Unzip Me Angelia

One night stands could be fun with the right people probably I won't know. I had always been unlucky with who I would end up going home with. More often than not, which means always, I went home with jerks that had no problem complaining about what other girls did wrong in bed ruining someone's self-esteem. Andy had asked me why I would go home with d***ags but the thing was, they were all so charming until they weren't. I was a horrible judge of character, not seeing when someone was playing me. But these three men though, weren't anything like those jerks, I just knew it. I think that even if I had some interest in bdsm when I found out what it was, of me craved another par it as it as soon as I had my self-esteem broken.

Having a dominant meant I could let go of my thoughts and worries, I could stop overthinking about what I should do or if I was good enough in bed. With a dom, I would have it all taken away and all that would be left were orders and demands and guidance when I needed a helping hand. It was safe when all I had ever been met with were scornful comments of everything I did wrong or did poorly.

"What is it?" Marshall asked, reading my emotions expressed on my face.

"Please don't..." I shook my head.

This was supposed to be a*** time and not whatever I had created with my insecurities.

"Don't what? Baby girl, you have talk to me. The relationship between a Dom and his submissive only works with trust and open communication. Talk to me." He urged me and I could see how much he wanted me to let him in. He is not like those boys, I reminded myself. Taking a deep breath, I told him about what worries me. Even if I knew deep down that he was far from being like one of those jerks, it didn't change the fact that I had issues with myself and my insecurities brought on my others hateful words. "Please don't be mean, I probably suck at b***obs, no pun intended." I said, forcing a smile.

There have been a couple of guys who have said...they said I was the worst to give b***b to anyone they had met."

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knew the power of words. People like that, I can guarantee you Chapter

other girls. They like to bring others down and I know for the fact that you

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but you are eager to learn and that is the best. quality anyone can have in bed. You haven't had the opportunity or the right partner to learn but we were here to teach you what you cannot be taught on your own." What he had said

I just needed the right man or men to help

and judge me for what I didn't know. I was confident they would do the

power. My hands shook a little as I opened the top button of his pants and grabbed the zipper, dragging it down slowly.

while I did as he asked, he let out his breath when I gripped his length and freed it from its confinement. Seriously, what was it about these

hoping for smaller d***k, sure big ***k were hot as hell but I mean, come on, how would I even manage with one let alone

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and smooth, yet firm in my hand and I caught myself staring. I didn't seem a d***k before because the light were always off until I met this insanely handsome men. The time I was those jerks, I hadn't been able to see anything at all because the light were. off but a shape in the darkness, my fingertips touched each other as I held it but just barely. His precum was leaking from the tip and my eyes trailed the drops as they slid down his length. Unable to stop myself, I leaned forward and licked the precum, curious about

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I was getting from him. It made me want to try something else, to experiment and see what he liked and didn't. I wanted to know his body the way he seemed to know mine. After those jerks had talked badly about my skill, I had googled how become better at oral sex. It wasn't something I have had the opportunity to test out but I want to rock Marshall's world like he had done mine. It was time for payback of the good kind. Leaning back, I spit on my hand to make them wet and gripped his shaft once again, stroking gently. I licked his length where I could before taking him into my mouth, his moans kept me going and let me know I was doing something he liked. He didn't hold back anything as he expressed his pleasure and I thought a part of it was for my benefits. I took him in as far as I could without gagging and stroked him in tact with my mouth. I remembered reading something about rolling my