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Chapter 81: You Are A Natural Submissive Chapter 81: You Are A Natural Submissive

Angelia

Riccardo pulled out of me gently and when I heard his zipper, I knew he was getting dressed again. He loosened the straps around my ankles before moving on to my wrists and he caught me as I fell. I was too exhausted to keep myself up, I didn't have any strength left in my body. "Do you need to use the bathroom?" He asked as he lifted me into his arms.

"Yes, sir." I said ho***ely.

"What about the butt plug?" I wasn't ashamed to ask, I didn't have the energy for that.

"You will keep it in for tonight and I will take it out tomorrow. Unless...do you need it out now?"

I knew what he was asking me, if I needed to do more than pee. I shook my head in response,

saving the little voice I had left. He carried me to the bathroom and helped me to sit down on the toilet, I whimpered as my sore bottom met the toilet seat. He went straight to the sink and started rummaging for something and I froze. Wasn't he going to give me some privacy? He must have felt my questioning eyes because he turned around and spoke. "I just had my fingers up your a***, do you really think I can't handle hearing you pee?" He asked, lifting a brow.

The way he said that, I was too wiped out to care. Had I been my usual self, I would have most certainly not been able to pee in front anyone. After emptying my full bladder, he held me up as I washed my hands and brushed my teeth before carrying me to bed and laid me down on my stomach.

"I will be right back." He said and a few seconds later, the bed dipped from additional weight. T jumped a little as I felt cold cream being gently rubbed onto my skin.

"It is a healing balm, I am guessing you are pretty sore." He said as he continued rubbing it in.

He was thorough, smearing it over every place he had struck and it helped almost immediately, taking the slight burn away and made me relax into his touch. As soon as I was relaxed, a strong emotion of something I couldn't name bubbled in my chest. It was sudden and intense with no warning, I was shocked to feel tear

down my face second before

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honey, are you okay?" He asked as he was through with the balm and was now

up at his worried face with tears

crying, I was just

by why it felt like I was drowning in sadness. It didn't make any sense why I would feel something like this after how happy I had been a moment ago. My chest felt constricted and ached with it all and I felt powerless to stop it, to gather myself and get it under control. There was just too much emotion for me to handle, my body shivered uncontrollably,

and all I wanted to do

blink of a moment? Riccardo sat down beside me and gathered me on his lap, his hands found their way back to my hair as

"Do

little bit." I

subspace is?" He asks, keeping his voice

with his thumb but more tears soon followed. "It is the work of hormones, adrenaline. Some submissives can experience subspace in an intense scene where their bodies interpret it as stress and act accordingly. Right now, you might be experiencing a sub-drop which is when your hormones stabilize. It can happen t after a play session or hours later." He explained it so calmly that I didn't feel crazy for reacting this

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such care and I couldn't help but nod even as another sob escaped. My eyes burned with the salty tears and I was pretty sure I was ugly crying right now with red eyes and a ***y nose. But I couldn't find it in me to care, I was too lost in the gut wrenching feeling of sadness. The few seconds Riccardo was gone felt like a lifetime, I needed him, his warmth, his arms and his soft soothing voice. He hurried towards his mini fridge and came

is dark chocolate." He said as he sat back down, once again returning me into