MY Possessive Mafia Men

Chapter 146

Chapter 148: You Brightened My Darkness Chapter 148: You Brightened My Darkness Angelia

For a second day in a row, I skipped both school and work. It was easier skipping school but I felt terrible knowing someone else had to cover my shift. Still, I needed time to sort things out and my emotions were still all over the place. It exhausted me and I had to take care of myself before I added more to my plate. On a bright note, I actually got around to figuring out my next step yesterday like I had planned to.

It was hard because the next step wasn't something I was ready for but something I still needed to do. I needed answers and to get them, I had to talk to them. These past days made it clear that if I didn't speak to them, I would never truly move past it because I would always wonder why. It was the single most hardest choice I had made to grow up. When I was a kid, I thought that people over eighteen were adults but the older I got, the more I learned that it had nothing to do with

age and all to do with how you acted and how you handled difficult situations. I had always I becoming an adult because mature decision s**d a** no matter how beneficial they could be could be

dreaded

When Andy got back yesterday from picking up my stuff, he had told me about Riccardo showing

up and then Marshall. It hurt to hear about them but at the same time, it gave me hope that some

of what we had was genuine. I mean, they must have cared at least a little if they were trying to seek me out, right? Abandoning Andy and James at the dinner table, I walked to the room for privacy. Sitting down on the bed, I finally turned off the flight mode on the phone. I had avoided my phone like the plague but it was time to get my a*** in gear and deal because if it was one thing I hadn't done these past days, it was dealing with the shit that had happened. Instead, I had fully succumbed to wallowing in self-pity so much so that Andy had sent James over while he was at work just so I couldn't wallow too much. The joke was on him, James had brought a shit ton of

ice cream and we watched some movies. The saddest movie ever made in my opinion and we cried together and if that wasn't the height of wallowing, I didn't know what was.

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it. Going for the easiest first, I clicked on the missed calls and scrolled down, seeing all the guys even Kingston who despised talking

We will find a way

on telling me the truth? Or would he have just continued to lie if I hadn't found out? Marshall told me but you already know.

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me a call." And

even an us any longer? The thought that we weren't broke me further and I didn't know what I wanted, only that I didn't want to feel like this, a mix of too many negative emotions that I couldn't discern one from the other. Scrolling down his newest text, I saw that it was sent an hour

knew it the second we saw you. I was just too greedy to let you walk away before we had a chance to see

complete haywire. I wasn't ready to read the texts from the other, not after how shitty I felt after reading Riccardo's but it needed to be done. It was basically like pouring alcohol into a wound, it might hurt but it would keep the wound from festering. Marshall was right under Riccardo's and I clicked on it.

causing you to hurt

come clean? Too many and yet they hadn't. If they had told me in the beginning, maybe...maybe I would have been more inclined to forgive them. Now

the restaurant today where we were on our date and I was thinking of you. I am always thinking

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and I wiped it away as I

never cared about you being my student. You are worth the risk,

am happy you have Andy, I know he will take care of you like we should have done. I

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