MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men

Chapter 153: You Match Us Perfectly Chapter 153: You Match Us Perfectly

Angelia

After I met with Riccardo, I went back to Andy's place, feeling so many mixed emotions. I couldn't think straight, I had thought I would have a clear picture of what I wanted after I had talked to them but I was even more confused than ever. They cared about me and I cared about them, that should have been enough answer, shouldn't it? But it just made our situation more complicated. If they cared about me enough, they would have told me but then again, they were also afraid of losing me. Goodness, I didn't know what to do. My heart was saying one thing and my mind a whole other thing. Both parties were trying to protect themselves. One part wanted to protect me from the heartbreak of losing them, the heartbreak of losing them, the other part wanted to protect me by making sure I would never go through that kind of hurt again. The conversation I had with them had been emotional, honest and raw. They had been open and answered my question and now, I just had to make a decision. As much as I wanted to forgive and forget, we would never be able to go back to how things were. No matter how much I didn't want their lapse of judgment to define us, it already had. If I chose them, there would always be a small part of me that would wonder if they were keeping something from me. We would have good days, sure but there would also be days where I couldn't so easily push aside what they had made me go through. But if I didn't choose them, I would

always wonder what we could have had. I had spoken the truth when I told Kingston that they had ruined me for other men. For those few weeks, they had shown me how it could be, they have given me a taste of my darkest desire and they had taken care of me in a way I hadn't let anyone do before. They had made me feel safe and cherished.

Andy was sitting on the couch when I got back and he hurriedly paused the show he was watching and looked at me expectantly.

"So,

how did it go?" he asked, dragging my feet to the seat next to him, I plopped my a**down. "Horribly, beautifully, good and bad. Take your pick."

"What did he say?" he pushed on, both curious and worried.

"He said he was an idiot which he is but he also told me he couldn't let me slip through their fingers and that is why he hired the private investigator to find me. Apparently, they had been searching for someone for years and I was the first one they had all taken an interest

bittersweet smile rested on my lips. The notion

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me the second they saw me was like every girl's dream. When Riccardo had said that, my heart had gone into high gear and I had practically swooned. These few days, I had been far from unaffected by their words. It meant a lot to me to hear how Marshall was willing to quit the job he loved before his last semester was up. And my heart warmed when Kingston used

done yesterday after I had met up with Marshall and Kingston. It felt good to share it with someone, it helped sort out my own thoughts and feelings. "Choose whatever makes you happy, girly. You don't owe them a thing but you owe it to yourself to make the choice that is right for you." He said as

my

my team all the way but he had also said he believed they would never betray my trust again. I didn't understand why he was so confident about that

forgive them but it happens again?

know it it is not easy,

are right."

you will always find something to be uncertain about. Sleep on it, right now you are emotionally exhausted and no

asked, my appetite for food was practically gone

and got us both a bowl of vanilla flavored ice cream and topped mine off with peanut, just the way I

I smiled at him before

and went to bed early and fell asleep to the sound of him chuckling from the living room as he continued the comedy movies we had picked out for our third movie. 2/4 Chapter

did, in the weeks that I had known them, they had taken