MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men

Chapter 158: Simple And Efficient

Chapter 158: Simple And Efficient

Angelia

"At least stay for dinner, we are making lasagna." Andy said.

Usually, the mention of his lasagna would make me feel drool. Now, my stomach tightened into a hard knot at the thought of food.

I can make the salad?"

gaze narrowed as he looked at me, seeing something wasn't right. Maybe, my smile was too stiff or my voice was devoid of my real emotions. Whatever it was, it was tipping him off that something wasn't quite right. "Stop giving me that look, I

fine." I insisted.

am fine." I

"But you are not, not really." He interjected.

Fuck me for always wearing my heart on my sleeve. I never really could hide my emotions that well at least, not from those who knew me. "Yes, I am not fine but I am okay." I relented, Tam

"A part of me is still hurt over this whole thing and while I feel it is the right decision to take a break from them, it won't be easy."

No, it wouldn't be easy, it would be devastatingly hard. He nodded, believing me, when had I ever given him a reason not to? It felt wrong keeping things from me, it felt wrong to lie but I needed him to back off. "The choice is always up to you, girly and you know I will support you with whatever decision you make but maybe you should wait a few days and truly think it through. You don't have to rush, those men will understand you taking your time." He squeezed my knees in comfort. Just the simple touch made my eyes prickle with the need to cry but I blinked them gone. Shaking my head, my eyes fixated on the slight crack in the vase beside his television to keep the tears at bay.

"I have decided, it is already as good as gone."

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as he let out a quiet sigh but he didn't need to. All he had to say was in that one exhale. You are making a mistake, that was what his inhale pointed at and my heart squeezed as if it was in complete

to tell

theirs as well. "Angelia, if you are sure of your decision, then you have to tell them. It is not cool to let them stress and wait

I wasn't ready to tell because

are right, I will text them that we need

as them, knowing it would be for the last time in a long while made the knot in my stomach tighten even further. But I smiled through it, feeling Andy's eyes

really want to take them back knowing full well

bit the bullet and texted them that I want us to meet. With that done, Andy stood up from the couch and extended a hand to me, pulling me up. "Come on, let's go make some dinner." He said it

wasn't exactly ready to be alone in my apartment, it helped

interest of mine or rather, cooking

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cutting up the salad because the fun had come from spending time with him, not the cooking in itself. Now it was more

about me being safe? Would the taste of pizza bring back the memories of my first unofficial date with Marshall? We had been together for such a short period but

also taken a

finger to my lips

head to focus on

is it?" Andy hurried to my side, taking in the droplets

worse than it is." Biting my teeth to stop cursing to the moon and

the the paper

it to the shallow cut on

James said, he looked queasy at the sight of the blood

ushered me back towards the couch while Andy quickly returned

I can still make the salad." I protested without

couldn't

could find it in myself to keep faking, little by little, I was falling

get home

the headspace and I for one will not have an accidentally amputated finger on my consciousness because I let you handle

making Andy's place clean before I moved in and how he let me have some time alone with my best friend. Seeing some sense in what he said, I finally nodded and let him get back to cooking as I plastered my finger, my mind already going back to my men. It hurt thinking about them but it was like I was 3/4 Chapter

unknown person that was a whole other problem. It wasn't ready to get into, at least the sadness would be something Andy