My Pretty Sweetheart (Arianna)

Those days were practically hell. And as humans, we would always choose to forget the most painful times of our life.

He had only mentioned pieces and fragments of the past, but I already felt my heart buzzing with a dull ache. I found myself unable to utter even a single word.

I withdrew my hand and decided that I should say thank you, but I felt that it would be too shallow, so I chose to stay silent instead.

His face was blank as he flashed me a small smile tinged with a hint of hostility. He said, "With each passing day, you slowly recovered. I initially thought that since Hendrix had wounded you so deeply, you wouldn't miss him anymore. I knew perfectly well that you didn't feel anything for me. But I thought, so what? The days are long, love and joy can be nurtured and cultivated little by little. But I didn't think that you'd still leave with him in the end."

He gave out a self-deprecating laugh. "Arianna, as soon as your scar healed, you forgot the pain!"

I had no words to retort with. I stayed silent, lips pursed as I listened to him read me to filth.

you know how I lived through those nights after my parents passed away one after the other? At night when I dreamt, my mother would always yell at me, saying that she was feeling cold while my father would tell me that he was lonely. I would wake up in such a big, hollow house in the middle of the night and couldn't go back to sleep. Back then, I kept thinking that if you could stay by my side just like I did for you, perhaps I wouldn't suffer that much. But every time I woke up at night, the room

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hitched in my throat, and no matter how

loved you. And it's

left Irvin's lips, I sat completely stunned on the couch. My senses left me for a long time. It felt like an eternity had

conservation of energy. Later on, in

of knowledge, making comparisons of everything in the world. Now that we really reflected on it, we would come to realize that the life lessons we needed to

this world, there was no such thing as unconditional love and kindness, but only the fair exchange of love. If you had enjoyed but didn't reciprocate the love

never be able to properly face Irvin for

of hell. So, why didn't I reach out to save him when he was

in the living room and spent the entire night awake. Indeed, I had no right to