My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

It’s kind of nasty if you think about it too much. Thank the Goddess wolves don’t get STD’s or they would be in trouble. I’m not a prude, well not really. I get the appeal of six and have even done some self exploration, but I am one hundred percent inexperienced when it comes to being with a guy. And yet, I have no desire to jump some rando strictly to say I did, that is less appealing than having zero game in the s*x department.

I’m a little jealous of how easy it is for Sierra to flirt with any of the guys. She seems to only have eyes for Sam, but is playful with all of them. Just the thought of trying to flirt makes me sweat bullets. I am just that awkward, so I figure I will wait for my mate who will love my crazy, inexperienced awkwardness no matter what. On that note I step out of the shower and wrap up in a towel. As I brush out my sandy blonde hair I look at myself and really analyze my reflection for the first time.

I don’t think I am ugly by any means, I just don’t think I am anything special either. My hair is mostly straight with a slight wave at the end and it is so long it goes past the middle of my back. I like it full and I think I would look like a baby doll if I ever cut it. My muscles are defined in my arms and legs and I know my back and abs have definition. I am putting on muscle now that I eat most of my meals with the guys and get the calories I need for all the training that I do.

sports bras and tank tops for training all the time, still covering the scars on my back, but being more comfortanble in my skin. My figure is still on the smaller side with no real curves to speak of, even with the muscle definition. I’m only fourteen and I don’t really know what my mom looked like. My dad only keeps one picture of her in his office and I’m not allowed in there, I saw it once when was little, but I dont remember it at all. According to everyone else who knew her, I look exactly like her, but that doesn’t help me predict what kind of woman bits I may end up with.

only saying I didn’t bleed from my attackers. It’s almost like they knew what I was doing this weekend and were being courteous with their torture. Sᴇaʀch Thᴇ (F)indNƟvᴇl.ɴet website on Gøøglᴇ to

decided to take a chance and let my wolf

easier to hide with her thick jet black fur. It was dark

started breakfast and got out ingredients to make enough to feed everyone, since our house has been the new Saturday hangout before training. Even the Alpha and Luna join us sometimes too. I was worried the first time Mateo brought the guys over so early that dad