My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

That last part hit me the hardest. That stupid f*cking motto my brother and his friends lived by. They let people think that only the strongest should survive. It was actually the way that they played when they did drills together. Last man standing and all that.

They taunted and teased each other for being the “weakest’ that day. The problem was they never explained that they were teasing and motivating each other to anyone.

They just said the stupid line and went about their lives not realizing who’s listening and following their lead. They are oblivious to the influence they have without even trying.

I throw my covers off, I can’t sleep. The memory just brings on more nightmares. I rub my eyes forcefully and look at the clock, it’s 3am. The only thing is to run off the nervous energy now.

You want out tonight?

ask It’s been a while. Hanging out with those boys hasn’t given you as much free

we do, and it was your

of rest that way. Whatever you need, I’m here for you. We got this,

instigating a less than intelligent idea. That used to come in

a sound going out. I don’t know if the guys went home

I ran towards the forest. I didn’t hear any noises, but the garden lights were still

I can’t want to be with them and keep my secret, that’s not fair to them. The pack members are more important, they need

feet and I can’t shift here, someone could see or hear me. The transformation was not pleasant to go through or to watch, especially for a new shifter. Once you get the hang of it, you and your wolf can interchange

good, but the noise could still attract someone and I can ‘t take that risk I tie my shoes tightly, check my ponytail to make sure it’s secure and wrap the straps of the little backpack I brought to store everything around my waist so

and make things difficult and cause a scene, then